GOD, Chef's Kiss, Like Always Of Course. The Way They Perfectly Bounce Off Of Each Other, The Quiet Longing,

GOD, chef's kiss, like always of course. The way they perfectly bounce off of each other, the quiet longing, the micro aggressions– MWUAH. I could go on and on, but since I don't have much time on my hand, here it comes:

YOU ARE A BOMB ASS FUCKING WRITER.

Take my love (づ^ ᴗ _ᴗ^)づ ~♡

(Also, I read from last to first, so this was ONE HELL of a ride. Loved it all the way.)

masterlist: guarded

you’ve tried to separate yourself from your infamous crime family, but a new case has your carefully-constructed world crashing down around you.  now you have to figure out how to heal old wounds and handle the new man who enters your orbit.

Chapter One: Fan Mail

Chapter Two: I’m Screwed

Chapter Three: Exotic Pets

Chapter Four: Cham-pain

Chapter Five: Italian Leather Gloves

Chapter Six: No One But You

Chapter Seven: Epilogue

part two: guilty | knj x reader

This made me sob. I was reading it at sunrise, so naturally my emotions were raw and rubbed open with tiredness and the freshness of a brand new day. If you feel like you aren't capable of feeling anymore, read this masterpiece. It hurts good at all the right places and makes you think. A lot.

Thank you for writing such a great piece of art.

i’ll float away - myg | m

they show you how to swim, then they throw you in the deep end. what if I don’t float?  - float, the neighborhood.

↳ summary- years after the breakup, yoongi, a successful award-winning rapper with an unhealthy addiction, finds your wedding invite on Facebook.

↳ rating- explicit/18+

↳ word count- 12.6k

↳ pairing- yoongi x reader

↳ genre- idol!au, postbreakup!au, very heavy angst, smut, fluff

↳ warnings- discussions of drugs and death, penetrative sex, oral sex (m/f receiving), creampie, dirty talk, min yoongi being a mental health king

↳ a.n- hi everyone! some of you may recognize this fic.  this fic is my baby. i went through and edited it a little more and put all the chapters together to make it a one shot.  i think it flows better that way!  i hope you enjoy this.  this fic means so so so much to me and while it’s heavy, i hope you enjoy the ride it will take you on.  this fic got me back into writing and i will forever be thankful for that.

↳ this fic contains adult content, such as drug use, discussions of suicide, accidental overdose, discussions of drugs and addictions.  while this is not romanticized, or idolized, it is discussed.  please take care of yourself and proceed with caution.  18+ | discretion is advised.

‘We cordially invite you to the wedding of…’

Min Yoongi felt numb.

Yoongi always felt numb, but this felt different, wrong.  Like he was falling and had no ledge to grip.

It felt as if the world had stopped on its axis, and at any moment, gravity would turn off and he would just float, float away to nothingness.

There was no sound. Everything existed in silence.

His fingers couldn’t move. Eyes were glued to his phone screen where he stared at the wedding invite on fucking Facebook.

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this is my first time reblogging something and I'm very happy to do so! this is such a beautiful piece, it hurts so good.

Phantom Pains (M) || KNJ

➝ Pairing: Namjoon x Reader; 

➝ Genre: Ghost AU / Smut / Fluff / Angst / One Shot

➝ Word Count: 14.4k

➝ Rating: Explicit / 18+

↳ “I always said I’d give my soulmate everything - my love, my life, my heart. Gotta say, I really wasn’t planning on taking that last bit literally. “

➝ Summary: Namjoon had lived his entire life a certain kind of way - slowly, thoughtfully, and cautiously - and moment of carelessness was all it took for it to end. He thought his death had come before he was ready, stealing his chance to figure out what he’d been missing. It wasn’t until he met you that he realized he’d been wrong all along. His life hadn’t ended a moment too soon. In fact, it had ended just in time to save yours.

➝ Trick or Treat: This one’s bittersweet. 

➝ CW: accidental major character death (it’s… a ghost AU); possession; mutual masturbation; vibrator use; dirty talk; discussion/themes surrounding death;  swearing; multiple orgasms; overstimulation; this isn’t as polished as I’d like because I rushed to get it out for his birthday week; sorry; 

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Jungkook: I need to eat something sweet

Yoongi: *quietly hands candy over*

Jimin: We got some chocolate in namjoons drawer

Namjoon: Why would you know whats in my drawer?!

Jimin: actually, I was looking for some... you know...

Jimin, now screaming: oh my god , STOP BITING ME

From time to time it got got harder for me to read, especially since I used fanfics as a form of escapism for years and years, really trapping my mental health in a prison of fantasy. Though fantasy should never be a prison.

The work you did here though, just wow. It was my first time in a long time that I really sat through a fiction and waited patiently for the updates - (while also not immediately consuming the media when it first came out to not get sucked in again.) Every chapter was so worth it, it made me sit down with myself and have a talk with me, myself & I. Not only was the whole plotting a 11/10, but so was the story telling, character description & development, how you made every character relatable and every emotion feel REAL. This literally blew my mind, the whole secret longing, heart ache, sibling jealousy & issues & trying to fit into unhealthy ideals, pushing yourself away & down in order to satisfy someone– All hitting too close home. Then also advocating your opinions, sharing your thoughts, feelings, vulnerable sides. Loving yourself, taking care of yourself first.

This is such a clean story. Neat. Perfect.

(also the smut, hah! you ate that up, no crumbs left 😌)

I don't know what to say else, all my love goes out to you. Your brain is amazing, and so are you. Thank you <3

back-burner | myg

sometimes you felt like you were the back-burner of a two-decade-long friendship. how could you ever compete?

PAIRING. min yoongi x reader

GENRE. sister's best friend!au, best friend to lovers!au, sorta frenemies?to lovers!au, angst, *slow burn*, smut, fluff

WARNINGS. one-sided pining (?), longing, sibling jealousy, insecurities, miscommunication, family trauma (it's not as bad as it sounds!!!), explicit language, eventual smut, eventual fluff, MAJOR ANGST, sexual harassment, mentions of poor mental health, alcohol as a coping mechanism (minor), mentions of poor health, neglecting one's health [warnings to be added!!!]

STATUS completed

BACK-BURNER PLAYLIST made by the lovely @purest-expressionofgrief

01: drunk words can get you in trouble

02: some shine brighter than the rest but it gets dark sometimes

03: use your words

04: just for tonight, you'll try to forget

05: you give and you give until you have nothing left for people to take

06: you were a fire, and you burnt anything that came in your way

07: what you know, isn't always the truth

08: hidden conversations and truths

09: how much would you let yourself go?

10: two broken hearts

11: you were the sun; he'd burn to keep himself close

12: what is free, will sometimes hurt

13: do it for you, if not for anyone else

14: when one door closes, another one opens

15: [epilogue] to begin; again

ugh, xjoonchildx just writes the way I imagine scenarios 😩 hands down one of the best namjoon fics I've read. made me feel all kinds of emotions, but especially spicy heartstings 😩

masterlist: guilty | knj x reader

as the man at the top, kim namjoon has almost everything he wants. almost. could a familiar face from the past change his future?

Chapter One: How Odd

Chapter Two: Incheon Mall Tube Tops

Final Chapter: Is Something Burning?

Epilogue: Better Than Okay

part one: guarded | jhs x reader