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REBLOG IF YOU STAN BTS NOT FOR THEIR LOOKS

ARE YOU AN ATINY?

Reblog if you stan ateez x

Are ateez your destiny?

Reblog this if u stan Ateez

If not then reblog this anyway, Ateez deserves it

I had a thought. I’ve had a growing theory for a while and I was watching ATEEZ’s “Say My Name” MV again and I noticed something that kind of made everything click. I know there has been some confusion as to what ATEEZ’s concept and story is and maybe this’ll help some. Mind you this is a stand alone theory for Say My Name for right now. So it doesn’t really take “Treasure”, “HALA HALA” or “Pirate King” into account. I have some ideas for how they’re all connected but I’ve got nothing solid yet. I added a bit about “HALA HALA” and its connection to “Say My Name” at the end without really realizing. Oops?

Before I thought that maybe they had like a “2 souls, 1 body” or a possession type thing going but now I think its a touch more serious than that. It’s because of what I saw while re-watching the MV. In the beginning of the MV we see Hongjoong walking through a room holding a trumpet of some sort. His footsteps seem to echo and thunder and there is this odd high pitched whine/screech that cuts in and out constantly. These sounds continue throughout this scene. Hongjoong lifts the trumpet up in a careless manner to stare at it but it seems as if he’s not really looking at it. Like he’s staring though it. There’s this odd slightly warped zoom effect focused on him before it suddenly cuts to the trumpet then back to him but closer up. The camera begins to pan down slowly but the movement is stutter-y and choppy. His facial expression is very odd. Like he’s not there at all but there’s also this weird feeling beneath the surface that makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. An eerie feeling, where I’m all tense and waiting for the jump scare, for the storm I can feel building beneath the surface to finally hit. Then it cuts to the trumpet hitting the ground harshly, like it slipped from his fingers suddenly. This scene, THIS ONE SCENE TELLS IT ALL. What I think happened? Hongjoong and the other boys have split personalities and Hongjoong was disassociating in the beginning. Now mind you I know very little about Multiple Personality Disorder. So I could be wrong. But from my understanding the only way to cure oneself is to reabsorb the other personality that split off from the host/origin. But what if that fragment is evil? What if that fragment scares you to the point that you can’t even look in the mirror anymore for fear of seeing it? What if that fragment is so strong that the boys struggle to  retake control and need outside help to do so? Like, oh I don’t know, SAYING THEIR NAME!? There are three other scenes that also make me think this might be the case. I’m going to describe what I see/feel that makes me think this way and let you guys decide for yourselves if it backs my theory or if it maybe points to something else.

First up is the room that we first see San in. There is mirror in front of him and he’s walking toward it. He seems to regard his reflection carefully, warily. He seems to be waiting for something? Then it cuts to his reflection in what appears to be a shattered mirror on the floor. His gaze here seems slightly surprised? Or startled maybe? Then it cuts to him sitting on the floor with is back to the intact mirror. His posture seem careless but there is this obvious smallness/tenseness to the way he holds himself. Its reflected more clearly in the mirror. He seems afraid but he’s trying to hide it. We cut back to this scene a little later and San is slowly looking up to the ceiling and there’s this sort of epiphany like feeling accompanied by this sense of dawning calm coming from him.

Second is the scene where Seonghwa, San, Hongjoong, and Wooyoung are looking at their “shadow-selves” through glass panels. At first they are carefully regarding their other-selves. But as the scene continues a cockiness washes over them and the begin to goad their other-selves. Its fairly obvious that they are trying to get a reaction, possibly a fight from their other-selves. But they are the twisted fragments in this scene. The ones in black are the hosts that have been beaten back to the point of forgetting who they are. Which is what their attire suggests, an unknown identity. The twisted fragments take joy in their victory over the hosts and mock them repeatedly. Perhaps the fight was too easy? Enough to make one wonder if the hosts are really beaten. We flick back to this scene again and the hosts haven’t so much as twitched. If anything they seem to stand taller, prouder. Wooyoung seems to sit back and there is this look of shock on his face. As if he really can’t believe what he’s seeing. Although this scene could also be flipped on its head. The ones in black are the twisted fragments and the boys are trying to get the fragments to fight to that they can reabsorb them. We again flick back to this scene but its just Seonghwa this time. The black figure pulls off his mask to reveal that he is also Seonghwa. But neither of them seems surprised? In fact their reactions are kind of blank, waiting almost.

The third and final scene is at the end. The lights overhead are flashing and the scene constantly flickers back and forth. In some the boys stand before us. In others the black figures stand before us. This scene to me seems to be the climax or final fight if you will. The boys and their twisted other halves are fighting a very vicious and desperate fight for control. And they are repeating one phrase to us repeatedly as they fight for that control, “Say My Name”. The question is, do you know the boys’ names? Or have you only ever known the names of the twisted other-selves?

