Maamslittlecubby - Mommy's Diapered Cub

It Won’t Be Long

If you weren’t so distracted filling your diaper—grunting with effort and staring off into space—you’d have noticed the loving, approving look in her eyes.

It was a look of acceptance. Total, unconditional acceptance.

But you didn’t see it.

So, you have no idea how much your life will change—along with the diaper drooping lower with each grunt.

This was more than her accepting that her boyfriend was loading his diaper in public—it was more than merely accepting that you needed diapers now.

Her eyes conveyed the truth: you aren’t a man. You aren’t her boyfriend. You aren’t an adult role-playing as a toddler.

You were a toddler to her—and she wouldn’t have it any other way.

You didn’t know it yet, but there was no coming back from this.

You reached the point of no return. The event horizon.

Nothing you could ever do or say could ever convince her otherwise. Your status as her helpless, infantile pamper packer is as immutable as the gravity pulling your diaper down further and further.

This is who you are.

She knows you’ll never spend another day out of diapers. That you’ll never be far from her watchful, caring eye. That you’ll never get a break from this new life.

You’ll figure it out—eventually. But for now, all you want is to get out of your icky diaper.

“Did you get all your stinkies out into your diaper, little one? Ready for a nice, clean diapie? Awww, c’mon stinker, let’s find a bench to change you.”

Sophie mixed up their laundry (again).

"Why you are shy? Huh? Oh, your friends? Don't worry about this, just drink your milk."

“Hmmm... I wonder where that smell is coming from!”

“Do you smell that? A kind of dirty smell. The smell of a full diaper!” 

“The smell of failure, the smell of hours of failed potty training and of a silly baby brain who just pushes whenever they feel they need!”

“Let’s go and get you cleaned up, lay you down with some baby wipes to make sure you’re all fresh before we tape a clean diaper on you”

“Then you can toddle around smelling sweetly of baby powder, everyone will still be able to smell you coming but at least they won’t have to hold their noses!"

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