Im Writing Rn And *grumbles Of Frustration* Its So Bad! Im Editing My First Chapter To A Longer Fic And

im writing rn and *grumbles of frustration* its so bad! im editing my first chapter to a longer fic and its so long and im so tired and there are so many words DX

im getting through it tho, slowly but surely. im adding more narrative techniques and making the scene more flued. i am proud

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it was a bit ruff today. But I made it through :3 yay! been thinking about my writing and such and have ideas! :3 so fun!

here’s a lil babble: babababababaldldldllalalalala :3 raaarrrr hehe ararararararar :3 grrrr rar grrr im a lil dinosaur rar

speaking of which, I have a scene where 2 characters(siblings), grian and pearl, act like dinosaurs and it is fun and silly :3 they are just lil guys :3

Ive been writing this fic for a few months where a bunch of hermits(characters) are cool and some are littles and there IS lore… kinda… but it’s cool and there is some story and lots of dynamics and such very cool very soft but also angst and projection woopsie :3

is currently 35k+ words but I plan to rework some parts and make more chapters. Funny thing, I’m adding tango in purely to crush him in his red stone factory because it sounded funny :3 don’t worry, he is a phoenix so he doesn’t die, just gets lil and shmol and impulse and skizz are there so he’s fine :b

Here is a funny pic i got from a fic notes I found :3 so silly

Also here’s a picture of my dog :3

Bye bye :3 love u all have a good day, drink water eat food get sleep take care of yourself please as best u can :3 I love u <3 bye bye

i wanna post more an interact more but this is what my laptops like -

me: *presses button*

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laptop: *dies dramatically in a burst of flames*

“Laying on his belly watching TV”

TW: death of a parent, grief.

After dad died, I honestly didn’t feel all that much, mostly just numb or not fully believing it.

But when mom said that she would selling the mattress that they had slept on for over a decade, I felt like she was throwing away every singe thing he had touched.

The day he died, all of the rented equipment that he’d used left the house. Days later, we sorted through their shared closet and most of dad’s clothes were donated. It really felt like the house was being stripped of his belongings.

So, every night before the mattress was sold, I slept on it, taking in the softness, familiarity and scent like if I held on tight enough, he would come back.

On the last night, I cried, thinking back to the years when I would crawl into my parents bed when I struggled to sleep, or sneak into where my dad was sleeping and cuddle up with him, finding his snoring to be a calming white noise.

I remember, when I was small enough, I would lay atop his big belly while we watched shows together; sometimes, I would fall asleep that way, resting on top of him. I think about that often, those were the best memories.

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cant stop thinking about the 141 being your caregivers. it’s just such a comforting thought 🥰

lazy sunday mornings making pancakes. ghosts washing strawberries and blueberries, making sure to chop the strawberries into little chunks. price is in charge of the stove, flipping the pancakes every so often. soap stirs the batter, being precise with the measurements. gaz helps you set the table, plates out for everybody, maple syrup and butter waiting to be used.

mondays are rough, so i’m thinking a quiet afternoon at home. maybe playing some video games with gaz and soap, or just laying beside them and watching. sitting with price as he does his reports, helping him put papers into the shredding machine and watching it eat them up! cuddles with ghost on the couch, watching a good show with some snacks.

crafty tuesdays!!! coloring little pictures and gaz helping you make them all shiny with glitter glue! stringing together friendship bracelets with ghost and sharing little charms! making paper airplanes with soap and then seeing whose goes the farthest! finger painting with price and measuring the sizes of your hands!!

wednesdays are chore days :P helping soap tidy up the floors, zooming around like a spaceship and picking up toys and pillows. ghost picking you up or giving you a piggy back ride so you can reach the top shelves/cabinets to dust them. helping gaz wipe down counters while he teases that you keep on missing a spot. picking out soft, pretty bedsheets and watching price put them on the mattresses while you change pillow cases.

thursday you all eat out 😋 price plating your favorite food onto a plate, making sure you get a good meal and eat everything. gaz sneakily eating two or three of your veggies because he knows you probably won’t eat all of them. soap cracking jokes, starting conversations and livening up the table. ghost holding your hand beneath the table, making sure you know he’s there if you need him.

fridays are movie nights!! ghost gets the popcorn all buttered and ready, while soap helps you get out blankets and extra pillows to make everything extra comfy. price sighs as he lays back into the couch, nursing a cup of tea and flicking through films. gaz settles beside him, recommending the latest movies. ghost comes back with two large bowls of popcorn, settling beside price and you, letting you lean your head onto his shoulder as he pets your head.

and lastly, saturday you all go on a nice walk outside 💕 price holds one of your hands, ghost holding the other, as they lift you up and swing you over the cracks in the sidewalk. soap challenged you to a race to the nearest tree, of course letting you win and acting like he’s out of breath. there’s a gentle breeze in the air making the trees sway slowly, and gaz holds out your water bottle for you to take with a chuckle.

You should respect someone's pronouns even if you think that person's looks "don't match" those pronouns 🤍💗💙🤎🖤❤🧡💛💚💜

You should respect someone's gender even if you think that person's looks "don't match" that gender 🤍💗💙🤎🖤❤🧡💛💚💜

I am thinking about gnc trans people while making this post but if you relate, I am glad!

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