
Numinous; describing an experience fearful yet fascinated, awed yet attracted -the powerful personal feeling of being overwhelmed yet inspired -i made my tumblr username when stuff like this was cool #wasanangstyteen #stillkindaam
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THIS LOVE OF MINE IS BITTERSWEET . . .

THIS LOVE OF MINE IS BITTERSWEET . . .

the sun will never meet the moon , that is the law of nature , yet they couldn’t help but find light in one another. wherein love blooms in the most bitterest of places , it turns out to be bitter yet sweet. a peculiar cinematography student , one hidden behind mystery upon mystery , two boys who are poles apart , who can’t help but fall in love with the same girl. hearts that sing in harmonies so familiar , this love of theirs is unlike any other , for their love is kind of bittersweet.
pairing . wonwoo x fem!reader + mingyu x fem!reader
genre . drama , romance , angst , love triangle , comedy
warnings . female reader , profanity , bullying , rumours , lies , miscommunication , ooc characters at some point , teeth rotting fluff , heart wrenching angst , and dramatic as hell , at some point you are going to hate many characters.

profiles . one | two | three

prologue . homecoming
one . pictures and people
two . futile devices
three . shutter of the camera
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— more to be added !

TAGLIST - @garbageandhot @erenisms @tara-drabbles | open !
FLMYSVT 2023 ! all rights reserved - plagiarism is a crime , do send me apps that can make my smau better !
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Our Bitchless Masterlist

MINI LIST (drabbles and imagines)
Fetish: A Collection of Lewd Stories Masterlist (M)
(OT13 X fem!reader) Experiencing one of those lonely nights? Or maybe feel unfulfilled in bedroom. Or perhaps instead of making love, you want to be roughly taken like you haven’t had someone do for you before. Everyone has their own fetish. Discover a world of 13 of them, maybe you’ll find one you’ll fancy.
HorKnee ABCs with Seventeen
(OT13 X fem!reader)
Princess VS Princess User ask
[hook up w/ mystery member] (m)
The Party Chronicles (m)
(Ot13 x reader) Parties. You either hate them or you love and can’t get enough of them. What fun can you expect from a house of young and reckless party goers with nothing to lose?

EXHIBITIONISM (m)
Bad Habits (m)
(fwb!seungcheol x fem!reader) To take your love life seriously, you need to cut ties with the one person holding you back. Too bad he comes back to you like a bad habit.
Fatherly Instincts (m)
(dilf!seungcheol x babysitter f!reader) Your boss hearing that you had a crush on him was by far the best mistake you’ve ever made.
5 Tips on Being Neighborly (m)
(fwb!seungcheol x afab!reader) Welcome to the five tip guide on being neighborly! We hope this helps you get on friendly terms with the people you see everyday!
Decadent (m)
(mafia leader!seungcheol x fem!reader)
Fuck, Marry, Kill (m) w/ chan and soonyoung
(Fem!reader x seungcheol x chan x soonyoung) it was just a dumb little party game, gets taken too seriously in the best way possible. Happy fucking birthday to you
Fuck, Marry, Kill spinoff (m) w/Wonwoo and Mingyu
(fem!reader x sengcheol x wonwoo x mingyu) A dumb little party game makes a comeback
Demon’s Play (m) W/Chan
(incubus!seungcheol x afab!reader x incubus!chan) A human serves one purpose to an incubus like Chan or Seungcheol. They were fuel.

SENSORY DEPRIVATION (m)
Duties at home (f & m)
(domestic!jeonghan x f!reader)
siblings or dating (m) w/ Joshua
(bf!jeonghan x afab!reader x bf!joshua) just as conniving as your boyfriends, you convince both of them to get the same haircut without the other one knowing. The moment they came home, realizing what you’ve done, they show you the kind of consequences you’ve earned yourself by being a little trickster.

CORRUPTION (m)
My Type (m)
(bf!jisoo X fem!reader)
Golden Boy’s Mercy (m)
(joshua x afab!reader) the town’s golden boy was perfect, even in bed
Plush (m)
(Bf!joshua x gn!reader)
siblings or dating (m) w/ jeonghan
(bf!jeonghan x afab!reader x bf!joshua) just as conniving as your boyfriends, you convince both of them to get the same haircut without the other one knowing. The moment they came home, realizing what you’ve done, they show you the kind of consequences you’ve earned yourself by being a little trickster.

