322 Days Of Death
322 Days of Deathđ¤đ¤
For 322 days we have lived under the weight of war in our area. I am Mohammed, and I live with my three children and my parents who suffer from chronic illnesses. Every day, we face conflict and difficult conditionsđŁđŁ

My children live in constant fear and my parents suffer from pain without access to treatmentđŁđ Despite all the hardshipsI continue to strive to provide food and water for my family and work to keep their hope for a better life aliveđ

Our story reflects the strength of resilience in the face of crises, and we express our hope for a better tomorrow despite everything we are going throughđ¤đ¤đđ
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THIS IS SO CUTEEE?!?!? HELP???
I Should Be Jealous.

Summary: Chan, your boyfriend, sees you cuddling Jinsung and his heart melts a little.
Warnings: Just fluff for our sweet boys.
W.C.: 750
Notes: Idk, I am in love with Chan, but I want to baby the shit out of the Sunshine Twins.
Youâd been peacefully reading on the couch, waiting for the boys to wake up on their day off for about half an hour before the first sign of life caught your attention. The door to one of the bedrooms opened and closed, followed by sleepy footsteps coming down the hall.
You looked up over the edge of the book to see Jisungâs puffy face and tousled hair. âMorning Ji.â
âMorning, Noona.â He mumbled back as he walked sluggishly to the couch.
âStill sleepy?â You asked, slipping the bookmark between the book pages and setting it to the side.
He nodded, his tired pout playing on his lips.
âCâmere.â You flipped the blanket that had been laying over your legs to the back of the large L-shaped couch and opened your arms for the boy.
He wasted no time in laying his body over yours in a koala fashion.
You flipped the blanket back down to cover him before sliding your fingers through his hair and humming and rocking just slightly until his breathing evened back out.
Keeping one arm over his back, you reached to grab your book and continued reading until rustling caught your attention from the same hallway a little while later. Floorboards creaked slightly as someone made their way down the hall and into the living room.
You smiled brightly as a barefaced, curly haired Chris emerged. âGood morning handsome.â You whispered, subconsciously rubbing Jisungâs back to keep him asleep.
âGood morning baby.â He replied just as quietly as he walked over to kiss your forehead. âYou want some coffee?â
âHmm, would you make me tea instead?â You asked, earning a nod as made his way into the kitchen.
You turned your head so you could watch him as he boiled the water for your tea and started the coffee for himself, only drifting your gaze down to Jisung when a few soft snores slipped past his lips. Your gaze returned to Chan who lifted up the sugar container with a raised eyebrow, a silent ask of how much. You raised two fingers and he nodded as he filled your mug.
He walked back in with two mugs and settled next to you on the couch. âI should be jealous of this, you know.â He chuckled lowly, motioning to the boy sleeping on top of you.
You smiled and shook your head. âYeah, maybe if it wasnât one of your members. Though, no one but the members are allowed to, so.â You sipped your tea quietly as Chan rested his head on your shoulder.
âI adore you for how well you take care of them, you know.â He reached up to Jisungâs back to lace his fingers with yours, helping rub the younger manâs back.
âIâm dating their dad, I wouldnât dream of being the wicked stepmother.â You kissed the top of his head, causing him to giggle a bit.
Felix walked out next and pouted. âI want Noona cuddles.â He whined a little louder than you would have wanted.
âShh, Lix. Ji is sleeping.â You still motioned him over though. âLay across Channie and Iâll play with your hair, hm?â You offered, setting the now empty mug on the end table.
Chanâs smile was wide as he repositioned himself so the younger boy could lay across him.
Felix laid on his back, his head resting on Jisungâs arm but turned to face you with a content smile.
Your now free hand slipped into Felixâs hair, gently twisting the strands between your fingers and lightly scratching his scalp.
âThis is nice.â Felix hummed, eyes closing to bask in the attention.
Chan squeezed your hand as he mumbled a soft, âIt is.â
âYeah, until Binnie gets up and wakes Hanji.â You pressed a kiss into the boyâs hair.
