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This one is for all my Junhan stans

[12:10 PM]

You walked into your boyfriend's room after hearing the sounds of his guitar playing.

He looked so focused on his instrument.

But he actually was, he didn't even hear or see you come in.

He jumped at your sudden presence, causing you to laugh a little and hug him.

"Sorry Jun!" You laughed

"Ah Jagiya... you scared me there"

"Ah sorry, sorry.. I just wanted to listen to you play"

He got a little shy, but nonetheless he would never deny the opportunity to show his partner his talent.

And you'd never miss an opportunity to listen.

You sat on the chair in his room and listened to him strum his acoustic guitar, he played a few songs from Xdinary Heroes and soon it became a game.

"Jagiya... I'll play you a song, and you tell me what I'm playing!"

You laughed and nodded.

He played the chords to their popular song Strawberry Cake.

You knew right off the bat, and answered the question,

Hyeongjun gave you a nod of approval, then played the next song.

You listened to a bit of the melody before smiling proudly.

"Ah! Lunatic!" You laughed

He nodded again with a smile.

"Wha... my Jagiya knows their music!"

"I know my boyfriend's music!" You laughed

So then he got a little more complicated, he started playing another song, you listened to the chords carefully before smiling (yet again) proudly.

"Immigrant Song, by Led Zepplin!"

He was impressed.

"Okay one more, this one is the hardest one yet!"

He began strumming the chords to a fast paced melody.

But it was no match for you.

"Jun... come on that's easy! Thunderstruck, from AC/DC!"

"Yes!!" He smiled as he sat down his guitar and hugged you tightly.

You laughed as you hugged him back.

"I knew I asked out the right person!" He smiled.

You couldn't help but laugh at his sudden comment

"I sure hope you did"

"Oh... I definitely did" he smiled as he looked into your eyes with his soft ones.

XDINARY HEROES <LIVE and FALL> ☆ Concept Photos

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Holly SHIT, I just woke up and I see that masterpiece!!!

I’m on my knees

THE BLOODSHED SERIES 05

perv!junhan x perv!reader

wc: 3100

tags: @sol3chu @seungseung-minmin @joosbasschick @xhfics

special tag!: @zynz0 happy birthday babe 🫶

warnings: masturbation (m), idol x fan au, vibrator is used, protected sex, somewhat fingering, dom junhan

Hyeongjun couldn't believe himself. It was another night of him scrolling through your writing... of him... that he requested. You had no idea that it was him requesting all of his deepest desires for you to write. He was starting to think he was the fan more than you.

Your words perfectly captured his ideas. The vagueness of the supposed reader in your stories left him so much room to imagine it was you. He switched between the two apps, one had your fanfictions, the other was your personal instagram that you added him on.

He had a secret account. He followed you pretending to be another fan of his group. You initially caught his eye on the FANS app when you posted a selfie for villain selca day. It led to him inevitably looking through every post and comment you made. One interaction specifically fucked everything up for him. You publicly commented your Instagram account so another fan could add you. He let his curiosity get the best of him and he was then on Instagram, forging a new account and pretending to be a Seungmin biased fan.

He added you and scrolled through your posts. It wasn't hard to figure out that you biased him. All of your edits, your story, and everything else was all about him. He wondered if you used this same username on other platforms. It was needless to say that you weren't that creative and that he was very pleased with the outcomes of his research.

There was a specific site he ended up on. After following several links and piecing together your digital footprint, he found your fanfics. Surprise, they were about him. Of course he wondered what pretty little you would write so he had to find out. And to his surprise, your pretty face was just a facade to hide the filthiest writer known to all of mankind. His eyes widened.

Your writing seemed to specifically cater to all of his kinks and desires that he didn't even know he had. Having seen what you looked like, he couldn't help but imagine you as the reader you wrote.

He was in too deep. It was almost shameful how well you wrote. It was almost scary how well you knew him without having ever spoken to him. He was drawn to you immediately. All shame was on him though when he found his attention glued to a certain piece of your writing. It was a long piece and would keep him entertained for at least 20 minutes. It was filthy just like everything else you wrote.

Just as Hyeongjun thought he couldn't get any worse, his hand mindlessly slipped into pants, grabbing his own erection. He imagined it was your hand. Was it really so shameful if you clearly thought of him the same way? At least he didn't write about it and post it online for the entire world to see. If anyone should be ashamed, it's you, right?

