SURPRISE THEN!!

SURPRISE THEN!!

i will give you... my favoriytes :3

i dont have a favorite either, but if i had to choose i really REALLY REALLY REALLY love shoegaze and screamoooo :3

concerning the promised cookies i wil make you...

what kind of music do you like? :3

genres, artists, specific songs....

get as specific as you wanrt 😇😇😇

"Um... to be honest I don't actively listen to specific music. I love my boyfriend's voice when he sings, though"

YAAAAAAAAAAAAY ^_^

i will return with more soon.... 😼

i spent 2-3 hours and one (1) panic attack making you a little guy....

take good care of him for me :3

"Oh- that's adorable"

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs) Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Murase (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Flower Shop & Tattoo Parlor, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Baggage, Dead Flags Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Mentioned Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), also dead (sorry), graveyards and grief, Hurt/Comfort, Comfort, hopefully?, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Soft Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), POV Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), POV Third Person Limited, Tattoos, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Healing, Pondering the meaning of life, As One Does Summary:

“Guess I’ll be seeing you around,” Chuuya muttered.

“Yes, I’m sure I’ll be hearing more of you.”

Chuuya rolled his eyes. “You can deal with it, bastard. Not like it’ll kill your pretty, dying plants.”

“Aaww! You think my plants are pretty?!”

Chuuya groaned as if physically pained.

“You’re right that they’re already dying from the moment they’re cut, but they’re so beautiful even as they’re dying! Isn’t it so poetic?”

The door to Chuuya’s tattoo shop slammed shut harder than Dazai thought a door like that could. A smile crept onto Dazai’s face as he looked down at his pretty, dying flowers and the memory of Chuuya’s voice was finally clear in his head again.

A flower shop x tattoo artist AU in which Dazai and Chuuya reunite years after they grew apart in their troubled youth. Somehow, they’ve both made it to the world of the light, but will they be able to rebuild the bond they once relied on?

no no no i am never getting over this.

he sat there all day.

he sat there all day.

HE SAT THERE ALL DAY. HUGGING HIS KNEES BECAUSE HE WAS SO UPSET DAZAI JOKED ABOUT DYING. because he couldn’t cope with the thought of losing dazai. because he knows dazai’s own bad thoughts are the only thing he can’t save him from. because he just can’t imagine truly being without him.

was he sitting there, all day, thinking about what his life would be like without dazai? all evening, imagining what would happen if he really died? past dusk, feeling all the guilt and sorrow and grief of a hypothetical? a hypothetical that was just… too possible, too feasible, too awful. he sat there. by himself. ALL DAY. because of ONE JOKE. just. thinking.

I AM UNWELL.

the strangest thing to me about the BSD fandom is the fact that the vast majority of people in it are dazai fans, while also consistently assuming the absolute worst of him, disregarding the circumstances around his actions and giving him no grace or consideration of his situation whatsoever.

there's no doubt dazai is a bad person in many ways. he did plenty of unjustifiable, inexcusable things. he's pathologically manipulative with a totally skewed moral compass, most of which was undoubtedly brought on by his upbringing in the mafia. but at the same time, i see such a huge number of people taking that and somehow ending up with - and vehemently defending - this idea that he's a remorseless, indifferent, innately cruel person by nature?

are we forgetting this is the same dazai who was forced to false-witness a murder at fourteen years old? the same dazai who already wracked up numerous suicide attempts barely out of his pre-teens?the same dazai who was referred to by everyone around him as a 'demon' at fifteen years old? the same dazai consistently described as having grief-filled, empty expressions and detached, vacant reactions to practically everything when he was so young? the same dazai that oda described as "a child crying in the dark, alone, left to fend for himself with a hole in his heart as large as the world itself"?

that dazai is an indifferent, heartless, innately psychopathic person? really? i'm not convinced.

...no pipe bomb then😔

concerning the promised cookies i wil make you...

what kind of music do you like? :3

genres, artists, specific songs....

get as specific as you wanrt 😇😇😇

"Um... to be honest I don't actively listen to specific music. I love my boyfriend's voice when he sings, though"