
Just a little troop of clowns hoping to make it out in the big wide world.🌐 I'm working on my own unique take on the backrooms! I am your (non)local catharsis artist! Your new favorite queer mentally ill psychological horror enthusiast! I love art of all kinds, so I dabble in a LOT of mediums and mixed media. I do my best to put TWs and CWs on everything, but I may slip up occasionally. DISCLAIMER: Media literacy is required for my content! I depict mentally ill characters realistically, and the human experience is nuanced, so expect morally grey characters and antagonists who are just as traumatized as the main characters. Bad people are made not born, and you are the one who decides your final outcome (usually). ‼️CW & TW‼️: Bright colors(sometimes(half the time)), politics (can't tackle mental health without tackling politics), clowns, weirdcore, da bakwooms, g0r3 (candy g0r3 mostly), raw meat, more clowns, c4nn1b4l1sm, a lot of symbolism for trauma, me talking about my experiences with mental health and trauma in relation with my art, medical settings and terminology (occasionally), and even more clowns
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Many Thoughts. Many Brain Things Going On In Brain. I've Been Drawing Up A Storm Bc I've Been Hyperfixated
Many thoughts. Many brain things going on in brain. I've been drawing up a storm bc I've been hyperfixated on my own world. I have yet to make a proper reference sheet for Lemon Custard— even though I draw him all the time.
This is his new and improved design! He's a giant rabbit canine clown doll. He's stuffed (With what? You'll find out soon enough) and he has porcelain ball jointed hands. His facial markings are embroidered and varying materials of fabric.
Hmm? What breed of clown is he? I'm glad you asked. Like most clown breeds nowadays, he's quite a mix of breeds. My best educated guess is a mix of a circus clown (auguste I think?), party clown, scary clown, plush, and a dash of porcelain. It's hard to tell he's part scary clown at first, then he starts to get hungry–...
LOOK AT MY BABY!!!!!

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE PATOOTIE!!!! I LOB HIM!!!

I need him drawn and quartered, and then strung up like a little marionette so he can do little jigs for all of eternity. My bad—my cuteness aggression activated.
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I'm so happy I finally got on Tumblr. I've been wanting to be on here since I was a wee lad. I've lived in the depths of amino for most of my internet life. Now, with my skills refined, I finally feel comfortable enough to showcase it.
I'm nervous, admittedly. I've always struggled with social anxiety, and the internet has been no exception for it, but I need to step outside my comfort zone if I have any hope of people actually seeing my content. Can't have a proper fan base if no one other than your close friends see your art lol, but even if you never show anyone your art, you're still an artist. If you have passion for what you do, you are an artist. Plain and simple. It doesn't matter whether you just started or have been doing it for 50 years, if you have passion for what you do and you express your thoughts and ideas in a physical form you are an artist.
I have a habit of being too rough on myself and never posting anything, but I'm trying to break that habit. Hence why the first piece of art I posted on here is an old sketch of a concept. Exposure therapy yippee!!

But I'm tired of letting my anxiety control me. I wanna show people my art and be proud of what I create. Whether it gets a lot of attention or not, I'm proud of how far my art has come.
I'm excited to share my world with you and thank you for coming along for the ride 🫶💛💚
I'm sorry, but I'd do it for free. Idc if the Taylor VS. Katy beef is over. I'm still team Katy Perry.




SCREAMING!!! (/POS)
THANK YOU!!! I'm hyped to showcase it!! I hope you like it!
[Old concept art at the bottom]
I'm so excited to start posting about the world I've been working on. I've been working on it for over two years! Like— 😮 woah, I've been successfully gatekeeping my own series for 2 years now! To be fair, I didn't start working on other characters until year 2, and I'm still working on creating and developing characters, as well as working on settings and plot. I feel very close to actually putting out some official comics and / or starting an ask blog. The ask blog will likely be mostly non canon and just me having fun while working on characterization.
I have plans to turn my story into multiple formats like comics, books, games, a movie, and a show maybe. I'm trying to get better at making goals, so these may sound like insane goals to make, but hey, at least I'm making long-term goals, and that's all that matters to me. 🤷
My story is a project I've been working on to aid me in processing trauma as well as to make others feel not so alone in their experiences and give hope that things eventually will get better. I aim to do that with all my projects in general, honestly. I can't stand things without happy endings, like bro reality is depressing enough sometimes give me some hope dang you!!!
Anywhooo here's an old concept picture I drew of our boy!!! My art has improved a lot, so the art low-key makes me cringe, but I think it's neat to see how he's changed.


[Old concept art at the bottom]
I'm so excited to start posting about the world I've been working on. I've been working on it for over two years! Like— 😮 woah, I've been successfully gatekeeping my own series for 2 years now! To be fair, I didn't start working on other characters until year 2, and I'm still working on creating and developing characters, as well as working on settings and plot. I feel very close to actually putting out some official comics and / or starting an ask blog. The ask blog will likely be mostly non canon and just me having fun while working on characterization.
I have plans to turn my story into multiple formats like comics, books, games, a movie, and a show maybe. I'm trying to get better at making goals, so these may sound like insane goals to make, but hey, at least I'm making long-term goals, and that's all that matters to me. 🤷
My story is a project I've been working on to aid me in processing trauma as well as to make others feel not so alone in their experiences and give hope that things eventually will get better. I aim to do that with all my projects in general, honestly. I can't stand things without happy endings, like bro reality is depressing enough sometimes give me some hope dang you!!!
Anywhooo here's an old concept picture I drew of our boy!!! My art has improved a lot, so the art low-key makes me cringe, but I think it's neat to see how he's changed.