The blame couldn't be entirely on him when you were the one with the devilish skill to bring words to life. He read every sentence thrice while stroking himself. This was better than porn. Better than anything he'd seen online. His fist tightened on his length and he quickened his pace as you suggested in your writing. His breath got heavy and he sounded exactly like you described. How could you possibly know him so well?

Seeing his name printed in dialogue was enough to have him shooting ropes up his torso. His hand kept moving as he milked himself dry until his cock was left uselessly throbbing in his fist. His eyes opened after he came and he looked at his phone again. Post-nut clarity was supposed to impose making better decisions, so why was he contemplating dming you after noticing you were online?

He wasn't sure what he would say if he were to message you. He got up to go clean himself so he could talk himself out of the idea. This may not be his proudest nut, but it was by far the best. He took a look at himself in the mirror. It was unbelievable that of all of the famous people out there and even out of his band alone, you wrote about him.

He went back to his bed and saw you were still online. He couldn't just not interact, so he decided to comment on the post.

kk1tos_dad: wow, you wrote him so well!

He reread his comment after sending it. If you knew he was Hyeongjun, he would just be outright admitting to his kinks. But he wasn't Hyeongjun here, he was just another villain. He shut off his phone, totally ashamed at the fact he was interacting with one of his fans over his own smut. He swore he jumped out of his skin when his phone dinged. If his bandmates ever found out about this, he would bury himself. He looked down to see you had just replied to him.

freak.y.n: thanks sweetie 🫶

You did not just call him sweetie. That's not the problem, the problem is it had an effect on him! He was reeling at the simple word. He tried to keep from forming goals, but his next one was to talk to you. It wasn't as daunting of a task then if he were to meet you in person.

Depending on your opinion, things either got better or worse. After a couple weeks, he tuned into your writing every night and kept track of your posting schedule. He'd become one of your regulars and apparently you took a liking to that. He was pleasantly surprised when he no longer had to come to you. You came to him.

He found you surprisingly easy to talk to, but he didn't know what he was expecting. Perhaps your decently high following kind of made you strike him as celebrity status. He didn't realize he had become a fan of a fan. How the tables have turned on him...

Gunil came into Hyeongjun's room early that morning. He was pleased to see Hyeongjun was already awake. He smiled.

"Hey Jun, wanna go to the beach today?" The boys didn't have any schedules today and the beach was usually not too crowded at this time of year. Hyeongjun liked the idea, maybe it would help him to clear his head. He had caught himself thinking about you more than he'd like to admit recently.

Gunil waited in the living room for his friend to get ready. Hyeongjun sorted through his closet, picking out a practical get fun outfit. The disarray of colors and patterns somehow came together seamlessly on him. He topped his outfit off with his white frames and left his room to meet with Gunil.

It was a quick and uneventful walk to the beach. That's exactly how Hyeongjun wanted it to go. He got out his phone and noticed a notification from you. He smiled and Gunil took notice of it.

"You know, you've been more cooped up lately. I know you're introverted and all, but this is a bit much, even for you," Gunil was soft with his words. He never made anyone feel bad about what was going on.

"I guess I have, haven't I? I'm fine though," Gunil didn't buy it. There was really nothing wrong, but Hyeongjun couldn't explain what was really happening.

"Well I'm here if you need anything" Hyeongjun smiled at Gunil's comment. He knew he could come to him if he needed to. He was grateful he decided not to press him for answers.

When Hyeongjun looked ahead of him, he stopped dead in his tracks. If he was seeing things right, he would have to completely switch trajectory. He squinted his eyes, focusing on the girl's face. It was you. Before he could turn around, you looked at him. He panicked and froze in place. He looked like a deer caught in headlights when you two locked eyes. You looked away, granting him some relief.

Gunil was no help. He went up to you after you made it known you were a villain. He was excited to talk to you. Hyeongjun's mind, which was normally not so perverted, was clouded with disgusting thoughts. You shook Gunil's hand and Hyeongjun gulped as he looked at your hands.

Those are the same hands that wrote about him, for him. You obviously had a very sexual nature. He wondered what those hands have done to yourself. Or maybe a bit selfishly, he wondered what your hands could do to him. He did his best to get his mind out of the gutter, but you brought out something in him.

