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Marauderhead - Enjoy The Suffering - Tumblr Blog
Something about the intricacies of being rivals idk












LOVE AS VIOLENCE VS LOVE AS SOFTNESS
Ada Limon, The Good Fight // Mary Oliver, West Wind // Danez Smith, Bare // Sappho, Fragment 58.25-26 // Mitski, I Don’t Smoke // Ashe Vernon // Hozier, Cherry Wine // Shauna Barbosa, GPS // Richard Siken, Little Beast // Chen Chen, Summer [The sunflowers fall…] // Warsan Shire // Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

sincaraz together… fork found in kitchen…


They are so happy and giggly 🥰








Carlos Alcaraz v. Jannik Sinner at the Beijing China Open final, 2024







Carlos smiles as if he’s won everything but help why you wearing like you broke boy😭
🐝 🦊
oh well

They grow up so fast 🤧


Carlos Alcaraz on Jannik Sinner after his China Open win: "I’d like to start with Jannik. What can I say about you. The year you’re having is unbelievable. You deserve it.. with your team and the work you put every day. I’ve seen you working when I come to the club. You’re really really humble. That makes you an even better success. During your whole career and this year, I’d like to congratulate you and your team for great work and great tennis you’re playing. For me, even more important, you and the people around you are great people.. I respect you a lot as a player but even more as a person.”

Carlos Alcaraz (2024 China Open - October 2, 2024) 📷 Greg Baker
fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.
hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.
hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy
hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it
hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently
hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love
horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz (2024 China Open - October 2, 2024) 📷 Lintao Zhang
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CARLOS ALCARAZ [ESP] d. JANNIK SINNER [ITA] || BEIJING OPEN FINAL || 10 02 2024










and I pronounce you husband and husband.
at the worst moment of his life but hes out there playing crazy

the man was too stunned to speak.

😁 (@.janniksin)


jannik sinner and carlos alcaraz practice for the atp finals (08.11.2023)
The surprised 'I do?' is so funny to me. Did u think people were lying when they called u graceful and elegant Mr Federer
never seen a more puppy-coded person than Carlitos <3









Carlos Alcaraz - Roland Garros 2024 🇫🇷
Make it three Grand Slams! 🏆
ladies and gentlemen... HIM 🔥
ladies and gentlemen... HIM 🔥