I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

Gifts for @mikaykay1229

I hope you like it or love it! 💖💝💗💕💟

Your least favorite Fnaf character?

Idk tbh!! I really love every single character of Fnaf!!! They are my babies!!! 💕💕💕💕

The Autism Urge to be Helpful

The Autistic Teacher

.just . yeah

what i think of mikay

it's so frustratingly hard to let yourself exist when existing feels so embarrassing and shameful

i feel like allowing others to perceive me in any way other than neutral/nothing is too shameful. like sharing opinions/thoughts at all? it feels too sickening to be thought of as recognized as an autonomous person separate from the person perceiving me; an individual.

i want to show my individuality, my personhood, who i am, just as others do regularly every moment. but there's something so frightening and eldritch to daring to exist as more than a void.

i want to be loved by people, and i wish i felt loved and derived joy from my own creations and my own being as others do. but i dont; if my creations and i are not to be actively and positively consumed by others then they are wholly meaningless.