Dear Steve Blade. I Just Want You To Know.. I Became A Better Person. Much Better Than You'll Ever Be.

Dear Steve Blade. I just want you to know.. I became a better person. Much better than you'll ever be. I still haven't forgiven you for what you did to me, and I probably never will. You made me more afraid of being who I really was than my parents or religion ever did. But, thankfully Kevin Price helped me with that. Never yours, Connor McKinley. (The Book of Mormon)

this is a post, for all those people with "bad/cringey/evil" kin

you are not an evil person for the actions of your kin. if your canon was the exact same as source? you shouldn't feel guilty. you shouldn't have to feel like you need to defend, or berate yourself, for whatever you did. and if your canon was completely different from source? you shouldn't apologize for things you never did. don't feel responsible for the actions of someone you are not

and for those kin who just, have some habits that people consider "cringey", you aren't bad because of that. did your kin like anime? kids shows? any other number of "cringey" things? more power to you. you like what you like, and you shouldn't stop liking it because someone said it was "cringey"

your kin are a part of you, but they do not define you. don't let your spirit be dampened by hate, external or internal

Dear Petey,

God, kid. I love you so much. You're the best son I could ever fuckin ask for. I know I like to say, "ah, I can't be that great of a dad," but parenting you? Made me feel like I was sticking a huge middle finger up at my own old man, exacting my perfect revenge of being a better dad than he ever was, by just being decent. I hope I never made you feel like I didn't love you.

..and. To, my Steve. It's alright. Would have never worked out anyways. Just, hope you can still think of me as a friend, even for all the stupid shit I did.

To my dad. Fuck you.

Yours truly, "Iron Dad" Tony

DeAr LuSuS,

i DoN't KnOw WhAt YoU wErE dOiNg GoInG oUt AlL oN yOuR oWn, BuT i StIlL mIsS yOu. PlEaSe HoNk BaCk SoMeDaY, iT's AlL i'VE rEaLlY wAnTeD fOr So LoNg.

StIlL yOuR wIgGlEr, GaM :o)

dear Osmond,

you were a major asshole. you took my life from me and turned it into a game show, designed for your own sick viewing pleasure. i could tell what you were doing in your little office, watching me burn my limbs over and over. and i don't know if i can ever quite forgive you for killing my fiancee.

but.. i know some of it wasn't your fault. it was people telling you what to do, and network execs letting some things slide as long as they were signed for. you took me back onto the show, as reluctant as i was, and i'm honestly glad i came back. i mean, i wouldn't have ever seen you again if i hadn't.

i don't know what possessed me to tell you to kiss me on stage that night. maybe it was the rush of being treated like a person- or maybe noticing that you wanted to treat me more than that. you were so gentle in that one moment, i forgot anything bad had ever happened. and, when i heard you'd gone to prison on the news, it actually hurt a little.

i was still pretty skeptical when you came knocking at my door the day after you got out asking for a place to stay, but. if i had to make the choice again, i'd still let you in. you were suddenly there for me, when nothing and no one else was, and.. yeah, i loved you. it wasn't a trick, i wasn't trying to fuck with your head, i loved you. still do, really.

so, Gene Osmond, if you're out there? your confused boyfriend loves you, very much, and hopes you don't feel too guilty.

with love, your Matt

tfw you get no memories when you want them and all the memories when you don't, lmao ✌