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Sarah, 22, she/her ✨ Just a humble fic writer who wants to make her way in this crazy little world ✨ Not really spoiler-free for anything (but spoilers will be tagged!)

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Stammering Adrien AU Event Master-List(Updated)

Stammering Adrien AU Event Master-List(Updated)

Based on This AU and Part Two

This is a Master-List of all the stories, scenarios, moments, events, etc in the Main Stammering Adrien Alternate Universe in order of when they happened Chronologically in the AU in order to avoid confusion.

The Incident

The First Day

One Shot

Cest La Vie

The Bracelets

Mommy, Please Don’t Cry

A Conversation Between Emilie, Sabine, and Ms. Bustier

Relief

Gentle 

The Scarf

A Call to Action

A Conversation between Plagg and Tikki

Lila

Lila Part Two 

Lunch with Uncle Jagged

A Pre-Reveal Conversation between Emilie and Ladybug

Prince Ali, Humorous He 

Doctor Plague 

The Wrong Note

Of Sunshine and Blueberries

Be a Better Friend

Meeting Marc

The Phone Call

Zoo Trip

Rock n Roll and Chocolate Chips

Meeting Gina

The Heart to Heart

Nino’s Valentine

Closure

Realization

Love and Bravery

Beautiful

The First Date

Gabriel’s Birthday Gift

Marc Meets Gabriel

Lunch with Uncle Jagged 2

The Quest

Nino’s Hat

Lucky

Hawkmoth’s Epiphany

Adrien’s Hat

Closure 2

The Morning Routine

The Fate of the Alpha

Something in Common

Wearing your Pet

Silencer

Comfort

Out of the Bag

Truth or Dare

Marinette Meets Kagami

Just a Dream

Mommy, Please Don’t Cry 2

Chosen

A Plumage Problem

Smile for the Camera

The Zit! 

Adrien’s Principles

Chloe’s Crush

The Writer and the Poet

Fridge Art

Sabrina’s Smile

Gross

Dinner Disaster

The New Audrey

Rex

Pack Leader: The Story - to be written

Making the Grade

A Conversation Between Chloe, Sabrina, and Marc

Letting Go

Kissy-Boo

Chloe the Tsundere

He said Yes!

Hawkmoth’s Dilemma 

It’s a Gift

Just the Way He Likes It

The Hidden Truth

Audience  with the Queen

Truth or Dare 2

Toxinator

Spa Day

Ride, Emilie, Ride!

Father’s Day

Potential

A Night to Remember 

Some of these have yet to be written, and more are bound to be thought up, but once they are, this list will be updated.

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I am also less self-conscious about not being able to sit still, like, ever. I am even less self-conscious about my clumsiness because I learned about dyspraxia and it helped me understand that I smash things or run into walls not because I am not careful enough, but because of dyspraxia.

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Abed’s Autistic Traits

From the blog that brought you this post comes another analysis of one of my favorite autistic characters, Abed Nadir from Community!

Social Disconnect

Abed’s most ‘obvious’ trait would be his struggles with social interaction, specifically misreading social situations, social confusion and inappropriate social displays.

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Special Interests

Abed’s special interests consist of a fascination with TV/Movies. Abed frequently makes pop-culture references and leans on the fourth wall with his mentions of media tropes occurring in various situations the group encounters.

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Stimming

Abed doesn’t stim very often, but when he does it’s usually because he’s anxious. Occasionally he will stim idly or when he’s happy.

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Echolalia

Abed’s only prominent displays of echolalia are his repetition of the word “cool”. It has become a sort of catchphrase for him.

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Shutdowns

Abed tends to shutdown when he is distraught or overwhelmed. He appears nearly catatonic during these shutdowns. The group tends to become concerned that they have ‘broken’ him.

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Resistant to Change

Abed does not like alterations to the group dynamic. He is uncomfortable with alterations to his routine and living space.

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Sensory Issues

Abed’s sensory issues are usually not obvious, although he is almost always wearing clothes that offer maximum comfort, like sneakers, jeans, t-shirts, hoodies, flannels, and cardigans. He apparently experiences auditory sensitivities as well.

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Chameleon-like

Abed will take on different personas depending on the social situation he’s in. He tends to mimic characters from TV/movies.

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Vocal Expression

When Abed is extremely distressed, he tends to whimper quietly or emit a high-pitched shriek.

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Difficulty Reading Faces/Body Language

Abed tends to be confused by others’ facial expressions and body language, he often has to outright ask others what they are feeling. His ineptitude in this skill gets him into trouble sometimes.

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Imaginative Escapism

Abed frequently retreats into fantasy when faced with overwhelming situations in reality. His imaginary scenarios have bordered on psychosis at times.

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Abeds Autistic Traits

Controlling Tendencies

Abed has manipulated the group on several occasions. He has a strong desire for control and structure, and he will sometimes manipulate his friends for, as he puts it, “ the benefit of the group”. Other times Abed simply does it to create positive results for himself, not realizing or not caring how his actions might upset others.

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Dyscalculia

Abed has shown difficulties with visual thinking, as he struggles to tell time on an analog clock, and has has trouble differentiating left from right.

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Gullible/Easily Manipulated

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Monotone Speech

Abed tends to speak in a flat, monotone voice regardless of the emotions he is expressing. He lacks inflection in his speech, and although he does know how to use it, it just doesn’t come naturally to him.

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Heightened Self-Awareness

Abed is extremely self-aware, possibly relating to him being genre-savvy. He knows others view him as odd. He is extremely aware of his strengths and flaws, his motives, and the reasons behind the actions of others. Abed has had inner dialogue with himself revealing he’s self-aware even when he appears to be the most out of touch with reality.

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There ya go, I love Abed! Such a great representation of an autistic person, and just a fantastic character in general.

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