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MINGHAO Going Seventeen Ep. 93 (Rock Scissors Paper)

[230919] sooyaaa__: The Blackpink Born Pink World Tour which started on October 15th and 16th 2022 and ended on September 16th and 17th 2023! 🖤💖 When tour started we were half excited to meet Blinks we hadn't seen in a long time, and half worried about whether we would be able to do well. We are so thankful to all the Blinks in every country who enjoyed it with us, I love you all! 💓 It was an honor to perform at big stages such as Coachella and BST in between tour dates. Also, I was happy because my first solo album was released and I was able to perform my solo songs at a concert! 🌹 As this tour left behind so many memories, it was great to finish it in Seoul where it started. I also want to say thank you and I love you to our Blackpink members who finished the tour in good health! ❤️ To Team Blackpink who have been with us all year! I am so thankful and proud of all our performance staff, stylists and dancers! 👍🏻👏🏻👍🏻👏🏻 And to our Blinks!!! Thank you for always being with us and making Blackpink happy! I was happy! I love you! 🖤💖 BORNPINKFINALE 🥹

“you’re staring at me,” vernon says, without looking away from the tv screen. “again.”

quickly, you avert your eyes back to the movie. “was not.”

“you were.” you don’t dare look again, but you can hear the smile in his voice. “don’t get shy on me now,” he adds, reaching over to prod your arm with a smirk. “you can stare at me all you want, baby.”

you pretend to shudder, still refusing to look at him. “cringe.”

“you’re cringe,” he retorts childishly, but shifts closer as he does it. turns over your palm in his hand, traces the lines with a gentle finger, and asks you, in a softer tone. “what is it?”

you play dumb. “what’s what?”

vernon sighs, casts you a look that you don’t return. “what’s bothering you?”

part of you wants to shrivel up and die — the mortifying ordeal of being known is, in fact, mortifying. but another part of you, a stronger part of you, thinks it’s sweet, actually. that he knows you so well.

it’s not surprising, though. you and vernon are… some sort of undefined, ambiguous thing, some vague space between friends and dating, something hazy — and something special, on top of all that.

you’ve been on kind-of dates. out to dinner, to the park, to watch the sunrise, to meet his sister once, even. you haven’t kissed, but you’ve held hands; you haven’t said i like you, but he calls you baby, sometimes. and sometimes you even say it back.

you feel it. hanging in the air between you — again, some shapeless, undefined, abstract concept, which was fine at first, but now it’s getting to you.

“i don’t want to be that person,” you say, in a small voice, gaze fixed to your joined hands. “but… what are we?”

vernon keeps playing with your fingers, silent for a moment. his voice is quiet, mirroring yours, when he answers. “whatever you’d like us to be,” he says finally, and it’s his turn to avoid your gaze, staring determinedly down at your fingers as though they hold the secrets of the universe.

“i think,” you say slowly; and he looks up when you don’t finish, only to see you smiling — one of those gorgeous, heart-rending smiles that makes him ache a little. “i think,” you begin again, “that i’d like to kiss you now.”

an equally breathtaking smile breaks onto vernon’s face. “i think i’d like that very much.”

an / my obsession w writing vernon & f2l needs to be studied.

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if a lyric is just in the adlibs/backing vocals and it’s not labelled in the official lyrics, would it need to credit anyone as having been sampled? my guess is not, but it’s just interesting bc i was listening to fire and one of the lines right after vernon’s verse, during the prechorus, he says ‘say it back, say it back ditto’ (at least i think?) which is amusing because new jeans ditto, right?

amusing bc that does also give a vague idea as to the time of recording/writing of the song. but then again the whole idubilu thing too. idk now i’m curious bc the only credits i saw? on lyrics? were bumzu woozi hhu. i’ll check my copy of fml when i’m back home but idk i’m curious now

if jeonghan got kinda big again i think i’d just kill myself. like i’ve seen the images of him w like… big arms… and no. i cant. like i think i could MAYBE handle vernon getting buff even tho he’s 10000% my bias but no i couldn’t handle jeonghan i can’t explain it