Chapter 150: Perfect Preparation, Part 3

chapter 150: perfect preparation, part 3

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 Please, with everything that I have in me, I am begging for help for a family of 2 disabled black siblings (my autistic brother & myself with a physical disability) to not go homeless again during this pandemic.

 For those who don’t know, I am a physically disabled black woman and the sole caretaker of my autistic brother. Last year, we lost the home our father worked his entire life for after he passed away. My brother and I were made homeless.

 Since, we’ve been able to rent a home. But with our unique situation of no income, no rental history, no credit… nobody wants us as renters and the only deal we were able to get was to pay our entire YEAR’s worth of rent up front.

gofundme.com

Help 2 Black & Disabled Siblings After Losing Home, organized by Dave Davis

PLEASE READ MOST RECENT UPDATE AT END OF STORY! We have lost the home … Dave Davis needs your support for Help 2 Black & Disabled Siblings

 The last I updated you all, we were waiting on a hearing to determine the status of my brother’s disability case. We have been fighting for his disability for the whole year since we moved across the country, and after it was illegitimately denied TWICE before… the hearing that was set for June 3rd finally came. It was our last hope to get the funds we need to pay our upcoming rent. But when the date came… after waiting tirelessly… we were informed that it was postponed until 3 months from now.

 Three Months.

 Our lease ends at the end of July, we DO NOT have Three Months. The way the disabled are discarded like nothing is unbearable. You have no idea the pain I felt that day… seeing them treat a case that is so important that it stands between us and our home… like just another file. Like it means nothing. And this is what I mean when I say…

 They Do NOT Want Us To Live.

 It would have been our last hope at stable income to be able to pay our rent normally. We do not have any income at this time. Even the art that I was making was taken down by Etsy. Everyday I wake up in agony of not knowing what’s going to happen next.

 Call after call with no leads to any help. I haven’t had any transportation for the entire year since we were first kicked out of the only home we ever knew, and it’s been so unbelievably hard to find any work that I’m capable of without it. 

 I have given my everything.

 And I have gotten nothing back.

 And with all of it, I still sit here with my only sliver of hope to reach out to anyone who might see this.

 For the past several months, I have been trying to work up the courage to ask for help again. The strength to reach out again. If it was just me, I don’t think I could do this. But my brother, who has no way whatsoever of taking care of himself… what is he supposed to do if we lose our home? It has taken everything in me to sit here and write this cry for assistance.. but cry, I must.

 I have done nothing but look for other options. Tirelessly, day in and day out I have reached out to so many of these “resources” who are supposed to help us in times like this and time and time again, I have been shut down. My willpower has been crushed so much it’s not even describable.

 If you can help us, please know that even the lowest amount that you can possibly afford could help us right now. I’m so scared of losing everything again.

 I haven’t been able to rest. Every moment I’m awake just brings me back to the trauma I’ve experienced this year.

 I would just like to say with you all that

 Disabled Black Lives Matter.

 We deserve to feel safe and secure. We deserve a world that cares what happens to us. I know there are people out there who do. So I am asking you, one more time.

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Help 2 Black & Disabled Siblings After Losing Home, organized by Dave Davis

PLEASE READ MOST RECENT UPDATE AT END OF STORY! We have lost the home … Dave Davis needs your support for Help 2 Black & Disabled Siblings

 We need your help.

 Please help us, share our GoFundMe, share our story, donate anything you can at this time. If we can reach our goal we can be safe for AT LEAST another year.

 Help us keep a roof over our heads so that we can KEEP TRYING.

 Thank you 🙏🏽💜

Let me go an cry bc this is so sweet and precious 🥺

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 10

Warnings; Long!, Angst, blood, stitching not too much, biting, language, mention of character death, mentions violence, surgery while awake (poorly written), self-inflicted cut, proceed with caution!! Fluffy end~

A/N: First of all thank you, EVERYONE, for coming on this journey with me! This is by far my favorite original I've written so far and of course, thank you all for the constant support and feedback <3 And a very very big shoutout and thank you to @shrimp1026 for helping me edit and come up with ideas for chapters and the flow of the story! This could not have come together without you! ♥️

Previous End.

