Realizing The Reason I Was So Enamored With Alphonse From Fullmetal In High School Was Probably Gender

realizing the reason i was so enamored with alphonse from fullmetal in high school was probably gender envy

the things i would do to be an ensouled automaton, to pass as human while empty on the inside, never needing to worry about food or sleep or any of the other biological woes

“Hey! I got something cool to show you!”

You peaked up from your phone at the synthesized voice of your android roommate. She was practically bouncing into the room holding her hands behind her back. The pixelated face she used stuck in a mischievous smirk. She was probably about to prank you or show you something really stupid. You sighed and braced yourself for whatever she was about to show you, setting your phone down on the bedside table. You scooted up from your bed to sit on the edge.

“Alright. What is it this time, E.va?”

She walked up to you and whipped her hand around to present what she was holding. In one hand she held what looked like some kind of collar made out of discarded circuits and wires. The solder work was rough and done in a hurry. The latch was a pair of USB plugs, one male and one female on each side alternated to fit together with their opposite on the other end. The inside appeared to be just a series of smooth metallic panels that everything was mounted to. In the other hand she held a pair of old AR goggles that had 4 wires connecting it to the collar. The goggles were a bit bulky, the sides thick to hold the electronics which caused the goggles to block the sides of the wearer's vision. You remember trying them for fun but you couldn’t imagine they would be safe to wear out and about, due to them acting like horse blinders for whoever wears them.

“Tada!” She says with a ^_^ expression on her face. You tilt your head to the side a bit confused as to what this was. It would probably look good for a character cosplay but you can’t recall ever seeing a character wear something like this.

“Uh...what is it?”

She scoffs at you making a digitized huffing noise, “You are a dummy. Remember when you told me you wanted to try hypnosis? I thought I would help after I saw a tutorial online!”

You feel your face heat up a bit and you cough at her blunt admission. You remember drunkenly confessing your desire to be hypnotized. It was one of the fetishes you couldn’t really participate in. Far too shy to actually ask someone to do it with you, but the pre-recorded hypnosis audio online never did seem to work for you.

“Not sure that is going to work, E.va. Those hypnosis device videos are usually just scams to trick people into buying the product that doesn’t work.”

“Noooo! This will work. I promise! Please try it!”

You sigh. You always had a hard time resisting this girl’s pestering. You pick up the collar part and slip it around your throat. You ignore the rising arousal between your legs as you slip the connectors together. To your surprise they feel a lot more secure than a normal usb port would. Each snapping together with a pleasing click. Surprisingly it fits pretty well. Though you wouldn’t put it past this bot to keep measurements of your entire body on hand in case she needed that information. The metal panels that made up the inside didn’t pinch and the cool metal felt pretty nice against your skin. You started to reach for the goggle part but Ev.a was already moving. She moved them around behind your head to keep the 4 connecting wires out of the way and pulled them in front of you before sliding them onto your face. You felt the band to secure the goggles rest against the back of your head. The entire world was now tinted a slight blue color. The goggles were light enough to not cause strain to your muscles but you realized they blocked a lot more of your view than you thought. Really only able to see directly in front of you.

“Alright it fits! I knew it would! Let's try it out!”

“E.va wait-” before you could finish you felt and heard a click from the back of the collar. A tingle races along the inside of the collar. Like static electricity right before it shocks you, racing in a circle around your throat, and it was slowly speeding up. You blinked and when you opened your eyes your vision was flooded by a spiraling pattern. Like you were looking into a cone that was spiraling downward or..were you falling? Your mind spun, as it tried to process the visual information, and you felt yourself falling forward as the confusion worsened.

