The Sexual Tension Between A Girl And Not Feeling Real Every Time Her Birthday Comes Around

The sexual tension between a girl and not feeling real every time her birthday comes around

adrien’s never been used to a lot of noise in the first place.

when he goes over to marinette’s place for the first time; its almost scary how differently they live. where he lacks, she always picks up. she fills in the silence when he doesn’t feel like talking and even more so when he cant. bouncing legs, pencils on paper, the rhythmic clicking of her sewing machine, background music because she can’t focus without it—adrien’s never been used to something other than silence. marinette makes music by just being alive. whenever they’re apart (which is never), they face time, and he listens to her hum while she sews him a jacket they worked on the design for together. full of spikes. she pricks her fingers constantly, and he’s always the one to bandage her up if he’s there (she’s too focused to stop). he walks around his empty house and feels less alone with her in his hand, even if its just on the phone. phones are made for talking, though, aren’t they? marinette never makes him feel like he has to. on bad days, neither of them have to. others, she sits him down and does his makeup. listens when he does talk. or offers to give him a piercing in which he inevitably agrees to because of course he’d let her stab him with a needle. he’d let her do anything, really. marinette’s just fine holding the eyeliner. or a needle. or his pinky finger while they walk. she hasn’t gotten used to the hand holding-thing yet.

Spots Off (book 1) is up on AO3 now!

The Love Square as lyrics from TTPD songs: Fresh Out The Slammer

Adrienette: Ain’t no way I’m gonna screw up now that I know what’s at stake here

Marichat: Handcuffed to the spell I was under, for just one hour of sunshine

Ladynoir: At the park where we used to sit on children’s swings, wearing imaginary rings

Ladrien: All those nights you kept me going, swirled you into all of my poems

*i tried to be as accurate as possible*

The Love Square as lyrics from TTPD songs: But Daddy I Love Him

Adrienette: God save the most judgmental creeps (Gabriel) who say they want what’s best for me

Marichat: Screaming, “But Daddy I Love Him!” I’m having his baby, no I’m not—

Ladynoir: I’m his lady, and oh my God you should see your faces

Ladrien: Me and my wild boy and all this wild joy

*i tried to be as accurate as possible*

Claws In (book 2–sequel to Spots Off) is up on AO3!