Felix giggled, nodding in agreement.
âWhat do you guys want to do today?â You ask, cheek resting against the spot you kissed on Jisung.
âWe could go for lunch, take a walk down by the river, and get some ice cream.â Chan suggested, wondering what that would be like with your future children.
âLunch!â The yell came from the stairs, causing Jisung to jerk awake and push up a little to look around with wide, confused eyes.
âSeo Changbin.â You scolded, head snapping to the side to look at the boy in question.
His mouth puckered and his eyes widened. âSorry Noona.â
Chan and Felix burst out laughing as Jisung buried his face deeper into your neck with a whine.
So glad I stumble upon this! This is so good and I love how chan's situation was described. I haven't read angst for a long time and god, thank you for the tears𼚠<333
My Atlantis [donât go]
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inspired by the songs âatlantisâ by Seafret and âcan I call you tonight?â by Dayglow.
because the combination chan + second chance + angsty prompts AND my recent ability to fall asleep only past 3am triggered something I didn't know I had in me, lol (I swear I am ok LMAOO)
word count: 3.9k
angst, second chance, good ending.
No matter how many times he had asked himself the past month, he never could come up with a reason for it.
âChan, you ok?â Seungmin inquired, popping his head through the door. The eldest snapped out of his zoned-out state and smiled, starting to tease the younger in a sing-song voice.
âAw, Seungminnie, youâre so cute!â
Since the comeback, the members had all been busy, and it was known by the other seven that despite the lack of sleep and rest, the many concerts and shows. If there was one of them that would never say anything about how fucked up he felt, it was Chan.
Chan wouldnât complain about anything. Heâd rather stay hidden, quiet, hoping to merge with the furniture in his room so he wouldnât feel so tired anymore.
It wasnât new for the others, and Chris always felt a speck of guilt trail up his spine when any of them came by his room, only to find him sunken in his computer, his headphones blasting music so loudly that there was no hope of calling for the Australian unless you poked him âor in Minhoâs case, throwing anything remotely close to the target, like his slipper, usually passed the levelâ Chan would go into off mode.
What they didnât know, however, is why. Because usually, he was just tired, but nowadays, there is another reason.
He often trailed off conversations, zoning out. He had always been like that, often related to his insomnia.
Only one member knew the existence of the other new reason.
You.
âHey, I made brownies!â Felix shined, entering his fellow bandmateâs room.
Lix watched Chan munch on his baked goods for what felt like a lifetime.
âI donât want to talk about it,â he said, the corners of his mouth full of crumbs, like his bed.
âI didnât say anything.â
Chan tsked, smiling weakly. He had fallen for it. âNever fucking mind. Can I get a hug?â
Felix held back his tears, approaching the elder in a tight embrace. Chanâs strong facade crumbled.
âYou should go see her, Chan. I donât care what you have to say about it, but whatever happened is breaking you apart. Itâs been so long, anyways.â
Chan laughed, even though he sighed slightly heavier than usual, with a teary grin on his features.
âI still fucked up, mate, whether itâs one week or one year. I fucked up bad.â He stopped and swallowed dry, quickly brushing away the tears that threatened to fall. âI canât just show up at her place.â
The younger brushed away a stray tear that ran down his cheek. âYou either go there or let it eat you from the inside,â Felix spoke carefully. âAnd I wonât give you the second choice. If you donât go with her, Iâll make the call. That is your choice.â
Even if he found himself walking to your apartment, unconsciously, he still couldnât give an answer to the question that kept bugging his mind.
He listened to the sound the birds made despite it being so late. He moved slowly, almost wandering, until the door to your home surprised him. He felt a shiver run up and down his spine. You werenât exactly on speaking terms.
God, he was so scared. What was he doing?
He cursed under his breath, cussing himself out, his stupidness, his acts. He started crying without realising.
What else, if not him being an idiot, would explain why he had lost you?
