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dude im literally back in aphmau phase and barely in fics i gotta write oc x canon stories ugh kms!!

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I feel like rewriting a series that is posted on my wattpad! It's was a csm x jjk crossover fic as male!reader as makimas, the control devil vessel.. should I post it (and countine it) on tumblr?



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character : dazai osamu
context : youโre an agent going undercover, you encounter port mafia executive dazai. he finds you interesting. yeah..
authors note : you should listen to the diner by Billie ellish to get the vibe to it.
warning : stalker briefly mentioned, stalker!dazai, can be interpreted romantically or whatever, shout out to my bbg @riiwrites ๐ผโ๐ฝ, murder and blood mentioned too, gender not mentioned, literally we rock with they/them ๐โผ๏ธ.. uhm I think thatโs all gays yeah..
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๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, the last remnants of daylight clinging stubbornly to the horizon. It was a view [name] had come to appreciate, standing on the balcony of the modest clinic where [name] built their cover. As a doctor specialising in human behaviour, their role was simple enoughโlisten, observe, and blend in. Standing there in viewing the people going about their days, [name] ran their fingers along the balconyโs iron railing, feeling the coolness of the metal beneath their skin. In this quiet neighbourhood, [name] was simply known as Dr. [name]โa doctor who listened to the woes of the weary, a person who could help people understand the storms in their minds. In some ways, [name] had taken to the role more naturally than they expected. It wasnโt far from what I had trained for, after all. But beneath that calm exterior, my real purpose was far more pressing.
The wind picked up slightly, rustling the papers on my desk inside the small office. I stepped back inside, closing the door behind me as I glanced at the scattered reports and profiles Iโd been reviewing. Every interaction I had here was a potential leadโevery patient, every conversation was a thread that might lead me to the missing documents. I was hunting for the whispers in the crowd, the signs that something was about to crack.
I sat down and opened one of the files again. A name stared back at meโTakeda Masaru, a local journalist with a reputation for being nosey. He had been in to see me twice, under the guise of seeking help for stress and insomnia. But I knew better. Knocking me out of my train of thought, my smartwatch started vibrating. It was morse code.
โGOOD EVENING AGENT [NAME], IT'S NICE TO YOU ALIVE AND WELL.WE HAVE NEW INTEL. THERE'S BEEN SIGHTING AT THE LOADING. THE DOCUMENTS SHOULD BE THERE. IT SHOULD BE A DARK RED CARGO BOX WITH THE NAME โMELLUVS ART AND WRITING SUPPLIESโ . QUICKLY GET THERE BEFORE ANYBODY INTERVENES. BEST OF LUCK TO YOU.โ
I quickly changed my clothing still keeping my pants and shoes and swapping my glasses with sunglasses, my shirt with a business shirt. Taking my coat off the rack I jumped off of the railing onto the pavement. The cold air hitting my face, I felt that familiar rush of adrenaline. The peaceful exterior Iโd adopted as a doctor was peeling away, revealing the true purpose behind the mask.
I arrived at the loading dock slipping past guards. While remaining on my toes, looking around, finding the maroon cargo box, picking the lock, catching it before it could fall can make noise. Opening the door and sorting through papers. I found the papers of the document, putting the papers in my doctors folder, I turned to step out just to be greeted withโฆ
"Are you lost?" a voice rang out behind them.
โIโm sorry?โ You turned towards the stranger with a simple smile.
โI said, are you lost? Dr. [name].โ He repeated.
Standing in the shadow of a weathered chimney was a young man, barely older than them, with an unsettlingly casual grin. His black hair fell messily over his eyes, his posture loose and unthreatening, but I knew better than to trust appearances. There was something sharp beneath that smile.
โAh. No Iโm not..โ
"Dazai Osamu," the man introduced himself, stepping closer without a care in the world. "What a coincidence, meeting you here."
"Coincidence?" [name]โs voice was flat, unamused. "I donโt believe in coincidences."
Dazaiโs grin widened. "Smart. I donโt either."
This wasnโt good. My mission had suddenly become complicatedโthis was Dazai, a notorious figure in the Port Mafia, rumoured to be both brilliant and dangerous. Getting caught up with him was exactly what their agency warned them about. But retreating now would be even worse. They couldn't afford to show any weakness.
"Youโre in my way," I stated plainly, their eyes locked onto him. Dazaiโs expression flickered briefly with interest.
"Am I?" he mused, not moving an inch. Instead, his eyes gleamed with curiosity. "I wonder what someone like you is doing up here. You donโt seem like the usual riffraff the mafia deals with. You're different."
I said nothing. They were trained to maintain a poker face, but they could feel Dazaiโs gaze piercing through them, searching for cracks.
After a tense silence, I decided it was better to end this encounter quickly. "I have no business with you. Walk away."
Dazaiโs grin softened into something almost playful. "I could say the same. But I donโt feel like walking away just yet. You intrigue me."
Before you could respond, a shout echoed from the alley belowโfootsteps, too many of them. The mission wasnโt over yet. With a sharp glance at Dazai, [name] moved quickly, shoving him out the way with the documents I hand, disappearing into the shadows of the cargo port.