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"Unless what four eyes!?" Levi raised his voice in desperation

"The moon is still high and will stay there for about 2 hours, that would give us enough to clean the wound and try to.....turn her," Hanji said cautiously knowing Levi was sensitive to the topic

"Over my dead body!" he said holding you closer to him he could feel your blood soaking into the dress you wore "There has to be another way, I'm not doing that shit again!"

"Levi...there's no time. The most I can do and stitch the cut but she's lost too much blood."

Looking down at you in his hold, you were so pale and weak. He couldn't risk potentially kill you, but if he did nothing you could still perish. He wasn't even choosing for his own life, this decision would completely alter your life as you knew it.

"..I'll completely change her life. She won't see her family, her friends, her job, any of it. She'll have to switch to blood, no more sunlight...how the hell do you expect me to strip her of so many freedoms to suffer like we have"

"Levi-"

"No! You know damn well this is no way to live! No sun, no family, no children, now you tell me who the fuck am I to take that from her?!" Hanji knew he was just hurt right now, frustrated and most of all terrified of what may come

"Levi we're losing time," Erwin speaks up "It's either you don't turn her or she dies here tonight!" he says "it's up to you...let her live or die...."

He looked down at you with a pained expression. He was going to have to do it. He rests his forehead on your own praying to any god willing to listen, begging not to take you from him. The grip he had on your weakening form couldn't even be broken by death. He knew this was the only way but if he causes your death….he wasn’t sure if he could live on after…

He stood up slowly and gently carried you over to the alter you were on before. You groan slightly as he settles you down on the stone bed...the moonlight made you so beautiful. Even in this state, the way it illuminated your face, he was sure he was in the presence of an angel. He pushed your hair from your face and caressed your skin gently. He came down to place a gentle kiss on your forehead

"Y/N....Y/N can you hear me?"

"Mmmm" you try but groan at the lightness of your head and ache from your wound

"Listen...Hanji is gonna stitch you up....and I'm going to...to turn you...I need you to tell me now if you want to go through with it..." he whispered to you as he takes a hold of your knuckles and kisses them.

"Mhm....as long as...it's you..." you give consent squeezing his hand back with as much strength as you could

"Alright Hanji, let's get this over with," he said eyeing the moon still overhead. Meanwhile, Erwin and Molbit start to set things up, bringing extra blankets for you and set Hanji's tools up. Levi quickly gathers Floch and Zeke and ties them together, he'll deal with them later on.

"Y/N...I'm gonna have to make this quick and you'll have to deal with the pain a little alright? If it gets too much tell me okay?" you nod getting ready for what was to come

"Hey, I'm right here okay?" Levi said coming to your head, his hands coming to put some weight on your upper body. Your hand came up to brace his bicep as you feel Hanji pinch the skin and begin to sow the skin. The first one wasn't too bad but closing the stitch was like hell

"AAHH!" you squeeze Levi's arm the puncture of the needle, the thread going through, and the tightening of the skin shot your entire system awake. You couldn't tell if you were awake from the pain of the wound or the stitching but either way, it kept you conscious.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Hanji said trying to work faster but with mercy "Just three more okay?"

"L-Levi...it hurts..." you whine as tears spill from your eyes

"I know...I'm so sorry, you're almost there, I'm sorry" Levi will take all the blame for this. Your pain, your injury, your entire world colliding with his. Hanji keep stitching the wound keeping track of how much time was left. With one final pierce and stitch it was done

"Done...." haji said out of breath as a shakey hand wipes away some sweat. "Y/N? How ya holding up?" he asked as Levi let you go wiping away your tears and mentally prepared himself for what was next

"O-okay...." you respond in a raspy voice

"Y/N I need to listen to me carefully...I'm going to be turning you..." Levi said making sure he had your attention, you nod your head in acknowledgment "after the bite, there's going to be a pain, then burning....and..you'll die....but you'll come back. It'll feel like a very long dream once you're back. We can still turn back if you want to."