âChris?â
No one except you said his name in a way that felt so different, so special.
ââŚIs everything ok?â
He turned around to face you. He felt the tears run down his cheeks, ending on his lips, tasting the salty drops.
âDarlingâŚâ He mentioned, his tone anxious, his breathing erratic.
He woke up in a cold sweat. Again, the dream kept repeating, with that detail that always hurt him like the first time. He couldnât approach you, or heâd wake up, yet he still tried, walking towards you just to open his eyes to face his roomâs ceiling.
That was why he couldnât sleep.
He felt like he deserved it, so he didnât say anything and decided to put up a fake smile, hoping that one day heâd wake up, either having hugged you or not having that same dream again.
He fell again for you, more profound than he thought possible, and he knew it because just the thought of you pulling him into an embrace felt even better than all the kisses you two had shared. And then it hit him, the answer to his question, one he suddenly despised more than anything.
Why did he let you go?
At first, it was an easy answer. He couldnât save you from himself, from what surrounded him. He could never take back the things he had said that dreadful night a month ago, when he had lied to you just because he was afraid, afraid of love, terrified of the feelings he had developed for you, and so, so scared that you would get hurt because of him. It wasnât fair for you, even if he meant entirely the opposite and had just realised how deeply he had fallen for you.
Because in a twist of events, his mind, his days, his songs, everything screamed your name, like a chant you wouldnât- you couldnât forget.
âIâm so fucking stupid,â he cried, clinging to his pillow.
Changbin stared wide-eyed at Felix, both able to hear what was happening behind the door between them.
âYou call her, or do I?â Bin sighed.
Felixâs eyes almost snapped out of place.
âSince when do you-?â
âCâmon, everyone here knows. Heâs so fucking obvious, sighing all day long. Itâs going to make him age faster.â Changbin somewhat mocked in a solemn tone. âSo?â He shook his phone sideways.
âSâfine. Iâm on it.â
Changbin then entered the room, startling Chan, who, after seeing the troublesome look in his friendâs eyes, quickly approached him, leaning on the crook of his neck. The rapper patted his back.
âWhy does it ache so much?â Chan questioned weakly, feeling stupid. âI know the fucking dream by heart. How often do I have to see it again until it doesnât hurt?â
âBecause you care, Chan. Itâll hurt.â
âFor how long?â He sounded in so much pain.
At this, Changbin sighed sadly.
âAs long as you love her.â
[â â â§ â â]
When Chris went to open the door days later, he expected anyone behind it. Maybe it was Felix with more brownies, perhaps Changbin wanted to force him out of bed to go to the gym, or Jeongin needed his computer password again.
What he didnât expect, however, was your figure on the other side, looking even prettier than any of the dreams he had about you.
You took a deep breath, but before you could say anything, he slammed the door, closing it. You could hear him leaning on it, sliding to the floor.
âFuck, angel,â you cursed.
Angel. The nickname felt like a punch in the face, but he couldnât help but want another one.
Instead of leaving, you leaned on the door, technically back to back if it werenât for the wooden structure.
âFelix called me,â you started carefully, head directed towards the door. âWanna talk about why? He didnât say.â
Chan remained silent, feeling troubled because, on one side, seeing you could be his downfall, still fuck did he want to let go so much.
But he couldnât. He had said it himself, year after year, hearing it too many times so that he had it tattoed on his mind. Why were you still behind that door?
Your sad laugh broke him into even more pieces.
âI fell in love, Chan,â you started, staring at the ceiling. âI fell in love with a man so selfless who would die for his loved ones, a man so integrally beautiful that he had no reason to hide his scars because even his battles were gorgeous.â You quickly rubbed your eyes, feeling them itchy as you held back tears. âAnd I didnât do it knowing that it would be hard. I just...â
The corridor remained silent as much as the door stayed locked, the man behind it feeling like a small child who needed a big hug.
You gasped for air, your chest tightening, for your need to crumble, cry, and fall.