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The mission was complete, the documents recovered, and the cityโs fragile calm preserved. Days passed, and YN pushed the encounter with Dazai to the back of their mind. They believed they had left him behind in that port, a fleeting figure from a fleeting night.
But they were wrong.
It began with small sightingsโfirst at a diner near one of their agencyโs hideouts, a quaint place where [name] often went to clear their mind. They walked in for a quiet moment, only to find Dazai, seated by the window, sipping his coffee as if it was the most natural thing in the world. His eyes met theirs, and that familiar grin spread across his face.
The next time, it was at their โjobโ. [name] worked as a hired security operative for a private military company, and the sight of Dazai loitering near the building was more than unsettling. He didnโt approach them, but his presence was a constant reminder that he was watching.
The evening air felt heavy as [name] returned home from a long shift, exhaustion pulling at their every step. They hadnโt noticed the lingering presence outside, the demon in the shadows, waiting. The lock clicked into place behind them as they shut the door, and for a moment, they stood still, listening. No footsteps followed. The silence was almost comforting.
They kicked off their shoes, fingers absently unbuttoning their dress shirt, craving nothing more than the solace of the couch. As they sank into it, something caught their eyeโan envelope, placed conspicuously on the coffee table. A surge of unease rippled through their tired mind, heart beginning to race as they reached for the envelope, fingers brushing the edge of the paper with caution. Slowly, they opened it, their eyes scanning the contents.
โTHIS IS A REALLY NICE PLACE YOUโVE GOT HERE! MIND IF I MOVE IN? I HOPE YOUโRE READING THIS SILLY NOTE! I MIGHTโVE STOLEN SOME DOCUMENTS AND IMPORTANT FILES FROM YOUR OFFICE, SORRY, AGENT [NAME]~!โ
A low groan of frustration escaped their lips as they crumpled the note and tossed it into the garbage. [name] rubbed their temples, too drained to deal with the antics of a certain mafioso tonight. Just as they tried to let the tension slip away, they caught sight of somethingโsomeoneโstanding on the balcony.
Their heart skipped a beat, and instinctively, they reached for their gun, gripping it tightly as they cautiously approached the window. They slid it open with precision, never taking their eyes off the figure leaning against the railing. "Youโre persistent," [name] said, gun ready but posture steady.
The man on the balcony didnโt seem fazed by the weapon. Dazai Osamu smiled as if this were all part of a game. "And youโre elusive," he countered, voice light and carefree. But there was something beneath that tone, something deeper, lurking behind the casual amusement in his gaze. "I like people who donโt give themselves away so easily."
[name] sighed, lowering the gun but keeping it in hand. Arms crossed, they met his eyes with thinly veiled exasperation. "What do you want, Dazai?"
He tilted his head slightly, as though considering the question, his eyes glinting with amusement. "Iโve been trying to figure that out. Youโreโฆ interesting. And Iโm rarely interested in anyone."
"Flattering," [name] muttered, voice laced with sarcasm as their patience wore thin. "But Iโve got work to do."
Dazaiโs expression shifted, his grin softening, but his presence growing more intense as he stepped closer. "I know," he said quietly. "Thatโs what makes this so fun. You, with your little secrets and dangerous missionsโฆ I canโt help but want to unravel it all."
"You canโt follow me forever," [name] warned, voice quieter now, each word a warning laced with resolve.
Dazaiโs smile softened further, almost genuine. "Maybe not," he agreed, his voice low, "but I can follow you for a little while longer.โ
โGet the hell out of my apartment,โ [name] snapped, their voice sharp as they levelled the gun at Dazai. The cold metal clicked audibly as they cocked it, a clear threat in the air. They pointed toward the door, eyes hard and unyielding. โDo it now, or I'll shoot you.โ
Dazaiโs grin didnโt falter. If anything, it widened, his eyes gleaming with that same unsettling amusement, as if the threat didnโt faze him in the slightest. He raised his hands in mock surrender, but his body remained relaxed, nonchalant, as though he were in complete control of the situation.
โShoot me?โ he mused, voice light but laced with something darker. โNow, now, Agent [name] that seems a bit extreme, doesnโt it?โ
โYou think Iโm joking?โ [name] growled, finger hovering dangerously over the trigger.
Dazai took a step closer, completely unbothered by the barrel pointed at him. His voice dropped to a near whisper, his eyes locking with theirs. โNo, I donโt. Thatโs what makes this so exciting.โ
There was a tension in the room now, thick and palpable. [name] held their ground, but Dazaiโs calmness, his lack of fearโit was disarming. He was playing a game they werenโt sure they could win.
โGet out.โ [name] demanded, not lowering the gun but sensing this encounter was only going to spiral deeper.
Dazaiโs smile softened just a touch, his tone almost genuine. โNope~!โ
โYouโre testing my patience,โ [name] warned, heart pounding but steady, still aiming squarely at his chest.
โGood,โ Dazai murmured, stepping back toward the balcony door. โI like it when people have limits. It gives me something to push.โ
With a final glance, he gave them a playful wink. โUntil next time, Agent.โ Then, as quickly and casually as he had appeared, Dazai slipped out, leaving the tension in the room behind him like a lingering shadow.
[name] stood still, their gun still raised, breaths coming in heavy. The sense of danger hadnโt leftโit was only a matter of time before he returned.

additional author notes : ending kinda sucked ass again smh..
word count: 1k
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