"I trust you, Levi...I trust you with my life." he lifts your body from the tale and sits you in his lap. He pulled you onto his lap and you sling your hand to drape around his neck. He held you gently yet securely to his body. He lowered his face into the crook of your neck, placing a few small kisses along the column of your neck. A way of him apologizing for what he would do. He stopped at the crook of your neck where your shoulder and neck meet.

"I'm sorry, Y/N..." he whispers before he bears his fangs and sinks them down into your skin. It was sharp but quick almost like a shot but this was a different feeling. Your head was spinning as a dull pain started to ache at the puncture. Levi draws a bit of blood but not too much, but damn the taste of your blood was so sweet, it was hard to not take more. He pulls away before he could lose control, your breathing starts to become heavy, and your arms clench at the back of his shirt

"L-Levi...Levi, it burns" you whine as you thrash around a bit, it was finally taking effect

"I know...I know it does but you need to hold on, it'll be over soon" Levi bit his lip as he tried to hold and calm you while the bite took its course "Y/N look at me...please" you look up at him the best you could as your vision blurred and spotted

"Just know I love you more than anything in this world...and when you wake up, I'll be there to hold you, to comfort you, and to take care of you"

"L-Levi I-I..." your grip tightened as your vision darkened and your breath became shallow, your heart was pounding in your chest. It felt like it was going to jump out of your chest from the fear you were feeling. But somehow the fear felt welcoming, maybe it was because Levi was holding you maybe it was his words. But you knew what was coming, and yet you smiled...

"I...love you..." you say on your final breath as your eyes close slowly and your body goes limp in his hold. That's it, it was done. This wasn't normal, you should be smiling, and making bad jokes with him. You should be holding his face like you always do, making his heart flutter in his chest....but you were as still as a coffin. Looking overhead to the moon as it started to descend and lose its red hue. Fortunately, he was on time, which meant you should wake in 2 days.

"Let's get outta here." He said carrying you bridal style. For the first time in his life, Levi was tired and all he wanted was to curl up next to you and sleep. Sadly that wasn't the case. In this case, he would lay next to you until he saw your eyes open again.

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It had been 3 days since the turning, and nothing yet. You were as still as a corpse for 3 days and 2 nights. Levi was growing desperate, and more concerned by the minutes. He hadn't eaten anything, or drank anything nor did he sleep. He would pace the room, sit, lay down, brush your hair, kiss your knuckles and even talk to you.

"I saw some of the leaves changing color today, I remember you said you liked the fall...I want us to take a walk through the meadow when you wake up so you can see all the trees. So hurry up so we can go and lay under the trees"

However, when he did take a break he would go somewhere secret. Levi was a very reserved man who kept certain things to himself, this was one of those things. There was a basement under the large home he shared with Hanji and Erwin.

He had discovered it a while back when he needed it for some safekeeping. After getting you home Zeke was still conscious of what had happened. Now if you would think that I leave I would let him off the hook so easily oh, then you are very mistaken. To Levi, this man could never be forgiven for what he had done. As for Floch, he had said something about you that Levi wasn't too fond of...Long story short he tied him to a tree to let the sun come up and end him.

As for Zeke, he had gone only once for the past 3 days. The rest consisted of him sitting in front of a window with bars and each morning the sun would sear his skin until it had risen completely. Once you woke up, he'd take care of business himself. However, for now, his place was here by your side.

"Hey Levi, nothing yet?" Hanji asked as she came into the room with tea in hand. She gave him the cup of his favorite blend "here, it's fresh."

"Thank you," he said taking the cup and taking a sip of it

"Y/N would want you to take a break ya know..." she pointed "She'll be up before you know it"

"And when she does she'll be in shock and I have to be here with her," he said taking a glance at the brunette.

"I know but-" Hanji was interrupted by coughing. They quickly look over to you. Your eyebrows were knitted as your body jerks from the coughing. Levi shoots up to be by your side and pats your back to help you get it all out.