"Hi Hyeongjun!" You greeted him and he blushed. You brought him out of his trance. He looked down, noticing your stretched out hand. He shook your hand. No handshake has ever felt so perverted and nasty. That was the hand he used to jerk off with every night. He was shaking the same hand you used to type out those vulgar scenes and likely got off with. Damn, he would get off to his own writing if he was that good.

"I love your music" you smiled and did an innocent tilt with your head. He knew how you were, even if you didn't know he knew. He took your pleasure to seem innocent as a challenge. Unfortunately, he let that get ahead of his wits. He smirked confidently.

"I like your writing" once the words fell from his mouth his arm went limp and he felt like sinking into the ground. Not only did Gunil hear, but he said it right to your face.

"Um... Thanks" You were luckily able to play it off like it was no big deal. Deep inside you were completely and totally embarrassed. Hopefully he was only on one of the two sites you wrote on.

That night you went home and immediately texted the guy you'd been talking to.

freak.y.n: you're not going to believe what happened today

kk1tos_dad: what?

On the other side of the screen, Hyeongjun felt guilty. You looked terrified just earlier and now you were talking to him as if he was a different person... Because he was, to you at least. He read through your entire explanation of your encounter today and how it was so cool and then turned a bit scary.

freak.y.n: then he said he likes my writing?!?

kk1tos_dad: well... Maybe it was the other site and not here?

You didn't seem to buy it. You were more active on this site than that one. Then it hit you... He recognized you by your face. If he only knew your writing accounts, he wouldn't know what you looked like. He must have also found your instagram. Your mind was spiraling. Ideas swarmed your brain and the more you thought, the more unhinged your ideas became. But those ideas made so much sense at the same time.

freak.y.n: do you have something you're hiding from me?

Hyeongjun's stomach churned when he saw your message. He knew he'd been at least somewhat caught. The entire situation was a weird one.

kk1tos_dad: I do actually...

The sun had set and you two were on your way to meet up at the beach you were both just at. You couldn't believe your eyes when you actually saw Hyeongjun approaching you. This was so embarrassing for the both of you. It was hard to tell who did the more shameful thing.

"This is insanely awkward" you laughed, still in disbelief. Hyeongjun forced an awkward smile and sat across from you at the little outdoor table.

"So... What do we do now?" Hyeongjun asks. His voice is shy and quiet. You can tell he isn't feeling very comfortable with the situation at hand.

"I'm not sure if you're allowed to, but we could be friends" He didn't know how to feel about your offer. It was a step up from what you had and he could finally be himself around you. He felt spoiled for wanting more though.

"No that's totally fine, I wanna be friends"

Since then, weeks had passed and you grew extremely close. Your meeting story will forever become an inside joke. The rest of the members are still in the dark about it though.

Hyeongjun still went through your writing account occasionally. Tonight, he was feeling exceptionally needy. He was disappointed to see you hadn't posted since he came clean. His mind was clouded and it chipped away at any of his usual filters.

kk1tos_dad: Why'd you stop posting?

freak.y.n: Wouldn't it be weird for me to be writing graphic smut about my friend?

kk1tos_dad: maybe... But I wasn't lying when I said you were a good writer

Maybe this wasn't the best idea, but you couldn't help yourself. He was practically inviting you to write smut about him and you could tell something was blocking his usual shyness.

freak.y.n: I'm kind of lacking inspo honestly

kk1tos_dad: be there in 10

This was new. He's been over to your apartment countless times, but never for... this reason. You didn't have the time to panic because he was knocking on your door. He said ten minutes, not two. He must've been in a hurry.

You opened the door and he was standing there awkwardly. You found his awkward stature adorable and it really contributed to how you've naturally gained feelings for him. You giggled at his shy face and pulled him gently by his arm.

"You know I have a few requests backed up on that account" he blushes as you pull him towards the couch. He takes your phone when you hand it to him and look through the requests. He can't help but imagine them asking specifically you and him and not just some vague reader meant to be whoever they want.

"Do I get to pick?" He looks over to you with anticipation and you nod. He looks through, reading each request carefully. His face heats up the more he reads. Finally, one specific one makes his eyes widen.