âEven if I didnât know back then the crazy fans Iâd have to face, or any of Dispatchâs cameramen, IâŚâ Your tearful smile fainted a bit, your features as serious as you were about your feelings.
âI promised myself that if I was right, and you loved me as much as I know I love you, Iâd fight for you.â
You unknowingly cried with him, knowing that no one, not even him, could save you from falling as intensely as possible and even more.
He had tried to protect you, save you, keeping you at a safe distance because he didnât want to hurt you, but God, did it hurt being away from you. He was missing you, even when you were right by his side.
âI believe I did my fucking best, angel. I know you have feelings that make you think youâre the one to blame for what happened, and that makes you just want to give up, and I get it, Chan. Thatâs not your fault. But when I got hurt because of the accident, it wasnât your fault either,â you sniffed, looking at the bandage that still covered your forearm, the ankle support you were wearing also crossed your mind.
âWhy⌠why donât you let me love you?â
You waited patiently, turning so silently that you could swear you heard his unsteady breathing.
ââŚyou said it.â
Your heart skipped a beat when you heard his voice toned down as if he was hiding his face in between his legs.
âI said it wasnât easy, angel, but that doesnât mean that I am not willing to try. Donât think for a second that means Iâm giving up on you.â
You sighed, looking at the cloudy day through the window before you.
âEven knowing what I know now, Iâd do it again, my angel.â
The silence threatened to break your heart, but you chose to keep fighting against it. You werenât going to give up. Not yet.
You could still fight for him. Yeah. You could.
âIâm going to leave my sweater here.â You mentioned in a low tone of voice, your features showed calm before the storm. âAfter I leave, Iâll call and ask for it, and youâll say that you can stop by my place tomorrow.â
He looked behind him as if he could see through the door. A small and sad smile was planted on his features as he couldnât help but think your ideas were still as cute as he remembered them. You rose from the door with a grunt, your eyes red and teary, glued to the floor.
âYou were always worth every fucking ounce of my effort, Chris, donât you ever forget that.âÂ
In a sudden motion, you turned to face the door, startling him when you aggressively grabbed the doorknob, making it tremble, even though you never opened it.
âIf⌠if you choose to just keep the sweater and call it a day,â you gasped, tears running down your cheeks silently. âI need you to know that I never believed what you said that night and⌠that I love you, angel.â
[â â â§ â â]
That night. The night.
The night where he had fucked up so badly.
His mind was a fucking mess, thoughts of you reeling in every minute. Your voice through the door, through the phone when you called asking for your oversized sweater âthe same one he was wearing at the momentâ.
The memory replayed itself, like how those we want to forget but keep haunting you, coming back.
A month ago, he had gotten a call from the hospital and had 100% freaked out. You mentioned you were fine, that it had just been an accident, but the man decided to rush to you regardless.
âChris?â You noticed him tense up when you saw him enter your hospital room, his expression clouded with worry.
âDarling, what...? W-what happened?â His lips trembled, eyes wandering to the cast on your left leg and the bandage that trailed your right forearm.
âYou shouldâve seen the others,â you teased but sighed. âI need you to sit and calm down for a second, love,â you started.
The nickname made him hold back shivers because deep down he knew that if you didnât call him âangelâ it was because something was wrong. He sat on the closest chair he could pick, moving it as if it weighed nothing, and turned to face you as fast as he could.
âI was surrounded by some sasaengs and cameramen. Iâve been for the past week. I never mentioned it to you because thereâs no damn way you can do anything about it, and I donât want to get between you and your job. Itâs not my world, and besides, I can tolerate pictures or getting recognized, but, this time...â You took his hand into yours, his glare dull and worried, but you werenât planning to lie to him after this, so you continued. âThe cameramen surrounded me, and that attracted a group of girls. One of them threw coffee at me. Others felt brave enough to start screaming at me, explaining why my relationship was fake and that Chan, well, you, didnât really love me.â You let out a snicker, but the smile didnât reach your eyes.
