One (1) Alcohol And I Start Getting Emotional About Confession Arc Again Like You Spend So Long Convincing

one (1) alcohol and i start getting emotional about confession arc again like you spend so long convincing yourself that all the parts of yourself you hate are some alien entity outside of you who you cannot control and in turn start fostering such a deep resentment of this false, perfect self you present to the world around you that you start convincing yourself everyone you know and love would hate the real you and your only two options are to live as this false self and keep those "fake" relationships alive or cut everyone off to live freely aside from the person youve spent years building up in your head as the only person who would ever understand you and their approval is the only thing you even remember wanting and it takes all those people youve convinced yourself hate you seeing you at your worst and STILL choosing to love you and put themselves in harm way to get through to you to realize you are loved as the whole of yourself instead of in parts because the way you present yourself to others is as much your "real" self as the parts of you you hide

MOB PSYCHO

What the balls

She said: 😐

Here’s some positivity for diversian systems!

“Diversian” is a label that refers to median systems who are closer to the multiple side of the spectrum of plurality. Regardless of their experience, diversian systems are special and important to the plural community, and certainly belong in our spaces! So here’s to all the diversian systems out there!

🖤 Shoutout to systems who feel mostly separate from each other while still maintaining connections!

🦋 Shoutout to systems who are still trying to determine exactly how their system works and functions!

🤍 Shoutout to systems who are questioning where they fall on the spectrum of plurality, and are drawn to the diversian label!

💙 Shoutout to systems who have always known they are diversian!

🖤 Shoutout to systems whose separate members are all different sides, aspects, or faces of the same person!

🦋 Shoutout to systems who are all separate except the host who remains connected to all of their headmates at once!

🤍 Shoutout to systems whose connections to each other are constantly in flux!

💙 Shoutout to diversian systems who are monoconscious, polyconscious, or experience consciousness in some complex way!

🖤 Shoutout to systems who identify both as diversian and mediple!

🦋 Shoutout to disordered diversian systems who struggle with dissociation and/or symptoms of PTSD!

🤍 Shoutout to diversian systems who often feel left out of plural spaces due to a lack of representation!

💙 Shoutout to systems who love their diversian identity and embrace the way their system works!

Every system is unique, and plurality can look incredibly different for all sorts of systems. We hope that every diversian system reading this can find solace in the fact that you are cherished, valid, and beautiful just the way you are! Your presence in the plural community is welcome and immensely beneficial, and we are honored to be able to share this space with you!

We sincerely hope that you can find pride and happiness in your system and your identity as diversian. Your experience with plurality shouldn’t isolate or exclude you - you belong in the intricate, colorful tapestry that is the plural spectrum! Please do your best to take care of yourselves, and have a great day!

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