ASPHYXIATION (m)
toying around (m)
(roommate! junhui x afab!reader)
Milk Me (m)
(boyfriend!junhui x gn!reader)
Who? Jun nsfwlink

KATOPTRONOPHILIA (m)
healthy bodies (m)(a)
(soonyoung x fem!reader) There’s no one that could relate to your struggle of being a former fat kid like your one and only old friend. So, what’s to happen when you reunite with him before a 10 year high school reunion.
Convenient Loving (m)
(soonyoung x afab!reader x mingyu) polycule differences with a puppy, a kitten, and a tiger.
Repeat Rebound (m) (series)
(fwb!soonyoung x fem!reader) The best way to get over someone is to get under someone. Again and again and again.
Fuck, Marry, Kill (m) w/ chan and seungcheol
(Fem!reader x seungcheol x chan x soonyoung) it was just a dumb little party game, gets taken too seriously in the best way possible. Happy fucking birthday to you
Homie Train (m) w/Wonwoo and Jihoon
(Fem!reader x wonwoo x Jihoon x soonyoung)The subway train? The bullet train? The soul train?? No…the only way off of heartbreak city is the Homie Train. Translation: do not spare a single one of your ex’s friends. You will have to fuck every one of them. It’s a guaranteed way.

EDGING (m)
For you, always (m) (a)
(Wonwoo x fem!reader) Heartbreak recovery requires patience, incentive, and Jeon Wonwoo.
the situationship (m)
(seokmin x afab!reader x roommate!wonwoo) imagine fucking Seokmin behind Wonwoo’s back. How taboo is it really to fuck your roommate’s best friend? (homie hopper’s big sister)
Eggs, Bacon, & Sausage Sandwich (m) w/Mingyu
(Mingyu x afab!reader x Wonwoo) Mingyu being the common denominator for the strained acquaintanceship of both you and Wonwoo, he’s determined to make this friendship work.
Fuck, Marry, Kill spinoff (m) w/Seungcheol and Mingyu
(fem!reader x sengcheol x wonwoo x mingyu) A dumb little party game makes a comeback
Sweet darling (m) w/ Chan
(tinkerbell’s son!chan x fem!reader x Hook’s son!wonwoo) “Trouble in paradise with little Darling?” Chan was really unsure taking the advice from a child of Hook, but as a man in love, Chan knew the heavier the risks, the higher the reward.
Homie Train (m) w/Soonyoung and Jihoon
(Fem!reader x wonwoo x Jihoon x soonyoung)The subway train? The bullet train? The soul train?? No…the only way off of heartbreak city is the Homie Train. Translation: do not spare a single one of your ex’s friends. You will have to fuck every one of them. It’s a guaranteed way.
Gaming head ask w/nwfwlink

PET PLAY (m)
Partying in your birthday suit (m)
(Jihoon x fem!reader) You spend the last bit of money you made part-time just to be left alone on your birthday. No cake, no friends, no anything. But maybe you can at least get laid.
Guilty Pleasure (m) (series) W/ Mingyu
(Jihoon x Reader x Mingyu) You know what’s shittier than liking someone taken? Liking someone taken by your best friend.
Dream Like (a) (sugg.)
(jihoon x gn!reader) you were everything to Jihoon, but he knew he couldn’t be everything to you.
When We Didn’t (m)
(jihoon x afab!reader) Remember when we almost? But we didn’t. And now what, you’re gonna sit alone, underneath your barely standing Christmas tree, and not expect me to sit next to you? Maybe we should’ve.
Homie Train (m) w/Wonwoo and Soonyoung
(Fem!reader x wonwoo x Jihoon x soonyoung)The subway train? The bullet train? The soul train?? No…the only way off of heartbreak city is the Homie Train. Translation: do not spare a single one of your ex’s friends. You will have to fuck every one of them. It’s a guaranteed way.

OBJECTIFICATION (m)
Convenient Loving (m)
(soonyoung x afab!reader x mingyu) polycule differences with a puppy, a kitten, and a tiger.
A sticky situation (m)
(seokmin x gn!reader) You knew a man as perfect as Lee Seokmin, he was way too good to be true.
the situationship (m)
(seokmin x afab!reader x roommate!wonwoo) imagine fucking Seokmin behind Wonwoo’s back. How taboo is it really to fuck your roommate’s friend?