Chrisâ mind was working at full speed, immediately blaming himself for not knowing, for not noticing, for not doing anything else rather than what the company told him to do when netizens found out about your existence.
Deny, deny and deny. He lied his way through, but as the events were showing, it wasnât enough. It was never enough.
He wasnât enough.
You stroked his face lightly, waking him up.
âIâm okay, angel. I just happened to trip and fall in the wrong place and at the wrong time, and they didnât care too much about me.â You smiled, sparing him the tale about how the girls started hitting you and throwing stuff at you, the cameramen stepping on you, either accidentally or on purpose. Chanâs eyes got teary when your smile didnât reach your eyes.
You were in pain, in a hospital, just because of him? That felt⌠wrong. He loved you, so, so much. He needed to protect you, not just ignore the problem until it solved itself, even if he never knew what was happening in the first place. Guilt started spreading inside him, his chest tightening and his breathing speeding up in anxiety.
And thatâs when he started thinking about the alleged master key that would end up being his fatal flaw.
That same night the doctors allowed you to go back home and told you to be careful and to take care of yourself. Chan had helped you, letting you use him for extra support on your way up to your apartment.
You melted on the sofa once you arrived, but you felt it in the tension that kept buzzing around you and your restless lover. You hesitated for a moment, but you could notice something was bugging him.
âChan?â
He stopped in his tracks, but weirdly, he never turned to face you.
ââŚIs everything ok?â
You saw his posture tensing, turning to something bewilderingly defensive.
âNo. Nothing is.â He breathed slowly, his insides trembling, his heart screaming in his head, telling him to stop talking.
You pouted, confused. âWhat are you-?â
âCanât you see it?â His tone was aggressive.
Shut up.
âThis isnât going to work.â His posture was uneasy, he still didnât- couldnât look at you.
Shut up.
âWhatever we had isnât worth this shit.â
God, Christopher, shut the fuck up.
Your lips trembled. âWhatever we hadâ? Shit. You felt sore, and you still smelled the coffee that girl had thrown at you. No. It wasnât possible.
âI donât believe you.â
Chanâs chest ached.
âWell, this is whatâs happening. Believe it or not.â He turned restless again, still not daring to look at you, picking up the few things he had left in your apartment the past months. His hands trembled, his facade struggling to remain believable.
âChan, wait.â
He quivered.
âLetâs talk about this. Whatâs wrong?â
âEverything is!â
âThereâs no reason for us to end.â
He scoffed, his throat almost hurting.
âYouâre clearly blind.â
âDid I do something wrong? We were fine yesterday. Weâre ok, we-â
His hand gripped the doorknob as if it was going to wake him up from this nightmare. But this was real life, and he had to do it. For you.
Because that made sense.
What a fucking idiot.
âWeâre far from ok.â
âChan, please-â
âNothing you can say will make me stay.â He said almost in a whisper, afraid that his voice would crack if he spoke too loudly.
Despite the advice you had received from the doctors, you lightly skipped your way to him, placing a hand on his forearm, your lips close to his ears. His breath hitched, and even if it was because that small contact was breaking him to pieces, you werenât going to know anytime soon.
He had to leave now. Before the regret turned stronger.
âChan.â You swallowed hard, your heart shattering to pieces. âIf I canât make you stay⌠just know I wonât leave. You know where Iâll be.â You stared at your hand as you slowly let go of him. You wanted to hug him, beg him to stay so bad. You wished to wake up from this nightmare soon.
Instead, you did what you thought was right.
âYou have the choice, angel. Just⌠donât be too late.â
God, he regretted every single part of it.
[â â â§ â â]
âChan, what the fuck.â
Felix felt that sort of anger you could only achieve when being an empath. The ability to feel and comprehend his mateâs feelings allowed him to feel twice the anger when he wouldnât just choose what was right from what was slightly easier.
âHey, we said no judgement.â He sniffed, half of his face buried below the neck of your sweater.
