About Time I Posted My Persona. Ritteriss; A Creature Made Of Unknown Color Changing Material. She/He

About time I posted my persona. Ritteriss; a creature made of unknown color changing material. She/He is Genderfluid (honestly doesn't care if you use male or female pronouns just not gender neutral). Ears are structured like wolf eats but they act like cat ears. Tail constantly moves. Inspired by the galaxy personas I saw going around!

Does anyone remember that picture I posted of child Jon, Tord, and Tom? Well they died and came back I guess as kids? Tom protects Tord and Jon commonly but this time didn't seem to end well. Is this the end for kid tom ? ///I have a back story for this but I'm too lazy to explain right now..

One of my favorite eddsworld Aus Also Matt is the cutest. Fight me! @ask-ew-distorted-au

Tordjon kid. . . . Why ? Idk. All I know is no one should bug red leader when he is bonding with his son.

Undertale OC

Things I Didn’t Know Were Symptoms of C-PTSD

Getting overwhelmed in crowds

Getting upset or angry at a loud alarm

Ordinary nightmares (that have nothing to do with the circumstances, just stupid nightmares much more often than the average person)

Getting sharp pains in your back/neck/collarbones that make it hard to breathe (due to hypervigilance/constant high anxiety)

Learning that “high anxiety” does not mean “generalized anxiety” like other people have with panic attacks and not feeling that they can accomplish thing. PTSD anxiety just means this frenetic energy that makes you want to talk/think/do things (even as an introvert) to avoid stopping.

Feeling constantly bored like you have to chase after something, even if you’re just at home: I spend hours on tumblr, pinterest, watching tv, reading books, making art, never just laying there alone…because if you stop…the darkness is there

Thinking up stories before bed. This is a symptom of high anxiety because you’re trying to calm down and fall asleep in a “safe world” where people are looking out for you and caring for you.

Trouble falling asleep (which is distinct from insomnia) because turning off electronics etc. doesn’t help since your heartrate/fight or flight response is engaged

Periods of racing heart (mine has gotten to 120bpm for five hours) that make you feel like you’re waiting for something to happen

Exaggerated startle response. When I was a kid I used to hide behind corners to surprise my sisters. Two years ago my friend hid under my desk to scare me. I literally screamed, fell out of the chair, and started crying. She was laughing because she thought the joke went well, and then got concerned because I kept crying.

Purposefully “tanking” a bad day with sad music/tv/movies/books because it “was already ruined anyway”