"L-Levi" you said weakly as you reach in search of him to hold on to. However, as you reach your arm out a beam of sunlight that crept through the blinds had kissed your skin and burned you. You hiss and pull your arm close to your body

"Hanji the blinds! Go get Erwin and Molbit" he said getting a better hold of you to calm you down from the shock

"Got it!"

You were dazed...and confused. To be frank, you were..somewhere, not here but somewhere. It was cold and pale. You had seen many events in your life take place in front of you. Your first day of school, first time driving, first kiss, and even the day you met Levi. But you were cold and confused and suddenly you had woken up as if it were a long dream.

"W-what happened? Levi where is Z-zeke, I-I-"

"Ssshh, sshh, you're safe. I've got you. You're safe. Here," he reached over and grabbed his pocket knife, gliding it over the skin of his forearm "you've been out for 3 days. You need to feed or you'll get sick. I'll explain everything..but first, eat."

You were still confused, things coming back to you slowly but surely. Meanwhile, Levi's arm was bleeding in front of you, and was expecting you to..drink blood. Taking a hold of his arm you gently bring it towards you, Levi urging you to drink. You latch on hesitantly taking your first gulp of blood.

A sudden, passionate urge to chug more overcame you as you bit down into his flesh. He didn't flinch instead coaching you how you should drink. You couldn't help but drink greedily, you felt as if you were starved for years. The warm liquid running down your throat parched your thirst and satisfied your hunger. You finally release his arm with a slight pop and pant.

Looking at Levi's arm you could see the marks you had left on him. Two holes appearing where you were latched on to. Your fingers come up and feel at your teeth where two new fangs were placed. They come down slightly lower than your regular ones, with much sharper ends.

"Y/N, I know you're confused...do you need anything before I explain what happened?" he asked sitting down and taking your hands in his. They were..so warm and comforting. The way they completely captured your own made you feel at ease.

"A-a..bath?" you ask weakly. Nodding his head he helps you to stand only for you to stumble and fall. Catching you before you could hit the floor.

"I got ya," he said carrying you to the bathroom with his hands underneath your knees and your arms around his neck. You wouldn't be able to stand for what he knows so a hot bath should do you good. He started to run the water and as it filled he helped you to strip from your clothes.

For the first time in a while, he saw your naked form once again. It was paler, a bit thinner, it wasn't the same as before but it was still you. As he slides down the dress he kisses your shoulder, your collarbone, your heart.

"I've missed you" he whispered helping you to stand and walk to the tub.

"I did too" you smile softly as you step in the warm water carefully and sit down in the comforting water. You lie back against the cool bath tile as you let out a sigh

"how long was I asleep for?" you ask looking over at Levi as he sat on the floor caressing areas of your face

"3 days, 2 nights," he answered

"So...so...I'm a vampire now?"

"Yeah...I am so sorry, you've got to live this way now," he said clenching his jaw "if I had done something before...you wouldn't be this way-"

"Levi," you cut him off "if you had done something before I wouldn't be here. Right now, with you....hell I wouldn't even be alive. Everything you've done up until now has saved my ass more than once. I think it's only right I can spend eternity with you now. Right?"

"I suppose"

"Hey look at it this way, now we can do more things together right?" you try and get him to smile "hey do you think could do it on the ceiling now?" you even managed to get him to chuckle a little

He smiled just a bit at the thought of you being his, of having someone to live out this life forever. "Listen I have to go and take care of something. Think you'll be okay until I get back? 5 minutes tops, if anything call Hanji."

"I'll be fine" you smile at him he gets up and walks to the door "hey Levi?" he stops

"Yes?"

"..I love you."

"and I love you"

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"ah my favorite masochist is back to hopefully end my misery" mocked a voice from a specific blonde who was tied to the chair. He could have gotten away from it but Levi takes certain measures to keep him there as long as he wanted. However lately he's been wanting to just finish the job and get over with it.

