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You And I By Richard Hadley And The Death Ramps, Toji, Fluff If Possible But Anything Else Is Great Too!!
You and I by richard hadley and the death ramps, toji, fluff if possible but anything else is great too!!

WC: 2.4k
CW: sorry anon i threw a tad bit of hurt/comfort into the fluff, NOT beta read, editing what's that?, reader referred to as a biker girl, swearing, toji being a bad partner (dw he pulls it together), possibly very ooc idk i've never written for him before, plz don't ask how this got so long i honestly have no idea
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There was something off about you. It left him unable to keep his eyes off you, but he didn't have the faintest idea of what it could be.
Was it the emotion in your music? No, that couldnât be it because there almost always was some musician or another at the diner. And they were normally pretty decent. Maybe it was the motorcycle helmet and keys sitting next to your bag behind you. But he had been around biker girls before, so that didnât make sense. What was it?
He always goes to this particular diner for lunch when he could, but today as he sat there examining you the place felt different. The smudges and signatures inked on the walls seemed to add to the atmosphere instead of being an eyesore, and the smell of grease and fast food almost comforting. The atmosphere seemed different today, and he felt like it had something to do with you.
Caught up in his musing, he didnât even notice he was staring at you until you shot him a cheeky smile and a wink as you sang. Shaking his head to clear his mind, he refocused on his neglected lunch, shoveling it down to try and forget what your gaze had done to him. For some reason, he found himself wishing you would look at him again, that feeling lingering throughout the rest of the day and into the next.
I like the way you look at me baby
Toji Fushiguro doesnât make mistakes. Not because he was born perfect, but because the reality of his life was that one mistake meant death. In a world where cursed energy was deemed necessary to fight curses he made do with brute strength alone. Which worked. Normally.
See, for his way of doing things to work, he needed to have his head in the game. To be one hundred and ten percent focused on the fight at hand. So why the fuck was he thinking about you? And why the actual fuck was the thought of you enough to throw him off his game??
These were all things running through his head as he finished off the curse before slumping to the ground beside it, one large hand pressed against the wound on his ribs as blood seeped out through his fingers.
He couldnât afford to lose focus. One moment of distraction and this had happened. If it werenât for his quick reflexes he would be dead right now. So he had no choice. He had to get to the bottom of this. He had to go back and see you again, if only to see what made you so special. All so that he could focus on his job, of course.
At least thatâs what he told himself as he returned to the diner, hoping to see you again.
I act as if I'm not going crazy
Girl I'm in a muddle tonight
Packing up your stuff after a long gig at your local diner, you couldnât wait to get home. Caught up in your fantasies of a hot bath and a pack of instant ramen, you didnât notice the man approaching you until he stopped in front of you, his shadow blocking the light.
âSorry, theyâre closed, I'm just headed out now.â You look up, vaguely recognizing the hunk of muscle that stood in front of you. Oh, thatâs right. Heâs the guy who was staring at you during your performance the other day. You wondered what he needed.
âGive me your number.â
âExcuse me?â Of all the things you expected him to say, demanding your number was not one of them. âMay I ask why you need it?â
âJust cause.â He folds his beefy arms across his chest, not wavering as you narrow your eyes and scrutinize him, unsure if heâs being serious. Unfortunately, you think he is.
âListen.â You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose. âIâve had a long day. Iâm tired. I want to go home. If you want my number, you have to give me something more to work with here, buddy.â
âBuddy?â He quirks an eyebrow, a smirk stretching the small scar at the corner of his mouth. âDo I look like a âbuddyâ to you?âÂ
You make a show of examining him closely before straightening. âNo, youâre right. You look like the guy who ate my buddy. Which is exactly why I donât think I should give you my number.â
And with that, you sling your bag over your shoulder and leave, climbing on your bike and speeding away. Assuming that would be the last you saw of him, you were surprised when you arrived for your next performance and found him waiting there for you.
âDidnât get enough of me, huh.â You snark, breezing by him. âAt least leave a nice tip this time, âkay?â
âNo.â His deep voice rumbles from behind you, and you spin to see him staring at you with a stupidly sexy grin on his stupidly hot face.Â
âWhy not?â
âCause Iâm broke.âÂ
Youâre unable to hold your snort in, surprised and amused by his unashamed bluntness. Still laughing to yourself, you turn around and pat his bicep.Â
âSorry, buddy.â His mouth quirks at your emphasis on the offensive word. âNow youâre definitely not getting my number.â
With that, you walk inside, leaving him outside on the sidewalk with a sneaking suspicion that he just fell in love with you.Â
Would you tell me where you're gonna take it
If I had a heart you're the one who should break it
Two years later and he has successfully obtained your number, and the two of you are now in a semi-serious relationship. Surprisingly, you were the one to initiate the relationship, despite repeatedly rejecting him when you first met.
