Shes On Fire

she’s on fire

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[MUSIC SHOW] Lisa ‘LALISA’ Inkigayo PD Note

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friends to lovers!

hyunjin x reader oneshot

the way I portray hyunjin or his feeling are in no way how hyunjin necessarily acts, these are my own headcannons of him.

▪︎ SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND COMPANY ▪︎

you felt stupid. it hadn't been the first time you had done something like this but sitting there, staring at your phone after you sent the text made you feel maybe just a tad bit stupid.

sleepless nights wasn't new to you and the late night text asking him if he was up wasn't new to hyunjin, neither were the sleepless nights. he knew you had been working your ass off at practice and the studio, even if you got home earlier than usual you would simply pull our your laptop and continue with a couple of glasses of wine. and so he replied when he saw it, quickly typing his text out and hitting send.

a small smile lightened your face at the notification and it brightened seconds later at the gentle knock on your apartments door. opening it, you were met with hyunjin and a bottle of wine in his hands. he raised his hand and jingled the bottle a little, his eyebrows wiggling in the process enticing a small laugh out of you and a shake of your head as you let him stroll into your apartment.

"can't sleep?" you rolled your eyes at his question, following him into the kitchen and jumped up onto the counter as he grabbed two glasses for the wine.

"been way too stressed to sleep lately," he nodded along as you whined about practice as he poured the wine. you were always thankful for the way he listened, so emerged in what you were saying. sometimes you felt bad for complaining but hyunjin never failed to reassure you that it was okay to rant, knowing that if you're not ranting to him then you're bottling it up. and it also helped a lot because hyunjin understood you, like no one else could as cliché as it sounds there was no denying that he knew you like the back of his palm.

nimble hands grasped the glass he offered you, quietly thanking him before you took a generous gulp of the bitter liquid. dark eyes watched you, flickering to your lips for a second before hyunjin corrected himself and focused on also taking a bit more of a generous gulp than you had. eyes closing at the tickling burn at the back of him throat from the cherry red wine.

"as much as I may sound like a hypocrite on this one," before the tall boy finished his sentence you were sighing as you watched him leaning against the fridge, not being able to help the way your eyes ran over him in a rushed manner and yet still drinking every detail about your closest friend in. it had been unspoken between you two but the mutual attraction was there, what was oblivious to you both was the feelings you both shared for each other - both of you already too deep in your denial to except any other criticism.

hyunjin's eyes squinted at you as a warning, "but you overwork yourself. you're are very very talented and-" his words stopped as you jumped off the counter and towards the living room. he followed you quickly, not giving up and wanting you to hear him.

"-and you don't need to put so much pressure on yourself when you're are one of the most talented people I've ever met." you wanted to get out of this conversation fast, you had heard it countless times before in the situation, hyunjin constantly scolding you for being so critical on yourself and your skills when he saw you in a completely different light. to him you were an absolute ace, everything you did you achieved high and were always good at and yet you pushed and pushed yourself to no end. he couldn't grasp it. and to you, he was a hypocrite. telling you to stop overworking yourself, to stop pushing yourself, stop putting so much pressure on yourself when you could and have told him time and time again the same thing but he never listened. he always brushed it off with a shrug or a soft laugh claiming he was "fine" when he clearly was not, because if he was he would be sleeping instead of being in your apartment, drinking a bottle of wine and listening to your problems instead of dealing with his own.

"yeah you're right, you are a fucking hypocrite." your eyes found his and you both stood in your living room, only a few feet away from each other. he stared back at you almost blankly, knowing what was going to happen and he simply didn't have patience. he was tired and hoping that you would rant, he would give advice, you would gently shut him up and guide him to your bedroom. finish the wine and cuddle until you fell asleep and he soon followed but that clearly wasn't going to happen. hyunjin clearly underestimated how much sleep you hadn't had and that he was one of the main things causing your stress.

beating yourself up every night had also accompanied the sleepless nights, beating yourself up over him. in your eyes you shouldn't like him, it started out as a little crush which you just assumed you would get over but that was harder said than done, especially when he's one of your closest friends. so it developed into something more over the months and now your feelings blossomed brightly around your heart, so vibrant it was becoming progressively harder to ignore. and this new found care you had developed for him was not helping your situation. not that you hadn't cared for him before but now you were caring a lot more than use too and over little things. one time you had asked chan if hyunjin had spoken to him and if there was something wrong with him because he was slightly late for a studio recording or at parties when you would lose him for more than 2 minutes and would freak out. it was all becoming a little too much for you - and unknowing to you hyunjin as well - to hide any longer.

"not right now, we are both way too fucking tired for an argument." hyunjin glanced at you warily as he slowly sat on the couch, getting comfortable quickly. too his surprise you didn't shout at him or carry on your assault on him. you sat down next to him instead. turning your body so you completely faced him, all your attention focused on the beautiful boy in front of you.

"if you stopped self-projecting on my problems and actually talked to me then maybe the arguing will stop." you kept your voice quiet and gentle, not wanting to anger him in any way as you pushed slightly. it made you upset and hyunjin could see that, he was never one to bottle stuff up and keep his feeling a secret from you. he watched you carefully as you filled with the ends of the oversized hoodie you were wearing, avoiding his eyes.

"I wish I could, darling." you frowned at him and lifted your head, eyeing him slightly. much like you, one of the main reasons hyunjin was stressing and couldn't sleep was because of his feelings towards you. the only way he could think of getting you off of his mind was practicing and overworking himself to the point of exhaustion but even then, you were on his mind 24/7.

and so he watched you. the words spilling out of your mouth about how frustrating it is for you because of how much you care, fell on death ears as he took you in. the slight tint of colour starting at your ears and leading to your cheeks from the frustration and buss of the wine, the furrow in your forehead as your eyebrows pinched together as you talked, your delicate hands that flew in the air to express how you were feeling, your eyes that glistened slightly in the light of the room whilst you stared away from him, your slight fidgeting as you got more heated by the second. he loved everything about you. everything little thing about you he adored and in this moment he was willing to risk it all for you, and he would be for the rest of his light. it didn't matter to him anymore if this ruined anything because the swelling in his chest and fluttering feeling in his stomach told him that this was the moment to tell you.

"I like you." it wasn't all he wanted to say but it was the only words he could form.

you quickly shifted your gaze to him, your voice falling quiet as you mumbled slightly before stopping completely. at first you thought you heard him wrong but the look in his eyes told you that you had heard him correctly and still you fumbled a quiet what as you stared at each other. the dark haired boy in front of you smiled breathlessly, like half the world had been lifted off of his shoulders.

"I like you. I have for so long and I've never known how to tell you because I was always so scared that it would backfire on me and ruin everything and it most likely still will but it felt like the right time and I'm sorry if it-" his words muffled and his eyes widened as he felt the gentle pressure on his lips and stilled. your lips were on his, shutting him up instantly. and he only hesitated for a split second before he was pulling you closer to him, lips moving with yours softly. it was perfect. it wasn't rushed nor too slow, it was simply perfect.

the two of you pulled away breathlessly, panting slightly after the lack off air. a wide smile on your face at the dazed look in hyunjin's eyes before pulling his face to yours, foreheads touched together, staring at each other in awe.

"I like you too, idiot."