Lunarvalleysbetterplanet - I'm So Afraid I Sealed My Fate

read literature. be present. make love. make tea. write a poem. cry. watch a sappy movie that makes you want to throw things at it. paint your nails. cook something. call your best friend. learn an instrument. wonder. take a bath. go for a walk. lie down on the grass. listen to the entirety of ur favorite album from 2016. take pics of sunsets. ponder. shamelessly dance in your room. curl up on your bed. make endless wishes to the stars twinkling in the midnight sky. think about nothing. think about everything. think about things so hard that you barely remember what happened moments ago and why you’re feeling the way you do

One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

fuck it if i can't have us he knows how to ball i know aristotle so i leap from the gallows and i levitate down your street and for a fortnight FLORIDA!!!!!! i look in people's windows like i'm some deranged weirdo cross your thoughtless heart only liquor anoints you my beloved ghost and me, d-y-i-n-g i would've died for your sins instead i just died inside and you deserve prison but you won't get time i'm so depressed i act like it's my birthday everyday

this is my brain 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and this is not even an exhaustive list of the lyrics bouncing around my brain constantly...

"you cant heal if you pretend you're not hurt"

-filmythings