I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

I SAW THIS IN MY INSTAGRAM AND IT SO GOOODDD!!!!!! THE STYLE IS TOO DIE FOR!!! THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

Gifts for @mikaykay1229

I hope you like it or love it! 💖💝💗💕💟

it's so frustratingly hard to let yourself exist when existing feels so embarrassing and shameful

i feel like allowing others to perceive me in any way other than neutral/nothing is too shameful. like sharing opinions/thoughts at all? it feels too sickening to be thought of as recognized as an autonomous person separate from the person perceiving me; an individual.

i want to show my individuality, my personhood, who i am, just as others do regularly every moment. but there's something so frightening and eldritch to daring to exist as more than a void.

i want to be loved by people, and i wish i felt loved and derived joy from my own creations and my own being as others do. but i dont; if my creations and i are not to be actively and positively consumed by others then they are wholly meaningless.

You don't choose The Brainrot ™. The Brainrot™ chooses you. You never know what The Brainrot™ is gonna be when you wake up in the morning. You can have multiple at the same time but it's not like you open the closet and go "hmmm, which one today?" No, they jump out and tackle you, attach themselves to you and go "mineeeee" then randomly drop you in the arms of another brainrot with no explanation.

A little message I want to give you...

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Dont focus on the people who hate you, focus on the people who love you. ❤️

this is your random reminder to CHECK IF YOU'RE STILL HAVING FUN

are you enjoying scrolling tumblr? watching youtube? reading that book? playing that game? drawing that art? doing that activity? if not,

YOU CAN STOP AND DO SOMETHING ELSE

you don't have to stick to something that you are doing for fun if it isn't fun for you anymore. You can come back! If you've loved it before you are likely to love it again! but you can stop!

Don't get stuck in a loop of doing something that you think should be fun when it isn't! You can put it down for a bit! Maybe that's the very thing that will make it fun again later!

To my fellow artists, does anyone else get really hyped when someone leaves a reblog/reply on your blog?

I personally love hearing what people think of my art!