“Oop! Don’t fall, silly. You might break the headset.” Ev.a caught you and carefully laid you back on your bed. The spinning tingling sensation on your throat had gotten so fast now that it just felt like a ring of static wrapped around your throat. A new feeling rising up where the collar met the back of your neck. It felt like a spot had fallen asleep but cold. Like if you had fallen asleep on your hand while on top of an ice cube. You felt your fingers and feet twitch involuntarily before going still. That icy sleepy feeling began to creep up your spine. Your mind felt confused. Like everything was flipping every second. One minute you are falling, the next you are rising. Up and down, up and down. Each time it flipped it felt like your entire brain had flipped with it. Words rapidly became too complicated to form. Your mouth opening and only letting out a low “uhhh” before it stopped. The sensation creeping up your neck reached the base of your skull and you felt yourself try to scratch at it instinctively, but nothing happened. You felt like the signal from your brain just never reached your hand. Stopped and bounced back. Before you could really process the situation and begin to panic, something new dragged your mind’s focus back to the spiral still spinning before your eyes. The parts where it felt like you were falling were becoming longer. You were sure but needed to confirm it. You were absolutely sure right now that you had to watch the spiral extra intently to prove to yourself that the visuals had changed. Up down down up down down down uupp..down downdowndown....

The tingling sensation spread further now beginning to fill your skull. Calm, still, quiet, creeping up through your mind. All thoughts beginning to stop and slow down. Like someone was slowly flooding your skull with icy water, making all your thoughts and feelings come slower and slower by the second. Any attempt to worry or stress about the situation were snuffed out as the cold tingling feeling smothered your emotion centers. Thoughts of trying to figure out what was happening were drowned. Quiet. Still. Calm.

“Did it work?” Ev.a spoke and waved her hand in front of your face. You didn’t respond. Simply laying still on the bed staring into the spirals as you fell endlessly into a gentle bliss. The android girl giggled.

“Yes! It worked! I told you it would! Oooohhh~! Look how excited you are!” Her hand reached out to poke at your hard girl cock that was currently tenting your skirt. She carefully flipped your skirt out of the way and wrapped her smooth plastic shell covered hands around your aching cock. It twitched and pre beaded on the tip. The sensations of being touched slowly filtered up to your brain. A dull aching pleasure that slowly rose up like a tide then slowly floated back down. The sensations dragged out over several seconds. You could only lay there like a limp mindless doll while processing the feelings as they slowly filtered into your mind.

“Soooooo~ I actually had another reason to make this~ You remember when you told me you wanted to be hypnotized? Yeah when you were so drunk on those strawberry mixers~! Do you remember what I confessed to you?” She spoke like you could respond. Words carried no meaning in your empty mind. She might as well be speaking to the book shelf or the wall. “About how I wanted to experience what being organic was like~? Well this is the neat part! We can both get what we want!”

E.va laid next to you on the bed. A few seconds passed and you felt the calmness in your mind begin to bubble away. The cool calm being replaced with swirling warmth. It grew more and more intense until you felt a jolt shoot up your spine. Like a lightning bolt shot up your spine and into your skull. It felt like what little shards of consciousness were left inside your mind had been pulled back. Like you were inside your skull looking out of your eyes instead of looking with them. Words flashed on the screen and your body sat up. You had no thoughts to command it. The words that flashed across the screen were too quick for your already smothered mind to process it enough for it to have meaning. Instead the words flashed and the body obeyed.

You looked down at your hands. Then clapped. You heard a voice. E.va’s voice. But it wasn’t outside your head anymore. It was inside, ringing in your skull, like she was speaking through your thoughts.

“Yay it worked! I can control you now! Isn’t this neat~? Now we can both have our wish! I can see out of the cameras on the goggles and the collar lets me feel what you feel! Pretty nifty, huh? And you doubted my abilities. Heh heh~”

Your mouth was moving, speaking in a strange voice. Not your own but like E.va was doing an imitation of you. While she couldn’t see through your eyes she could speak using your mouth.

“Woah that's what speaking feels like for you? That’s so weird! Anyway! I always wanted to know what this felt like...” she spoke to herself. One hand reaching down to grasp at your twitching cock. Giving a few experimental pumps, the pleasure began to filter back into your mind, and a pleasurable gasp escaped from your lips.

