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The Fall

this is why my blog feels so safe to me tbh

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

reblogging my own shit because i didn’t know i was building my SIDE BLOG and tumblr is dumb and won’t let me swap them <33333

anyways i’m staying on my side blog but changed my pfp and name on here so people could tell it was ME when i followed and liked lol

i was imagining a little polaroid of bkdk’s first date so i drew it <3 they’re both so excited/nervous but would never admit it.

see you in 2023 🌠

SOBS DOVEWING 9 PLEASE,,,

I knew that look, dear, eyes always seeking Was there in someone that dug long ago So I will not ask you why you were creeping In some sad way, I already know

So I will not ask you where you came from I would not ask and neither would you Honey, just put your sweet lips on my lips We should just kiss like real people do

#we're all gay

almost forgot to post this here! 2012 vs 2022, grind grind grind 

by supervising director Ryann Shannon

“I’ve been directing on AT: Fionna & Cake for over a year now and i’m so bummed to be rolling off such a beautiful project in a few weeks. (hit me up if you need a director/supe/writer in 2023!)”

Electric

I drew this self portrait sooo long ago what a throwback

Watched Chainsaw man so here's some memes pt 1

the squire, the knight and the princess

mini pumpkin lady

My friend showed me this art program that has a lot of cool realistic physics with oil paint and watercolors and pastels and a bunch of simulated traditional stuff---oh and it's also $10 until October 13th

The legendary trio

characters designs by WCAnimated

owl lady 🦉

Sheik

The Addams Family movies are a must watch around Halloween time so I decided to sketch some of them out while watching!

Definitely took some liberties lol

d;

retro

FA②

love this silly lookin dog