My Elder Arospec Experience Is No Longer Having The Patience To Tolerate Arophobia And Immediately Cutting

My elder arospec experience is no longer having the patience to tolerate arophobia and immediately cutting people off if they’re not accepting when I come out to them. Anyone who tells me anything to the tune of, ‘oh, you haven’t met the right person yet’ is immediately worthless to me and I have no desire to waste any more of my time with them

I’m sorry you’ve had such a hard time. I hope you’ve found plenty of other people who support and accept you for who you are, as you deserve.

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RadioRose Week Day 3: Sleepover!

They were supposed to watch old movies together (Rosie convinced him long ago that movie night can be fun), but somebody got too comfortable and fell asleep.

She wouldn't have it any other way. 💙

Alternative ending - Loona and Blitz

Blitzø: I had a really shitty night Loonie. Stolas was at that anti Blitzø party, he called me a motherfucker in front of everybody, he macked on some dudes face right in front of me. It’s all my fault. I fucked up. Maybe Verosika is right, maybe I should let go and stay far away from him forever, let him be happy. But why…why don’t I want to..maybe..I should..I don’t..

Loona: Yes and No.

Blitzø: What?

Loona: Yes, please for the love of fuck let it go, but no, this isn’t about you being awful and making him all unhappy. Blitzø, he’s the one who needs to stay away from YOU forever!

Blitzø: I know…Cause I fuck up everything and all I do is destroy—

Loona: No! Because look at yourself! Look how he’s made you feel! You were doing so well before, going on missions, having fun with Millie, you and that prissy bow tie jerk are getting along better than you ever have. You’ve even got your friend back, built all of this life up. I’m sick of this cycle, you get on a high-

Blitzø: No but—

Loona: —Then this clingy rich asshole—ugh. You got up that morning being all loud hyping yourself up, and so anxious, left the office the other day so nervous, he shouldnt make you feel that way-and okay maybe that was partially cause of what I said but—

Blitzø: No, no babygirl none of this is—

Loona: And now after doing better for so many months, the second you see him, you’re back on this damn couch again, drunk, sad and miserable. This is JUST like what happened on your last “date” with this guy! Remember that, after Bees party? You said it was a shitty day then too. Now you’re doing it again?

Blitzø: Im sorry Loonie. I don’t ever want you to see me like this…

Loona: I don’t want to see you like this either. But it’s not all on you. Shit I’m tired of making excuses for this guy, he’s hurting you, he’s hurting Via, and always sitting back with people kissing his ass, and he’s acting like a victim. Well he’s really not! He’s the obsessed one who calls you all the time!! Asking for ‘a special request’ or booty calls all the time. You can’t see that? I just…I’m scared…

Blitzø: Scared? You? Don’t be silly Loonie. I know he can…get a bit of a temper sometimes but—

Loona: Yeah. I know. I’ve seen it. He screams in your face, yanks on your cheek and calls us all “little critters” not to mention the time he blew up the office cause we didn’t babysit his brat for him.

Blitzø: I know..and I’m so sorry about that Loonie, I’m sorry you had to run around to find Via like that. It was my fault.

Loona: No—I mean—thank you but-no it was actually my fault. I was a mega bitch that day. I haven’t gotten so angry in years I just-I’m sorry, I was seeing red and you were only trying to parent. You always stand by me. I let Via walk on by and didn’t even try to stop her. But the worst part is you took the fall for me and didn’t even realise you were doing it. That violent lunatic could’ve killed one of you if he felt like it.

Blitzø: Look he was just mad, he’s been through so much. He’s not the type to-he’d never-I provoked him with that phone call.

Loona: You didn’t though! You just fixed HIS problem and he expected it of you, of us. All of that? It wasn’t octavias, or mine, or your fault, it was him, it was His actions. Yet everyone ELSE is apologising?? THIS, this right here is what scares me. He treats you like shit, bosses you around, all of us actually, and one second you seem to recognise that, and the next, you’re beating yourself up, and blaming yourself. He gets in your head, messes with you, then cries once and you fold.

Blitzø: I deserve it.

Loona: Enough already. You don’t. Please, I’m begging you, don’t answer his calls anymore. If he wants to play silent treatment and kiss your exes to get back at you for not kissing his ass, fine. Let him. This crystal? It’s a blessing in disguise. I know deep down, he knows he’s bad for you, and he knows this is toxic, but he’s too childish to stop dragging shit out. He’s a dick. I’ve got a feeling…maybe you shouldn’t see it as abandoning you. Maybe someone else who actually does know and care a lot about you, wanted to thank you, and wanted you to have it. Thought you earned it or something I don’t know.

Blitzø: What do you mean?

Loona: Never mind. Speaking of thank you, he never did thank me for going out of my way for his kid like that, or thank the guys for saving his ass. Did he? Only Via, and you thanked me.

Blitzø: he probably just forgot, he’s naive, shelters! Maybe yknow maybe he just doesn’t have very good self awareness at times and he-

Loona: Hes not that innocent okay? You can only be an asshole by accident so many times. I heard about how he treated Millie at that damn theme park. I bet he let that cowboy assassin steal him, he didn’t even sound that alarmed over the phone. “I think you should come save me” that’s what he said right? You and me take care of his kid, and the one time you told him you had to take care of yours, he needs you to run over—well, after the fact, he was probably more pissed that you weren’t specifically the “knight in shining armour” who went out of his way to fulfil his fantasies right? That’s what all of this is about? You not following his romcom shit on stage and being an actual person instead?

Blitzo: ……!!

Loona: Bingo. And this is the guy you’re crying over? Dad, you may be kinda sleazy—

Blitzø: Hey! Dont call me—

Loona: Really sleazy. But even you deserve better than this. Now shut up no more crying and we’ll watch your dumb pony show.