At first things had been really nice, as close to perfect as things could be, in your opinion. He was by no means a gentleman, or good with his words, but his dry humor and actions were enough to convey his affection towards you. And that was enough.
Or, at least it was, until he stopped showing up. About a year or so into your relationship he started standing you up occasionally due to work. Honestly, you werenât entirely sure what his job was, only that it required him to travel and stay in good shape.Â
The first few times it happened, you brushed it off. After all you were both adults with jobs and lives outside of each other. Of course you would be busy. But then it started happening more and more, and the periods of time he was gone became longer and longer.Â
 The breaking point came around your two year anniversary. You had received a job offer that would require you to move, and as much as you wanted to take it you knew you had to talk it over with him first. There was just one problem. You hadnât seen him in over a month. Â
With your two year anniversary approaching, you really wanted to try and reconnect because you hadnât felt close to him in awhile, and with this job opportunity on the horizon you had to think about whether or not continuing your relationship was worth it.
So you told him that you really wanted to celebrate your two year anniversary with him, and that you had something important to tell him. Not ready to give up on your relationship yet, you put a lot of effort into the night, buying a new dress and cooking a nice dinner for the two of you to share.Â
But just as you finish setting the table and tidying up the house because heâs due to arrive any second, your phone dings.
Toji <3: Sorry. Wonât be able to make it tonight. Took another job. Iâll be back next week.
The engines running, can't decide if I should ride away
Tired and sore from the last job he had accepted, Toji heads back to your shared apartment, eager to see you again. He didnât particularly enjoy taking on new jobs, but money didnât grow on trees so he didnât really have a choice. He did miss your cooking and affection when he was gone though.
Fumbling with his keys, he finally manages to get the door open and steps inside, only to be greeted by a dark apartment. That was strange. Normally you were home by now. The thought crosses his mind that something could have happened to you, and he slips into the living room, panic stirring in his stomach.Â
Moving with an amount of stealth unexpected of someone his size, he checks the entire apartment, only to find it empty, with no sign ofâŠanything, really. Realizing that you could just be out with friends, he flicks on the lights and plops down on the couch with a sigh.Â
Stretching his arms above his head and yawning, a piece of paper sitting innocently on the coffee table with his name on it catches his attention. Absentmindedly cracking his neck, he reaches down and grabs it, gently unfolding it.
His heart sinks as he scans it, your familiar handwriting suddenly illegible. Because thereâs no way heâs reading this right. Thereâs no way you left. There was no reason for you to. Things were great between the two of you. At least, thatâs what he had thought, but according to the letter in his hands you didnât feel the same way.
The next few minutes pass in a blur of tearing open dresser drawers and frantically searching closets for a sign that you hadnât packed up all of your belongings and left. But all he found was empty space, the smell of your perfume still lingering in the air, despite it being devoid of your presence.
Finally taking a moment to stop and process, he finds himself wondering what heâs so worked up about. So what if you left? Itâs not like he needs you or anything. He didnât even do anything to warrant you leaving! Sure he missed your anniversary, but he planned to make it up to you when he got back! And maybe it wasnât even the first time he had stood you up like that on an important date, but if you were willing to leave over something as miniscule as that, were you even worth keeping?
At least thatâs what he kept telling himself as he went on with his life pretending there wasn't a gaping hole in his life that you used to fill.
Too stubborn to be the first person to reach out when he still felt he hadnât done anything, a month went by without any contact between the two of you. In the beginning it didnât bother him that much, because the reality hadnât fully set in yet. But slowly as the weeks wore on, so too did the absence of all the little things he hadnât realized he took for granted.
Like the way your quiet humming brought life to the otherwise dull apartment. Or the way your things scattered around on various surfaces had been a constant reassurance of your presence. He missed you scolding him and telling him he needed to take a break, he missed your laughter, he missed your kisses, he-fuck.
He missed you so much. What was he doing?
I had a woman, she went away
And now I'm lonely, fuck it
Itâs now been a month since you left in a storm of hurt feelings and anger, but you still hadnât heard from him. Deep down, you hadnât expected to actually break up. You figured you would leave and time to cool down. Then when he got back and realized you left it would be a major wake up call for him and he would come running to you with an apology and then he would change.
Instead you got radio silence. You werenât too concerned the first week because you knew Toji was as stubborn as you were and probably didnât want to be the first one to reach out and admit he was wrong.Â
So you waited (semi) patiently, but when a second, then a third week went by without a word, you were faced with the possibility that he wouldnât ever call. That the two of you truly were over.
Which is why when you were awoken from your nap on the couch by loud knocking at three in the afternoon, you shouted informing them that you would be there in a second as you adjusted your clothes assuming that someone just needed you to sign for a package or something like that.
What you were definitely not expecting to see was your kinda ex-boyfriend standing stiffly in your doorway, staring steadfastly at something over your head.