It smelled like you.
Felix wanted to hit him. In the face. With a brick. Instead, he contented himself with one of Chrisâ pillows.
âYou.â hit âare.â hit âso.â hit âstupid!â
âWell, that shit ainât new.â He mumbled, snatching the pillow away and laying on it.
âYou are unbearable.â Lix hissed, much like a kitten would. âGo back to her once and for all, for fuckâs sake. Iâm sure sheâs been waiting for you all day.â
âI canât.â
âThatâs bullshit.â
âIâm not ready to fight it.â
âI donât think you have a chance, at this point.â
âItâs whatever, Lix.â
âSHE- Ugh.â The rage the blonde was feeling felt surreal, his hands aggressively pulling his hair. âShe came here to give you an ultimatum, Chan! You absolute buffoon, sheâll think you donât love her!â
âThatâs not-!â
âThen why are you not leaving?!â
âMaybe thatâs whatâs best for her?!â
âOh, so now itâs about her?!â
âITâS ALWAYS BEEN!â
âSO LET HER CHOOSE!â
Silence filled up the room.
âLet her choose if she wants you or not.â
âAnd let her end up injured again?â
Felix took a deep breath, trying to calm down âand failingâ.
âWe both know that those kinds of accidents are not that likely to happen.â
âBut it did-â
âShut up.â Felixâs stare could kill any living being within a 3-meter radius. âThe 3-year dating ban is over. You can talk to the fans and to JYP about this shit.â
âStill-â
âNuh-uh. You can make it work, this ainât some Romeo and Juliet impossible love bullshit or whatever the fuck youâre thinking.â Felix got closer to Chan, his stance still confrontational.
âNever, ever use the âIâm doing it for herâ excuse again. Life isnât some fucked up song where you let go people because you love them, Chris.â
Before he stormed out of the elderâs room, he threw clean clothes at him.
âGet your shit together, go get her, and Iâll think about making more brownies for you, you absolute fucking dummy.â
[â â â§ â â]
The door in front of him looked exactly the same as how he had left it. The bell sounded the same.
But you, you looked different.
Maybe it was because he felt so touch-starved that you kept glowing around him. You looked ethereal, so much that he was scared to touch you, scared that heâd wake up in his bed again.
âDoes this mean youâre keeping it?â
He stared down. He was still wearing your sweater.
You smiled slightly. âIt looks better on you anyways.â
He entered your apartment, and you stood behind him.
âIs there anything youâd like to say before?â
He turned around at you, your heart racing.
âBefore what?â
âBefore I choose to do something else instead of talking things first,â you mentioned, your gaze moving from his eyes and his lips.
He gulped, seeing you getting closer and closer.
âIâŚâ
You took his arms and settled them on your waist, locking yours behind his neck.
âIf weâre going to argue, weâre going to do it like this,â you said in a whisper. The light smell of his cologne surrounded you faster than you expected, and you loved it.
His eyes grew big in surprise. Quickly, his hands tightened his grip on your waist, moving them to your face in a sudden action.
âYouâre⌠here.â
The weak tone he used made your insides churn.
âChanâŚâ
âMmhm?â
Your hands travelled to his chest, slightly creating distance.
âPlease stop before I kiss you,â you whispered. âIf I do, I donât think I could-â
He gave you a small peck, interrupting you. He giggled softly as your expression turned into a surprised one.
He hid his face in the crook of your neck, his breath tickling you.
âYou look so pretty right now.â
You gasped, hearing his laugh.
âDonât change the subject, mister!â
You both stood there, hugging each other, feeling like the nightmare was finally over. But Chan still had something to do.
âYou donât deserve what I put you through.â
Your hands caressed his back.
âThatâs the excuse?â
âIn my defenceâŚâ
âIâm listening.â
Chan dived even deeper in the crook of your neck, feeling content just by being in your arms.
