I Have No Idea What Interacting In Fandoms Should Be Like, I Never Participated In One, I Never Want

I have no idea what interacting in fandoms should be like, I never participated in one, I never want to. Loner like that. But I know the meaning of words. If I give a fic a possibilty, if I open it and read it, I don't HATE it. I may not like the idea of brothers fucking, but I don't hate it. But I would never ever open a fic where a child is raped by someone who is supposed to love them and this childe likes this. Like - no. I hate this idea. Hating means NO. Not doing it.

what they don't tell you is that a well-written fic can get you to ship anything, and i mean ANYTHING. notp? not anymore. you will stay up late thinking about and crying over them for the rest of your life. characters you don't even know from a piece of media you've never engaged with? fuck it, they belong to you now. problematic ship that you loved to hate and now just love to love, that you must never tell your friends about? don't worry, ao3 knows how to keep a secret. like. a well-written fic will have you acting UP and that's a fact baby !!

you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.

One of the most frustrating things about ADHD is just the way that you absolutely cannot trust future you.

Like, I look at something and think "Oh, I'll deal with that later" like, no I won't. I absolutely won't. I should just do it now while I'm there. I should make plans to do something... Oh wait, will I have the energy to do that??? I was talking with a friend who told me I should come over for tea sometime, which I absolutely would love to do, but I said I was too tired. "Too tired for tea?" she asks. Like, no, I would love tea, but I'm too tired to know that I'll have the energy to get to the place and the only thing I hate worse than not doing things is being flaky on my friends.

Desperately cute. (via @buitengebieden over at the ex bird place...)

I had a vision