I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

Gifts for @mikaykay1229

I hope you like it or love it! 💖💝💗💕💟

Aaaaaaaaay Why I haven't seen this beautiful art!!!!! I am wearing a crown!!!! Ur artstyle!!!! the background!!!! Omg!!! I love this so much!!!! I need to draw this friendship!!!!! Thank you so much Gke!!!

hope you like the drawing mikay!!!!

The Autism Urge to be Helpful

The Autistic Teacher

it's so frustratingly hard to let yourself exist when existing feels so embarrassing and shameful

i feel like allowing others to perceive me in any way other than neutral/nothing is too shameful. like sharing opinions/thoughts at all? it feels too sickening to be thought of as recognized as an autonomous person separate from the person perceiving me; an individual.

i want to show my individuality, my personhood, who i am, just as others do regularly every moment. but there's something so frightening and eldritch to daring to exist as more than a void.

i want to be loved by people, and i wish i felt loved and derived joy from my own creations and my own being as others do. but i dont; if my creations and i are not to be actively and positively consumed by others then they are wholly meaningless.

To my fellow artists, does anyone else get really hyped when someone leaves a reblog/reply on your blog?

I personally love hearing what people think of my art!

.just . yeah