âI forgot the excuse. Iâm just sorry. I canât even say it without feeling like a dick. I know it doesnât make up for what I said or did. I couldnât even look at you that day because I just wanted to stay with you, but I felt so bad. I love you so much I canât stand it. I thought that maybe if I left⌠maybe I could save you.â His embrace tightened.
God, he missed you so much.
âI wasn't sure how much longer I could have taken this..." he said in a huff.
âI know I couldnât, and your stupid ass wouldnât do anything about it.â
He took your face in between his hands, his eyes red.
âI told you there was no reason for us to end, dipshit.â You whispered, laughing as you kept on crying, your hands travelling up to his. âWeâll make it work.â
He stroked your hair with one hand, sighing.
âIâm so happy youâre here.â
You couldnât help but let out a smile, giving him another peck.
ââŚof course Iâm here, idiot. I never left.â
~Kats, who youâll most likely never see reading angst bc sheâs a weak loser, yet here she is, stopping mid-writing cause she couldnât see past her tears đłď¸đŠâđŚŻ
ps: i wanted to mention @writer-in-the-dark-prompts bc i used some prompts from them and i think itâs a really cool blog!

Hello, my name is Musab. I am 22 years old and was studying medical equipment engineering at Al-Azhar University in Gaza. I had simple dreams, hoping my life would continue as I wished. I worked hard, hoping to build a future for myself and my family. But everything changed suddenly due to the war that devastated my life and my family, Even my pets.
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The conflict took everything from me: my job, my passion for continuing my studies, my home, and most painfully, some of my family members who were lost in the destruction and bombing, Even my pets, who are an inseparable part of my family, are struggling alongside me. They too feel the fear and anxiety Our lives have been reduced to ashes, and we are left with nothing. We now live without money, food, or a livable shelter, struggling to survive with the barest of resources in harsh and unforgiving conditions.
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Every day, I struggle to survive and try to continue my education under these harsh conditions.

Today, I appeal to anyone with a human conscience to offer us a helping hand. I don't ask for much, I just seek a chance to secure daily sustenance for me and my family, then shelter, and finally the ability to complete my studies to fulfill my dream of becoming an engineer and contributing to the rebuilding of my community. I believe that if I receive enough support, I can succeed and rebuild my life and the lives of my family.


Thank you very much for your interest
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Ohhh and enjoy your vacation too!!
Charmer, how are you feeling now? Hoping you getting enough rest and foods to help you recover. Also, I love the insecurity Seungmin text, it's so comforting and sad at the same time. Istg, you're so good in making me cry with your blogđ¤đ
Im feeling much better now! I only have one thing planned for the next five days and unfortunately it is today but im excited for it anyway!
Im so happy you liked it! It was a little tough to write as a big girl and i didnt want him to be too mean but i also really love my delusional little version of Seungmin. I love getting requests for him
Give the Al-Habil family a better life.
This family consists of Abdel (husband) and Shaima (wife), their young daughter Juri, and Abdel's elderly parents. The gfm page and some of his posts imply more family members, but only these people are involved in this campaign. I got this info from Abdel himself (proof under cut).
They were displaced roughly 2 months after Oct 7 after their home was bombed and has been displaced twice since.
They currently live in a small tent. Living conditions are poor and all members are suffering from malnutrition.
The children have recently contacted scabies, a highly contagious skin infection causing great itchiness and discomfort.
Juri is suffering from depression and psychological trauma at the age of 2.
They are seeking to evacuate.
Update: Aug 25
Members: @abdelmutei, @shimaashaban22
Verification: link
Payment methods: Paypal, credit/debit
⏠11,015 / 25,000 (FINAL GOAL)
Abdel has confirmed that âŹ25,000 is the final goal and not the first goal. The initial goal of âŹ50,000 (changed recently) was a mistake. Proof under cut.
Please donate if you can and share.
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I'm also currently promoting this campaign here.
Abdel confirming that âŹ25,000 is the final goal

Abdel clarifying the family members involved in this campaign and that the initial goal of âŹ50,000 was a mistake