Also the song itself is a conflict in of itself. The beginning and the in between is very soft and calm. But the pre-chorus is very chaotic and crazy. And the actual chorus is very dark and almost angry. The song constantly flips between these three themes. The in between/beginning seems to represent the boys. The pre-chorus seems to represent the fight or the disassociating. And the chorus represents the twisted other-selves. Ah, I realized I’ve been using the word ‘twisted’ a lot instead of ‘darker’ or ‘evil’ to describe the other personality, huh. I think that has to do with what “HALA HALA” brought to light for me. At first I did think in terms of ‘darker evil half’. But “HALA HALA” happened and it changed my mind. “HALA HALA” seems to be from the perspective of the twisted half and there is this very unhinged and crazy tone/undertone to it. As if Wooyoung with blood smeared all over his mouth in a twisted imitation of lipstick wasn’t enough. But this is just what I think. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe I’m right. We may never really know for sure in the end.

this was so much longer than i expected oof

jimin ah ㅠㅠ

Each version from BTS’ MAP OF THE SOUL: Persona represents one of the 4 major Jungian archetypes:

VERSION 1: THE PERSONA

the persona represents the social mask that each of us “wear” in our interaction with others in society. The different frames in one photo represent their different personas

VERSION 2: THE ANIMA

In the meeting with the anima/us, it is a contact with levels of the psyche which has the potential to lead into the deepest and highest…reaches that the ego can attain. Which explain the proud poses in front of the mirror. 

VERSION 3: THE SELF

it’s plain, yet you can see the focus of the photos is only on themselves. the self is our life’s goal, for it is the completest expression of that fateful combination we call individuality.

VERSION 4: THE SHADOW

They are posing with shadows present in the background. “Unfortunately there can be no doubt that man is, on the whole, less good than he imagines himself or wants to be. Everyone carries a shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual’s conscious life, the blacker and denser it is. If an inferiority is conscious, one always has a chance to correct it…But if it is repressed and isolated from consciousness, it never gets corrected.” (The Essential Jung, Carl Jung, and Anthony Storr)

The understand more these concepts. I explained them HERE 

| Cr hyurisha & @mimibtsghost

SOME PHOTOS OF YOONGI LOOKING LIKE A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL 🤤💜

I’m turning this into a series since my Hoseok one turned out good so dont let me down people lol

Jungkooks abs appreciation

👀 👀 👀

▸ To think that 2018 might have been the year we would have lost BTS.

▸ To think that Love Yourself era might have been the last era.

▸ To think that we might not have another album, another era, another song after 2018 from BTS.

▸ To think that BURN THE STAGE might have been a farewell & closure to us.

▸ To think that songs like LET GO might have been a beautiful yet heart-wrenching farewell gift for us.  

▸ To think that once they sang lyrics like

Let’s only walk on flower petals.

(So thanks) for being my light, for being a flower in the most beautiful moment of my life

We may be covered in scars but we can smile if we’re together.  

You never walk alone

▸ But they were also singing lyrics like

Before we say goodbye, let go

The color of the sky we saw, the smell of the path we were on, don’t forget them

In order to release your hand right now, I gotta let you know that I need to let you go

▸ To think that the song lyrics in LET GO make so much more sense & the parts where they sang BEFORE WE SAY GOODBYE, LET GO. The WE meant BTS, all 7 of them.

▸ To think that whenever I would have listened to LET GO, I would have heard pain, desperation & struggles of BTS trying to stay (it’ll break my heart whenever I listen to it now)

▸ To think that we might not have had another tour another LY World Tour.

▸ To think that we might have gotten the last, BTS EPISODE in 2018 where they went for an MT & wrote letters to each other.

▸ Those letters might have been the last letters they wrote to each other before disbanding.

▸ To think that BON VOYAGE 3 might have been another parting gift for us from BTS. The last vacation together.

▸ To think that ARMY BOMB LIGHTSTICK Version 3 might have been our last version.

▸ To think that 2018 might have been the last year where we watched all 7 of them receive awards & perform as BTS.

▸ To think that all the selfies, posts on fancafes & twitter might have been the last uploaded as BTS.

It sends a shiver down my spine & breaks my heart into pieces. I do not want to imagine a world without BTS. But you know devastates & kills me?

▪︎ They hid everything from us, they did share little things here & there but they refrained from sharing too much cause they knew it would make us worry about them.

▪︎ They were under immense pressure & stress, yet they continued trying to make us laugh & smile, posting on twitter, fancafes, being goofy on BTS Episodes.