"This one" you took your phone back and read the request carefully. It was simple, but effective. An idol x fan where Hyeongjun was the dominant one. It didn't require getting into character, it was just your natural dynamic.

That's how you ended up face down on the mattress with your ass in the air. You were on full display for Hyeongjun and seeing you so obedient really boosted his confidence. He was hard before he even came over, now it was just his desire to have you completely at his mercy holding him back.

"I know you're a slut, where are your toys"

"Nightstand" your voice is muffled by the comforter in your bed. Hyeongjun walks over to your nightstand and opens the drawer. There weren't too many options, but he wasn't disappointed. He picked a little vibrator and tested to see if it was on. Hearing the buzzing sound had you attempting to close your legs. The vibrator was small and pink.

"Cute," he says casually. He turns it off and makes his way over to you. He pries your legs apart firmly with his big hands. You were ready to take him and he hasn't even touched you yet. He smiled arrogantly and ran his fingers through your folds.

"You're soaked baby, I haven't even touched you" you jolted at his touch. His other hand grabbed you by the hip to hold you still.

"How could I not be?" Your voice was higher than usual. It only helped boost his ego seeing you so desperate for him. He turned on the vibrator again, watching you tense from the sound alone. He couldn't help but smile.

"I could go right in if I wanted to" he says, looking at you from behind. You felt so exposed as he just sat there staring.

"Hyeongjun... Please" you frustratedly ask. He gets a kick out of your begging.

"Please what?"

"Touch me already" you grew impatient and needy. It fueled his desire for you, but he kept his cool and stayed in control. The amount of self control he had was admirable.

He slid a finger inside of you slow and gentle. You squirmed so he held you still, gripping your hip a little harder.

"Is that what you wanted?" You hum and nod. He adds another finger with ease. He slips in and out of you at a slow and steady pace.

"I think you could take me already," he whispers. You knew you could. He pulled away and walked back to your nightstand. Searching through the different things you had

"Awesome, you're prepared" he pulls out a condom and tears it open. Look over to him and catch him undressing. His dick is hard and flushed pink. He rolls the condom on and glances over to you through his long, brown hair. A cocky smile spreads across his face as he catches you checking him out.

He gets back on the bed and positions himself at your entrance. He barely pokes at it before he pulls away. He picks up the vibrator and turns it on again, this time pressing it to your entrance and then dragging it up to your clit. You shudder once he finds the best angle to hold it. He enjoys seeing you writhe underneath him, so wet and desperate. You moaned, unable to form coherent thoughts.

"M-mm f-feels good" Your pussy tried its best to suck in nothing and Hyeongjun reveled in your reactivity. He could tell you were well in your way to your orgasm so he pulled the vibrator away and positioned himself again. He pressed inside of you steadily. Your body went limp, you could only tense up a little every time he thrusted into you. You were so wet it didn't even hurt.

He started losing control, thrusting into faster and tougher as he chased his high. He got the vibrator again and held it against your clit. It occasionally brushed against his cock as his movements became messier. You were convulsing under his touch, overstimulated and nearing your orgasm. He kept going, desperate to have you cum on him.

You finally clenched, sucking him in. His body stilled, thrusting into you one final time. He didn't pull the vibrator away and he felt the vibrations in your pussy. His dick was throbbing as he emptied himself in the condom.

"F-fuck" he whimpered, choking on his words. He finally turned the vibrator off, overstimulated. He pulled out and turned you over. He looked at your teary eyes and fucked out expression. He fell in love immediately.

"Think you can write that?" You nod at his question. He lays beside you and holds your body against his own.

"It'll be my best work yet" you say confidently.

I was bored so I draw kkito 🫢

And I just saw that in one month is my birthday I’m excited!!!

hyeongjun can't help but write about you. the company has been pushing all of the members to be more involved in the creative process. so hyeongjun decides to start writing more lyrics. they are subtle at first. you know, the kind of generic lyrics that you can find in any love song. but the more he writes, the more detailed it gets. the color of your hair, your soft touch, the way your eyes reflected the moonlight that night. and he tries to stop himself, he really does. because he's an idol and he has to keep that image. these lyrics are far too detailed for any of their songs, and they certainly won't get past the company. but every time he picks up his guitar, he can't help but think of you. because to him, you are music. you are his muse. and what's an artist without a muse?