âUm. Hello?â You lean against the door frame and tuck your hands into your pockets, hoping to conceal their trembling. âYou need something?â
âYes. Actually. I do.â His eyes met yours, and you were shocked by the raw emotions swirling in them. âI need us. Together. You with me. Me with you. The way things are meant to be. I know I can be a bit of an asshole sometimes-â
You snort and raise your eyebrows. âWell, a lot of the time.â He amended, rolling his eyes.
âBut, I do really care about you and while Iâm not the greatest with my words, or the brightest guy youâll ever meet, I promise that if you call me out on my bullshit Iâll listen and do my best to change.â
You pretend to think it over, as if the two of you getting back together wasnât inevitable the second you saw him standing in your doorway. âLet me seeâŠoh wait. One second.â
Pulling out your phone you tap away for a couple of seconds before sliding it into your back pocket. âSorry âbout that. I just accepted this job. Let me get back to you in a week.â With that snarky comment and a smug wink, you shut the door firmly in his face and he hears the sound of the deadbolt clicking into place seconds later.
For a moment he stands there, unsure what to do before he starts laughing. There was the feisty person he had fallen in love with and missed so desperately. And when he heard your quiet chuckles coming from the other side of the door, he knew the two of you would be okay.
The two of you were able to laugh and be together. Just the way you belong.
You and I
You and I
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if you don't do anything else today,
Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.
have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.
and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.
black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.
if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.
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Enchanted by Taylor Swift, Gojo, fluff

WC: 16k
CW: mention of beer (no active drinking), college au, reader is very me-coded sorry, reader is a bit of a nerd,
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note: hi gigi!!!! thank you so much for sending in a request!! this was so cute đ„° i also feel like this isn't my best work, but i think it's cute and i've spent too much time agonizing over it lmao
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Parties were never really your scene, but your best friend told you that you needed to leave your room from time to time, so here you were, at some random house party. The cool smoothness of the wall you were leaned against seeped through the thin top you were forced into as you chatted with a face you vaguely recognized from one of your lectures.Â
Smiling idly, you nodded along to whatever they were saying, trying to block out the pounding music and sour scent of spilled beer. It was easy enough to pretend you were having fun, but internally you just wanted to be in your dorm reading a book or watching a movie. You knew your friends were right and that you did have to get out of your house sometimes, you just didnât want that time to be now.
There I was again tonight Forcing laughter, faking smiles
It wasnât that you didnât want to be social, or make new friends, to the contrary you actually wanted that very much. You just didnât want to have to put in the work to make new friends because of the stress it caused you. You knew you were different from other people your age; more focused on your studies and happiest when you were alone, and it normally didnât bother you.
No, it only began to make you feel bad in settings like this, where everyone else was mingling and laughing and you were glued to a wall, not even able to recall the name of the person talking to you. Shifting uncomfortably, you made up an excuse and escaped the train wreck of a conversation you were in, pushing your way through the crowd and out onto the back porch.
Taking a deep breath of night-chilled air, you could feel some of the stress and tension leave your frame. The wooden planks of the deck creaked as you made your way across them to lean against the railing, not noticing the man to your left until he spoke.
âHello there. Come to steal my hiding spot?â You jumped, letting out a small yelp and clutching your chest. âOh my god, donât scare me like that! IâŠâ
You looked up, and your voice trailed off. Vivid blue eyes met yours, a mop of fluffy white hair falling into a finely chiseled face. Of course. Of course you had to stumble across the finest man you had ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on in your pursuit for peace and quiet. Because things can never be convenient when it comes to your life.
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy Vanished when I saw your face
MaybeâŠmaybe bumping into the handsome stranger wasnât the worst thing that had happened to you tonight. At first when he introduced himself as Gojo Satoru, you didn't have high hopes. Youâve heard about Gojo. Everyone had. The most popular guy on campus, athletically talented with the good looks and effortless charm to match.. Of course you knew about the Gojo Satoru.
However, instead of idolizing him like everyone else, you had assumed he was a bit of an egotistical asshole who enjoyed playing with girls' hearts and thought himself better than all. Which is why you were pleasantly surprised when you found yourself enjoying his company.
For one, he was funny, with a witty sense of humor that had you cracking up more than once. You lost track of how long you stood there, shoulder to shoulder, engaging in humorous debate. But aside from his quick wit, he was also kind. Sure he had a bit of an ego (you werenât wrong in that assumption) but he wasnât a bad guy.Â
Second of all, he was surprisingly intelligent, engaging you in banter about various academic topics. From analyzing the true meaning of Shakespeareâs plays to debating the nature of dark matter, you found that he was able to keep up with your somewhat nerdy interests. Honestly this might be the most interesting conversation outside of your lecture halls that youâve had in a long time. Who wouldâve expected it to be with your schoolâs resident pretty boy?
