My Therapist Listened And Made A List Why I Ended Up Being What I Am Today:

My therapist listened and made a list why I ended up being what I am today:

1. Did not process my first heart break ever at the age of 16.

2. Did not reach out to anyone in my family after my father’s death.

3. Did not consolidate or grief properly when my child hood best friend committed suicide.

4. Never had a real family even after having good parents.

5. Victim of severe sexual harassment and assault at the age of 15, could not say it out loud as it would ruin the family’s reputation.

6. Cause of distress due to lack of assurance which needs to be fixed as constant reassurance is not good for mind.

7. Never opened up to anyone in regards of self harm.

8. The constant duality of going from one person to another in belief things would be different as that is how my past taught me that keeping yourself above to hurt others will benefit you. FYI it didn’t benefit I know it got ruined as it ruined me the most.

9. The recent feud with my current ex boyfriend whiplashed the unresolved issues within me causing a distress in both self harm and pro nicotine addiction, which caused in serious condition to attachment issues and why we broke up in the first place.

10. Due to drastic change in hormonal imbalances after abortion has made huge impact causing PTSD which was never talked about.

Girls, repeat after me:

If he is watching porn doesn’t mean you are not desirable to him anymore, he is horny and he needs to jerk off. And if you want to contribute then send him your nudes. Simple. End of story.

FYI: smart girls join their man while they watch porn and do dirty stuffs. Those pixels should not bother you. He will marry you not them.

One of my ex’s heard from his cousin during MUN conference that I broke up. It was really an odd situation when I was asked if I’m single or not, I said I’m not single but someone shouted “she is lying her man dumped her.” Long story short, he wants to meet me as I emphasize I’m not available as I have a busy schedule up and running. It is weird that the person you want doesn’t want you back because I am going through the same phase

air force wong and rick and unity's relationship summarised for my simple self

unity left rick bc it wanted to focus on its work instead of the lifestyle it has when it's with rick.

rick was so hurt by this that he attempted suicide.

after that failed, he ghosted unity and cut off all contact.

fast forward a few seasons, rick is searching for rick prime again. unity hears about this and tries reaching out to rick to offer support bc it still cares.

rick ignored all its attempts to contact him.

unity acts drastically, appearing on rick's home planet and country and assimilating a chunk of the population to get rick's attention.

rick finds out about this and sees it as a violation of his boundaries and reacts negatively, formulating something to repel unity and cutting off all the assimilated bodies it has on earth.

unity is hurt by this but still needs rick's help to release the bodies properly. rick declines until he finds out that it's necessary to get its help.

after the threat is averted, rick is open to seeing unity more but it feels betrayed and hurt by rick's actions against it and cuts rick off itself.

basically for once rick wasn't entirely in the wrong but dr wong was so quick to blame him when it was a miscommunication between two hurt beings and it UPSETS me.

No like hear me out, Rick used unity always for his own benefit and the girl did everything she had in her power because she loves him. The timeline is old I mean unity loves Rick since more than a decade or maybe 2 decades and she literally burffed on people to see if Rick was okay after she heard he is going after the killer. Not only that the girl literally had to desolate from 8 billion people putting an immense power that she never did before. Girl I know you love Rick and you have been waiting on him. Who m I kidding I’ll probably end up like unity only. Us sister us.

Ok but can we talk about how Rick has basically told everyone and anyone he was romantically involved with about his past and about Rick prime???? He used be such an open book and then he'd screw up his relationship or his partner did, either way it resulted in him closing up his heart and becoming a cold person towards even his own family....