"Hardly." he said bluntly "however if you're not dead by sunset I'll kill you myself and get over this crap," he said opening up the blinds more until Zeke was fully covered in sunlight, his scream filling the basement. Steam rising from his body as the hiss of his skin filled Levi's ears. Grabbing a rag he stuffs it into Zeke's mouth to muffle out the screams "ugh can't stand the sound of your voice. Keep it down we've got people in recovery ya know. It's rude"

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You had been in the bath for just a few more minutes before you felt to get out. You grabbed a towel, dried off, and made your way back to the room you were sharing with Levi. All your stuff was still there, your clothes, your phone, your shoes. It really was like you died...you sigh and proceed to get dressed in something warm and comfortable.

"You really scared the crap outta me ya know.." gasping you turn around quickly to the voice of someone you had missed with your entire soul "You could have told me but I heard from your vampire boyfriend instead," he said wiping her tears and practically tackling you in a hug.

"Sasha! B-but how? I mean...how?" you ask her never letting go

"I kept calling and calling after you told me about Floch. He went missing and I never heard from him again. I thought you might have killed him" she laughed "your boyfriend explained everything and I'm..still shocked but..happy I still have my best friend." she smiled with glossy eyes

"Oh Sasha"

"..By the way, Levi is perfect for you" she winked making you both giggle, "Levi told me to come over and he explained how you had gotten into some trouble. So I came and helped to take care of you and even brought you some things"

*meow* looking down at your feet your beautiful cat was at your feet "Mochi! Oh god I missed you so much!" you said picking him up and kissing his soft head "remind me to hook you up with a cute guy, any guy you want I'll make it work"

"Yeah yeah come on, let's head downstairs" taking Mochi with you, you leave the room to head downstairs. Mochi followed at your feet as you walked down to the front door where Erwin and Molbit were

"Y/N! you're awake! How are you feeling? Do you need to sit?" Molbit offered ready to get a chair

"I'm fine, thanks Molbit" you smile as you come to give both of them a hug "and thanks for what you guys have done for me up until now"

"Hey, you're part of the Coven now...if that's what you would like to see it as." Erwin smiled softly

"I think I'd love that" you smile "hey where's Hanji?" Erwin pointed over his shoulder to the hallway that lead to the kitchen. Walking down the now-familiar hallway you come into the room with Hanji and Levi talking over some tea

"Hi Hanji.." you say to catch her attention

"Y/N I'm so glad you're better" she sighed as she came to hug you "I'm sorry by the way, about the whole stitching thing with no medication" he scratched the back of her neck

"It did hurt but you did save my life Hanji, thank you"

"Oh it was no problem really" she blushed putting her cup down "but I think Levi needs some of that credit as well"

Looking behind her was the man who truly did save your entire life. He was also the man who held your heart in the palm of his hands. What started out as a bystander simply helping you, then saving your life another two times turn into something so much more. You walk over to Levi who stood by the window gazing into the trees. Hanji walked over to Sasha gave her a small tap on the shoulder has assigned to give you both some privacy

"hey" you whispered

"How was the bath? Are you Hungry? Cold? Anything?" he asked

"No, I just wanted to see you..." you said as your hands come up to rest on his chest, his finding your waist

"You should be careful, those fangs might attract Erwin and I don't wanna deal with his shitty eyebrows," he said making you chuckle and rest your head on his chest

"You know you're the only one for me" his finger finds your chin and lifts your gaze gently towards him

"heh, I better be" he smirks as he captures your lips in a passionate and fiery kiss. The kids screamed how much he had missed you, how much he wanted you, and of course how much he loves you. He held your body close to his own, fearing if he let go something would take you from him

You wanted to stay here forever. In his arms, in his kiss...well you could now if you wanted.

"What do you think about it?" you pull away wrapping your hands around his neck

"About what?" he asked you

"How's your life now that you have me? Now that I'm yours forever?" you asked as he came to rest his forehead against your won

"The day that our worlds collided, I knew it had to be you" he pecks your nose "my one and forever"

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girl i wish i could!!!! and if could and were to match his current hair color i'd wait him get another one bc i'm not dyeing my hair fully blonde 😭😭

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