▪︎ They would celebrate every achievement, milestone, award with us & give us all the credit.

▪︎ They write songs & lyrics to comfort us, to encourage us, understand us, but in reality, they need comforting, they need understanding & they need encouragement.

I do not need several comebacks per year, I do not need them to continuously shoot over 10 episodes or shows during their promotional period. I NEED THEM TO REST. To take a break and do things they like and love. Spend time with each other, with their families & loved ones. Laze around & do nothing. When they are prepared and all 7 of them want to work on an album and make a comeback, we will always be here for them. We will walk on whatever path they take & we will be beside them, holding their hands. I love them so much.

THEIR HAPPINESS MATTERS. THEIR MENTAL & PHYSICAL HEALTH IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN ANYTHING ELSE. BTS as a group is important to me. But Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung & Jeon Jungkook the humans, men in their 20s are important to me as well. Their health, well-being & happiness is vital and is of the utmost importance.

Christian Yu’s Tattoos

Be There. Be Down. Be You

Where: right shoulder/upper chest;

Meaning: the motto he lives by

Camera

Where: left arm/biceps

Meaning: his first camera that he bought, it all started with that camera for him so that’s why he had it imprinted into him

Vision

Where: left shoulder, above the camera

Meaning: bald guy (ian) looking into his own brain seeing it is limitless; it’s fitted into a picture frame/clapperboard (?)

ian

Where: left biceps, below the camera

Meaning: director’s name

Rose with a spider’s web

Where: left inner arm, below ian

Meaning: everything beautiful comes with a price, behind the beautiful rose there’s a hidden spider

The Pink Reel

Where: left inner forearm

Meaning: DPR started as The Pink Reel (dPinkReel) but was later on rebranded into Dream Perfect Regime

Torch

Where: left inner arm, next to the rose, under the camera

Meaning: the torch has a blank spot which he will later fill in with the initials of his firstborn

121216

Where: front of the left elbow

Meaning: -

Horse

Where: left shoulder/back

Meaning: symbolizes the year he was born in but it has double meaning: dark horse, the one that rises in the end, wins

Gladiator

WHERE: left inner arm/triceps

MEANING: represents Rome

LXII.IV.III (now covered by crown)

Where: left shoulder/front/up to the collar bone

Meaning: -

Crown

Where: left shoulder/front/up to the collar bone

Meaning: it’s cclown’s fandom name, he’ll always have a crown with him

Aphrodite/Venus in flames

Where: left front forearm/up to the wrist

Meaning: his mum’s nickname is Aphrodite plus he wanted to keep his tattooes in “Roman vibe” since his nickname is Rome

credit to: cclown_poland, soo.pia

with some addition

couldn’t agree more

unlikely alliance (social media au)

「remedy」

y/n x yoongi

part 19

masterlist

taglist: @sugas-a-bias-wrecker @btsareallbiaswrecker @momdancingtomcr @nekochan-kitty @parkjiminstan16 @insaisissables @spookypumpkinpeach @oyasumi7 @notyourmochi @fullmooninautumn @asahirou @smoothoneytae @copenhagenspirit @the-spanishinquisition @krystalizando @ohnoididthething @lynnskata @instantspot @babybluebisexual @romanticfall @sun-flowersmile @itzyitzme @bahannah01writes @bh6andjelsafangi16 @joyhope88 @jkuwus @softminygi @smeunjipark @rjsmochii @katyrhi

#1 When they have to leave very early in the morning #2 The way he releases and moans when orgasming  #3 Things he does that make your heart flutter  #4 When he touches you or acts inappropriately in public  #5 When you’re mentioned to him in a broadcast #6 Recording your sex tape  #7 (a) Fan(s) spot(s) you two  #8 He proposes to you  #9 Falling in love at first sight #10 Falling in love with a foreigner #11 Boyfriend’s kinks  #12 He’s come back home from tour  #13 You’re pregnant and you do something he finds very unsafe  #14 Your love making is disrupted  #15 He makes love to you during your pregnancy  #16 Dry Humping  #17 Your child is happy to see his/her father/He watches you breastfeed your child  #18 First Kiss  #19 Getting mobbed at the airport with your children

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someone help him

nomnom 🍴

thanks jungkook

Friendly reminder: when people say ‘as long as you tried your best’ it doesn’t mean ‘the best you could possibly have done ever’ it means ‘the best you were capable of at the time.’ Sometimes ‘trying your best’ is just getting out of bed in the morning. Just because you weren’t working yourself to the bone doesn’t mean you weren’t trying your best. 

someone please protect this baby from himself

 selfie 101: with bangtan

I’m crying (tr.)

Yoongi in a Suit 🤴🏻