CLAUSTROPHILIA (m)
Power hungry (m)
(Ceo!Mingyu x Ceo!Gf x Bbygirl!Gf) The Mingyu polycule comes to fruition.
Guilty Pleasure (m) (series) w/ Jihoon
(Mingyu x Reader x Jihoon) You know what’s shittier than liking someone taken? Liking someone taken by your best friend.
Stupid In Love (m)
(college student!mingyu x afab!reader) When two idiots in love finally get together.
Sugar Worth Every Penny (m)
(sugardaddy!Mingyu x afab!reader) Mingyu had it easy getting what he wanted. With you, he had to pay a pretty penny.
Eggs, Bacon, & Sausage Sandwich (m) w/Wonwoo
(Mingyu x afab!reader x Wonwoo) Mingyu being the common denominator for the strained acquaintanceship of both you and Wonwoo, he’s determined to make this friendship work.
Fuck, Marry, Kill spinoff (m) w/Wonwoo and Seungcheol
(fem!reader x sengcheol x wonwoo x mingyu) A dumb little party game makes a comeback
Good Dad, Better Daddy (m)
(Fem!reader x dilf!Mingyu) you were hesitant when your friend said you should just stay at her house for the summer, especially knowing you can barely contain yourself with her hot dad around as well as the thought of not getting caught.

HUMILIATION (m)
Beneath That Lense (f, suggestive)
(gn!reader x photography major!minghao) who knew being locked in one roommate could clear up big misunderstandings like this.
Happier (m)
(minghao x f!reader) Minghao was never more clear about how he really feels about you. And you couldn’t be more wrong.

VOYEURISM (m)
Seasonal Courage (m)
(coworker!seungkwan x gn!reader) the holidays. the time of year of year to do what you’d have trouble doing otherwise. In your case, taking a chance with a long time office crush.
Don’t go bacon my heart (f)
(Gn!reader x Seungkwan) Blind dates aren’t really your jam so you didn’t expect to enjoy this one so much.

BRANDING (m)
With Intention (m)
(fwb!vernon x gn!reader) There was no room for feelings when you weren’t exclusive, but Vernon couldn’t let you walk upright when he knew it in his gut that you couldn’t be anyone else’s but his.
Vernon and the Beastly Heir (m)
(son of Gaston!Vernon x afab!reader)Everyone knows the story of beauty and the beast. Well, that was your parents and now you’re attending college with the son of Gaston of all people. You’re ready to start fresh with him but it seems like all he wants to do is kill you.

