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I think I’m very hard to deal with

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

I don’t know what I want to end more this day or my existence

Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

im a failure of a daughter

im a failure of a sister

im a failure of a partner

im a failure of a friend

im a failure of a student

im worthless

Let me tell you something, men leech off women with wisdom and grace and a feminine alluring personality and especially if you are knowledgeable and skillfulll.

Be careful of mental leeches, they will:

use long calls, to waste your time and lure you in.

penpal antics, by not arranging to see you and constantly contacting you.

use you as a therapist and a mental dumpster by telling you their problems in their life because they are attracted to the feminine side of you that allows them to be vulnerable.

SET BOUNDARIES.

Remind yourself of the woman you are and know there are going to be so many dusties that will attempt to try you and use you, FOR FREE.

Stay away from them, block them and from early on do not be vulnerable or allow long calls or texts at any hours.

Men take advantage of how empathetic women can be and will save their resources to get access to you for FREE.

Stress having physical effects is so stupid your body’s just like “you’ve been having a real shit time and I’m about to make it worse” I hope you die I hope we both die

im too fucking complicated and messed up to be loved

becoming older than 10 years old was the biggest mistake of my life

Brother Sleep, Aldo Amparán

— Fiona Apple

my desire to be hidden from the world just keeps intensifying

my biggest fear? people eventually seeing me the way i see myself

I really be wanting to erase myself from people’s memories