“Oh no wonder you organics like touching these~”

She reached your free hand up to your breast. Forcefully squeezing at the soft flesh and pinching the nipple between her thumb. The shock of pain mixed with the slowly rising ride of pleasure that swirled around in your mind.

“Ow! Why do people do that in those videos? That just hurt.” The hand on your cock pumped a bit faster. Your mind flipping between if the body was yours or not. Sometimes you were masturbating, other times it was just your hand on someone else, then none of it belonged to you.

E.va reached over to your bedside table and pulled the drawer open. Pulling out your small bottle of lube she popped the cap open. Squeezing a bit of the slimy liquid out onto one hand before closing it and putting it down on the bed.

“I always see girls do this in those videos you like~ it's kinda neat that we both need lube! Isn't that cool? we aren't so different after all~”

Lifting your legs she took the lube covered hand and pressed it against your ass. Her other hand returned to your cock. Your body pressed your pointer finger in. She was rough with you. Not having a concept of stretching at all. Instead just stuffing the entire finger in. She experimentally began to feel around inside you. The pleasure was like a storm now. The gentle tides of pleasure becoming more and more intense as they filtered into your empty mind. Like a hurricane was approaching the shore and you could only stand there blankly and let the pleasure throw you around.

“Where is the-Ahh~! Th-there! I found it~ woah that feels so good”

The words leaving your mouth became slurred. She pressed her finger against your prostate and your cock throbbed with each touch. She pulled her finger out only to immediately stuff two fingers in all the way to the knuckle. Her hand on your cock began stroking while she aggressively abused the sensitive spot inside you. By now the storm had fully engulfed you. Overstimulating suffocating pleasure tossing you around like an ocean of bliss. each burst of pleasure stretched out over time, overlapping and drowning you.

“Feel some-thing building~”

She stroked her cock faster. Only a few pumps later and she came. A scream of pleasure tearing itself from your throat as thick ropes of girl cum shoot out over your chest and stomach. She doesn't stop moving until your body physically refuses anymore. The pleasure too much for your tense worn out muscles to continue. Your body flopping back onto the bed. Right as your head hits the pillow is when the pleasure from the orgasm hits your mind. It drowned you. Pulling you down, the blissful euphoria filling your mouth and lungs and every pore. Every nerve screaming with pleasure that wouldn't go away. A orgasm that lasted a few seconds feeling like it was stretched out over several minutes. Had your consciousness mind not been locked away this might have broken your mind.

“woahhhh~ that felt sooOOooo good~ no wonder you organics do this all the time~”

She wiped up some of your cum from your chest and experimented with it. Wiggling her fingers to feel the sticky fluid. Then she stuffed it into your mouth and licked her fingers clean. A pleased hum vibrating in your throat before she gathered up more of your cum to eat. Musky and faintly metallic with a hint of sweetness.

“You taste really good~.....so listen..I planned to let you have your body back after this....buuutttt I kinda wanna keep trying stuff~ so like...can I keep your body for a bit longer? Uh...just nod if yes or shake your head if no.”

You couldn't move. You were still frozen in your mind. A prisoner in your own body as your android roommate played with your body like a toy. The shards of consciousness tried to move your head. Shake your head no. To escape this pleasurable hell. But the words flashed on the visor and your body obeyed it's new owner. Nodding yes.

“See! I knew you were having fun~ hehe~ I promise I'll give your body back eventually~ I just wanna try all the stuff I see in those videos. I'll take good care of your body, promise. My friends told me about this free use club across town~ I’m sure I-..You will be very popular~ we are gonna have so much fun! Oh probably should keep your identity a secret. Don't worry, I came prepared.”

She reached up and pushed a button on the side of the headset. A shield sliding down to block your view of the outside world. Leaving you with just the spirals and commanding words that moved your body like a puppet.

“There~! Now no one will know who you are and you don't have to worry about who we are fucking. Makes it safer for everyone~ thank you sooo much for this~ I am lucky to have a friend like you~”

now what did i do to deserve this

many fruits and vegetables double as stress balls. just only usually once

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