Ain't It Crazy How Andrew Knows All Of Neil Because He Has An Eidetic Memory But Neil Knows All Of Andrew
Ain't it crazy how Andrew knows all of Neil because he has an eidetic memory but Neil knows all of Andrew because he paid attention and committed that shit to memory like the information was relevant to his survival even though he'd long since earned the safety of his long long life?
"I can never forget you" they whisper into each other's mouths. One echoes of inability. The other echoes of imperative. Both understand.
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(via the author, at the Ex Bird place)
I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test

Kim Addonizio, from Lucifer at the Starlite: Poems; “You with the crack running through you”
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