I Just Want Myself Back. This Is Not Who I Am

i just want myself back. this is not who i am

I also feel sad because it feels like I’ve finally lost the last little bit of connection I had with someone I miss terribly

KILL ME before one day i start to think about liking someone again not having a hundred percent sure they like me back and want a relationship with me pls tired of this shit

i can’t wait to meet someone and realize i was never asking for too much

sucks sometimes to believe in signs and fate