I Need To Take My Own Advice That I Gave My Mom A Few Weeks Ago About Unrelated Things That Is To Not

i need to take my own advice that i gave my mom a few weeks ago about unrelated things that is to not spend 24/7 looking for news and talking about it and reading about it because this will do so much harm on my mental health but this is all i could think about all day and i’m so angry i have so much to say and i don’t have therapy until wednesday and it just feels so weird to talk about anything else right now. i dont know. might need another tumblr break :(

Imagine hearing the crunch of snow. We see boots making prints. The Party are walking in their winter wear, breaths seen in the cold air. We get looks from the other Hawkins citizens that are glaring at the "cult members", bitter that they must share the town with the Party when Chrissy and Jason should be alive, not them.

Mike didn't want Will to go, to move away, and now the Party’s back together in the absolute worst scenario possible. Targets on their backs, both supernatural, governmental, and societal.

He was right to hate high school.

7 byler moments where i felt like i was intruding (not including the fanart of them kissing on my homescreen that makes everyone watching me on my phone feel like they are third wheeling):

(not in any particular order)

the hospital scene where mike lay his head on will's chest. an intimate moment that was over quickly, but still just subtly earth-shattering

the married couple argument in season 3 while el and max were in the bathroom. you cannot convince me that lucas did not feel uncomfortable

that moment after "cool." "cool." where they were just gazing at each other with tears in their eyes, only to be interrupted

"it was the best thing i've ever done." because seriously, the eye contact, the tears, they baring of the souls?

"you're the heart". no, not the van monologue time, im talking about the other time. will's hand on mike's back. mike's frantic look at will, when he forgot everything else, just oh, he's beautiful. the moment will repeats himself and there's so much to be said on both sides, but mike turns away with that heartbroken look on his face

the hospital scene in season 2. just. everything.

"not possible." the smiles and the wistful lights. the implications and the thoughts in the silence. the longing.

yup, that's it. i know i missed all the iconic byler moments, but those were beyond making me feel like i was intruding, far beyond. (behold the power of two teenage boys).

@mikesbasementbeets pointed out that this leak shared by @willelworld showing a date of saturday, nov 21 would be in 1987.

do you guys wanna know what i just found that happened on nov 21, 1987?

oh and here's a matchbook they made for it btw. look familiar?

it gets better tho. THE OWNER'S NAME IS LITERALLY MIKE.

so the date on this board is conveniently the same day a gay bar was closed down that uses the same exact imagery as what's in mike's room and is run by a guy named mike?? 👀

sources: 1, 2

guys... we've talked about byler at prom or snowball sneaking off into a classroom or something to be alone, but what about going outside......to a nearby playground perhaps.....with a swingset

byler snow kiss is something so personal to me.... something about how they both have cried over each other in the rain.. snow being the same precipitation as rain but because it's colder the raindrops become beautiful intricate snowflakes.... byler in the right conditions transforming their tears into something beautiful