We're Falling Again....

We're falling again....

Again we will disappear

And no one can save us ...

Our arms covered in new cuts and old scars....

We love that....

Idk why I wrote it as 'we' yet I don't mind it....

I hate my parents pt. I don't fucking know because there were too many reasons to hate them

So we were having breakfast and I looked at my wrist and said : "You know my wrist is 17cm (that's a lot but I was proud of it that moment) ?

And my mum was like : "You know that my wrist is smaller ?

I just nod but I was hurt. Like I'm trying to show you something I'm proud of and you easily destroy that by telling me you're better.

Thank you so fucking much

Story time !

So....I was coming home by bus. I sat next to the window with earphones and music.... everything was amazing. But on one bus stop a guy came in .... Okay, normal thing. But he sat next to me. Out of all empty seats he choose the one next to me....but whatever. I can say one thing for sure ....it became warmer. Our legs were touching but that's not the cause of warm.... idk what was but it was warm. Nice, cool, everything was okay until two girls much more beautiful than me came in... They looked at me and this guy next to me and started whispering. Geez....my anxiety started freaking. I saw them looking at us few times....idk what they were talking about and idc but my heart was very curious.... I hate people like those girls....

R E B L O G   IF  ______________

I can randomly pop in your dms 

I can go to your ask and ask random af questions 

I can vent to you 

I can potentially help you (i.e, Self Harm/Suicidal Tendencies, Personal issue at school, and weight loss.) 

I can Send you cute songs to help you smile 

I can Send funny ass memes to make you smile 

I can be your friend through the hard times and even forever 

⚠️ suicide mentione/talk

Not gonna lie.... that's so fucking true....

And really only few people realize that....

I just realized that whenever I miss someone or I'm sad my eyes become bigger....

So if you see me one day with big Bambi eyes just know I'm not in the mood to talk