A Piece Of My Story

A piece of my story

Some weeks ago I talked with my sister about lgtb ships and I popped out with "In Jagination we trust, love our bear president -- Kim Jongin and his penguin king -- Do Kyungsoo." She first didn't understand what is Jagination but then I told her that once, at a concert, Jongin secretly called Kyungsoo "jagi" that means "honey". I though she knew about that and that she also believes in Kaisoo, but I was wrong.She just started talking about how this couldn't be real, that could be just a company's plan to gain more attention and stuff like this.This really hurt me and I promised myself not to talk with her about any kind of gay ships or moments. Even if she says she's lgtb+ and that she thinks they are also normal people like straight people, I think she wouldn't ever understand how much I love being a Kaisooist and believe that Kadi is fucking real because yeah,that's the reality.The last summer,when I started being an EXO-L, I found a fanfiction that I really love. "Mr.Kim" - the title and the cover suggested me about Jongin being a Boss or something like this but when I started to read,I realised it was a Kaisoo fanfiction.I continued reading it day and night an by two days I read even the last chapter,it wasn't really the last because the story hasn't the status of 'finished' but the author doesn't update it since 03 March 2018. For me it such a bad thing,even if the last chapter I read was a very good one.From then,I started to search real proofs about this wonderful ship and I realised they have always been so obvious and confident and I started to love them because they are not a stage ship,they are more like a real life married couple that tries to hide from suspicious and intrusive eyes.After that period,school started so I hadn't much free time and that was a pity because only one month by now,I started to be more interested on EXO.I searched so much about them and one day I get into another fanfiction.Also this one was a masterpiece,but unfortunately the author published the 10th chapter and then,after I read the last chapter in which something bad happens,I texted the author and pleased her to update the next chapter but I still have no answer.The same day when I talked with my sister about Kaisoo,before showing her some proofs,I read about Kyungsoo and Jongin's apartment.Yes,they apparently have an apartment in which they live together. My first thought was:"they surely have a relationship and they have sex or just cuddle everynight." This was my first thought because I'm pervert and I read a lot of Kaisoo smut (I recommend you). But when I was in a bad mood,I though more about what my sister said.I didn't show or tell her about fanfictions and Kadi smut,must because she's really protective and I don't want her to think she didn't do a great job trying to protect me from all the bad things in internet,but I just wanted to keep it for me.You know that feeling when only you know about something and for that you think it's special?That's exactly what I felt.I really started to ask myself what I'm doing with life spending time watching videos about a gay couple or reading sex detailed scenes,but then I realised that IT'S OK.It's just ok to do what I love and to love what I do,because that's me, that's my personality and when my depressive moment passed,I searched more Kadi proofs and in my mind I as saying:"that's right my type!" and that I LOVE THEM,THEY ARE REAL and I'm gonna be a KAISOO SHIPPER FOREVER!!!If you are a hater,please don't judge because you also have someone who judges you.Don't hate on Kaisoo shippers just because we see the reality in this world.I really trust in JAGINATION and you can't change my opinion.♡

Someone send help,I miss Kaisoo so fcking much that I feel like crying so hard.

*sigh* my loves 🥺

Kaisoo Analysis | Kaisoo Origins

I was inspired to do this post after I researched for something online. I was honestly curious about how people started shipping Kaisoo, since I never saw a specific moment that made people ship them together. Because, everything has a start, right? So, giving this thought a shot, I started to research…

And I found this on fykaisoo (apparently, someone had the same doubt as me!):

I put the link of the answer above, but if you’re lazy to click at it or you don’t know what predebut they talked about, I’ll put them here because I’m a masochist and I love Kaisoo too much to let it go.  

I really don’t know why people started shipping Kaisoo romantically after these pictures came out… sarcastic laugh

This picture only confirms what Jongin said on EXO Second Box DVD about him and Kyungsoo going to take a coffee and hang out together.

Full gifset here.

The iconic Kaisoo pose again (Kyungsoo with his cheek close to Jongin’s). 

 No comment needed on this one, honestly.

Fykaisoo’s post has another pictures/gifs that show some moments of them in MAMA Era.

Some moments of Kaisoo being clingy with each other. Not only Jongin being clingy with Kyungsoo, but the other way around, as well. What is super important, if you consider Kyungsoo’s personality as someone who doesn’t like people touching him.

This moment is very important to me because it was after Jongin suffered an injury. You can see Kyungsoo carrying him and his face looks so determined… I don’t know how to explain this, I just think that’s very deep.

This is another moment I appreciate tenderly. Some members of EXO-K are talking to the camera, but Jongin and Kyungsoo are missing. It’s almost imperceptible, but, if you look closely, you can see Kyungsoo having his throat massaged by Jongin. When Kyungsoo spots the camera, he reacts with surprise and tries to hide. Not very successful, I would say.

Everything I just saw made me take some conclusions that I wanted to share here that maybe will sound obvious for a lot of people:

Kaisoo was always reaaaaally close, since predebut days no shit, Sherlock;

They didn’t have a start point, like one moment in front of the cameras, in a showcase or concert. They just had this awesome relationship since the beginning and, when people realised this, some of them started to ship them together;

Right after their debut, Kyungsoo and Jongin still touched each other a lot in public places, but not because they were forced to (I think). For me, it was a habit, that they kept doing it lightly for a time;

They were always there with each other, taking care of each other and making sure that the other was alright. I put some other moments I found online to illustrate this:

Kyungsoo opening the water bottle and giving it to Jongin instead of drinking it first. 

I didn’t find the video of this moment, but it’s basically Jongin with a hot pack on his hand. Sehun wanted it because it was pretty cold. Jongin wanted to share his hot pack with Kyungsoo instead, but he refused. He was feeling cold as well, but he preferred to see Jongin with the hot pack instead of taking it from him! 

I just stay mad when some people say that Kaisoo is planned by SM or they fake their friendship or whatever. I mean, those people don’t know them at all! I know and agree that some fans exaggerate a lot about some of their moments, but it’s a normal thing to do. A lot of shippers of other couples do the same thing and, believe me, it’s normal. But say that everything Kaisoo does is fake? 

Their interactions changed a lot through the years, it’s a fact. But that’s why Do Kyungsoo and Kim Jongin matured as human beings and they’re a lot busier than they used to be. It doesn’t mean that they don’t like each other anymore or that they’re not together anymore (as friends, or lovers, whatever you decide to call them).

I swear that I tried to imagine just for fun they going to take a coffee and take selcas there because SM obliged them to and this idea is one of the most ridiculous things I ever thought in my life.

Kaisoo has this huge quantity of shippers because the sincere way they build their relationship every day, with every interaction. Shipping them as brothers, best friends or even lovers don’t change the fact that they really appreciate each other’s company and are really fond of each other.

And honestly, knowing this in my heart, even if they don’t date, makes me really proud to be a Kaisoo shipper.

BONUS FACT:

Credits here. If even a Baekhyun’s friend admitted that Jongin and Kyungsoo were close, who am I to say otherwise, right? Or maybe he was paid for SM to say that, because Kaisoo makes part of “SM’s fake couples”! That’s something we’ll never know.

chanyeol: anything that you say can and will be held against you.

baekhyun: park chanyeol.