The playful conversation starts Counter all your quick remarks
As the party winds down, Gojo finds himself offering to walk you home. Conversation flows smoothly as you walk, your laughter floating through the crisp air, warming it with your invisible light.
âLook!â You point up at the sky, delight shining in your eyes. âThe air is so clear tonight. You can see so many stars!â
And while you may be marveling at the sparking stars scattered across the nightâs navy backdrop, or how full the moon was, as cheesy as it was, he found himself admiring you instead.
When he had left the party to get some air and escape the hordes of people whose expectations and demands suffocated him, the last thing he had expected was you. You who had stumbled out onto his back porch, your presence a refreshing breath of fresh air blowing away the stifling needs of others.Â
So, yes. As cheesy as it was, he found himself admiring you, with your childlike delight in the mundane. Before tonight, the beauty of the night sky would never have crossed his mind, but now as he watches you, he thinks it must be the most beautiful thing in the world to make you light up like that.
Noticing that he got quiet, you turned to check on him and caught him staring at you. Suddenly shy, both of you quickly avert your eyes, faint pink brushing itself across your faces. You continue walking, this time in a heavy silence that speaks more than your mindless chatter.
By the time you finally let him know that youâve arrived at your house and bid him goodnight he wishes you lived a little farther away, if only so he could spend a little while longer in your company.
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
The cracked white plaster of his ceiling looms above him as he lays sprawled on his bed, unable to get you out of his head. Most girls who he talked to merely liked him for his looks, his popularity, or his cocky personality. But you had been interested in him for his mind. His intelligence and quick wit.Â
And he canât get you out of his head. Surely someone like you has a boyfriend. Someone as caring, beautiful, sweet, intelligent, and funny as you must have people falling for you left and right. But if that was the case, why did you spend so much time talking to him tonight? Was it possible that you were single and he had a chance?Â
Letting out a loud sigh, he rolled over and closed his eyes, attempting to fall asleep. He had never believed in love at first sight, but meeting you changed him in a fundamental way. Maybe he did believe in love at first sight, because if not, what else could he call the impact meeting you had on him? Maybe, if he tried hard enough, he would be able to see you again in his dreams.
The lingering question kept me up 2 AM, who do you love?
Cuddled into your stack of blankets and surrounded by your many pillows, you were unable to fall asleep, thoughts of Gojo Satoru plaguing you. He was justâŠnot at all like you had expected. He was smart. And funny. And kind. And he actually paid attention to your rambling, responding and expressing interest unlike many others.
And maybe (just maybe youâre neither confirming nor denying it) you find him just a teensy bit attractive. As much as your mind screamed at you that you couldnât fall for the first guy who shows even a hint of interest in you, your heart felt otherwise, hoping you would see him again.
Despite your assumptions, you had genuinely enjoyed spending time with him, and found yourself hoping that tonight was only the first of many such conversations and the start of a long friendship. Maybe even more than that if you were being honest. If only you were able to tell if he felt the same wayâŠ
This is me praying that This was the very first page Not where the story line ends
You start dating a couple weeks after your initial meeting, and several years later finds you laughing about the foolishness and insecurity of your younger selves.
When you bumped into him on campus the day after you met, you assumed it was some stroke of luck and worked up the guts to ask him for his number, not ready to let the opportunity to have him in your life escape you.
Little did you know the only reason he was there was he begged asked one of his friends to find out your schedule. From there your relationship continued similarly, each of you believing you were the only one who felt the pull between the two of you, and that the night you met didnât hold the same significance for the other.
In fact, it wasnât until your one year anniversary when you were reminiscing on your first meeting that you truly realized just how enchanted the other had been the first time you met.
I was enchanted to meet you

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stop this looks so fun!!!
no pressure tags: @romantichomicide95 @arlerts-angel @ambassadorarlert @seireiteihellbutterfly @artists-ally
@moonlightazriel @thelov3lybookworm @chiinni + whoever wants to join!!
saw a dash game where you take a poll of your five favorite characters of all time and see who everyone thinks is the best so..
no pressure tags :)) @seiwas @mididoodles @lees-chaotic-brain @andypantsx3 @ur-local-simp
roomate! bakugou who hates how much you get into his head so he goes out of his way to avoid you, until you come out wearing a slutty little skirt and shorts with strappy heels to go clubbing with your friends and he realizes he really doesn't like the idea of you going out like that. not because he has problems with the way you're dressed -you're a grown woman and can wear what you want- but because your little outfit is giving him thoughts and that mean that it's going to give other men thoughts and all men (other than him obviously) are depraved animals so what type of hero would he be if he just stood by and left you to the wolves?
so somehow, don't ask you, you have no idea, he ends up going club hopping with you and your friends. just because he needs to fulfill his duties as a hero. that's it.