BREEDING (m)
Retracing steps (m)
(college boy!chan x fem!reader)You would think you’d remember hooking up with someone you’ve been cumming into your pillow since like freshman year.
Retraced Steps (alt. ending with bonus content)
Holiday Blind Hate (complete) 1, 2, 3 (m,a&f)
(Domestic!Chan x fem!reader) All you wanted was your own hallmark romance this Christmas, but it looks like you signed up for more than you asked for when you decided to go on a blind date offered by the one guy you wanted to be on the date with.
Rapid Romance (f)
(coworker!chan x fem!reader) As someone who’s never fallen in love or had the chance to fall in love, for valentines you were going to things differently by proposing spending valentines with your one and only lovely coworker Lee Chan and intrigued with nothing else to do, he accepts.
Clean Up (m)
(Chan x fem!reader)
I love you the mostie (m)
(boyfriend!chan x gn!reader) Before Chan became your boyfriend, he was your worstie.
SVTHUB COLAB: “and they were roommates” (m) pt.1 pt. 2 pt. 3
(camboy!chan x roommate!reader) Wanting sex is a natural feeling, it just so happens that gratification could be found in the next room with a shitty webcam and an infectious laugh.
Act of Service (m)
(rival coworker!chan x afab!reader)
SVTHB COLLAB: Alien Remnants in Society: Lee Jung Chan Findings (f, suggestive)
(astrology major!Chan x genderless alien!reader) Who knew aliens existed? Chan. Chan knew.
Thank You, Secretary Lee (m)
(secretary!chan x fem ceo! reader)Being a secretary was more than a job to Chan. It was being a right-hand man, a partner, and a dog. To lee Chan, being your secretary is a way of life.
Daddy Behavior (m)
(bf!chan x afab!reader) You’ve heard of dadless behavior but what is daddy behavior? You found it unlikely that the answer would be right under your nose. Better yet, already balls deep inside you.
Royal Order
(bodyguard!chan x royal!reader)
Fuck, Marry, Kill (m) w/ seungcheol and soonyoung
(Fem!reader x seungcheol x chan x soonyoung) it was just a dumb little party game, gets taken too seriously in the best way possible. Happy fucking birthday to you
Spoiled Rotten (m)
(sugar baby!chan x afab!reader) rather than getting every he wants for his birthday, you rather gift him the teachings of patience.
Better Late Than Never (m)
(bf!chan x afab!reader) With Chan’s birthday that’s already past and valentine’s just around the corner, you had the perfect little gift you can both enjoy.
Demon’s Play (m) W/Seungcheol
(incubus!seungcheol x afab!reader x incubus!chan) A human serves one purpose to an incubus like Chan or Seungcheol. They were fuel.
Do it Already (m)
(best friend’s brother!Chan x afab!reader) You and the Lee siblings were like three peas in a pod. That didn’t last long when Chan went for his dream and left you and sister to yourselves. That was no problem since she was the best friend you could ever have. Now he’s back, hot, fit, oozing sex appeal and you’re wondering what it’ll take for him to rail you like a train on tracks.
Sweet darling (m) w/ Wonwoo
(tinkerbell’s son!chan x fem!reader x Hook’s son!wonwoo) “Trouble in paradise with little Darling?” Chan was really unsure taking the advice from a child of Hook, but as a man in love, Chan knew the heavier the risks, the higher the reward.
SVTHUB Presents: Spookteen

Welcome to Spookteen, browse our wide selection of potions and poisons, each has a different side effect and you never know what mysteries you’ll encounter
This collab will contain a combination of SFW and NSFW works. See each individual fic for tags and warnings.
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growing pains : a svt 97 line smau

synopsis : people say that you’ll experience three kinds of love in your lifetime. the first is an idealistic love, the kind that feels straight out of a fairy tale. the second is the hard love, the kind that will leave you with lessons about yourself and the love you want and need to experience. finally, the love you never see coming. this is the story of your three loves.
pairing : svt 97 line x gn!reader
notes : non-idol au, coming of age, angst, fluff, my attempts at humor
will probably contain : food mentions, suggestive humor / content
taglist : open ! send an ask or reply to this post <3
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and the universe said,

When soulmates are suddenly thrust upon the world, you are one in a million who wishes they weren't -- and that's before you meet the person (people?!) making your life much harder than it needs to be. And before someone asks you to sign an NDA.
genres: comedy disguised as romance and romance disguised as comedy, soulmate au, technically an alternate universe but they're still idols, fluff, angst?, short chapters
relationship(s): SVT ot13 x reader
warnings: 18+ (there will be no smut but perhaps suggestive parts and multiple references to/jokes about sex and I honestly just don't feel comfy with minors reading my writing of that stuff sorry). coarse language. everybody's a little bit very stupid. individual chapters will have their own warnings

01 "you are not alone"
02 "fuck you and your interview"
03 "this day will make the you of tomorrow"
04 "it won't make sense"
05 "trust no one"
interlude i
number of chapters undetermined

updates are not on a schedule and there will be no taglist. thank you for reading!
Hey can you recommend some SVT OT13 x reader fics?? 🥺
helloo!
i havent read a lot of ot13 x reader fics specifically. like are you looking for a ot13!poly au or like fics that involves ot13 but isnt a poly au but like everyone is involved?
if its like the latter then i have a few recs (i will but them down below), but if its the first option then unfortunately i have lucked out.
if anyone has any ot13 x reader fics that you would like to recommend, please do let us know!
ot13 x reader fics that involves every member (non-poly)
⇒ The Xperiments by @gamerwoo
⇒ Network Love by @cherrycheolliesc (sequel: Without You)
⇒ Horanghae by @horanghaejamjam
ot13 x reader fics that involve every member but separate stories in the same timeline
⇒ Tales From The Pack by @gamerwoo
⇒ Imprinted by @gamerwoo