I Cant Really Explain It But The Idea Of Trans!higgs Is So Great To Me. Not Just Cause It Allows Me To

i cant really explain it but the idea of trans!higgs is so great to me. not just cause it allows me to project myself onto the character but because of the possibilities it brings.

higgs using "peter englert" as a way to request testosterone from the doctor (i realize shots are the most common way to take hormones but i feel like he'd only do shots just because he likes the feeling of having something injected into himself)

higgs having no idea what testosterone would do to his body but wanting to feel manly anyways. always getting excited when he found out something new about himself

higgs shaving his head as soon as he was on his own; but deciding that he'd just keep it short because a shaved head did not look cool to him

higgs getting to name himself whatever the fuck he wanted and, being the nerd he is, chose to name himself after the higgs boson

higgs finding out the doctor could give him top surgery and have some super cool sezy god scars

getting overwhelmed by how easy it was for people to respect him??? because his uncle/daddy never did??

i have like a ton more headcanons that make more sense than this- maybe i'll write a short fic once im done with my recent work 🤔

another higgs edit because i love him

ac: me ❤️

edit account: flxming.sun on ig! plenty more higgs and other fandoms there!

forgot to update on this post but ultra gold tastes terrible. he'd do it for the aesthetic, yes, but he'd drink ultra fiesta for the taste no doubt. that bitch would LOVE some mango flavored shit

so monster energy exists in death stranding. i'm not saying anything but... this is what higgs drinks

hot take but you cannot tell me higgs wasn't getting pegged by amelie during their private sessions on the beach

higgs: sam, i need your opinion on this.

sam: what? you're naked??

higgs: exactly

sam: why do you wear all those masks??

higgs: to hide my sexy