I Saw My Reflection In The Mirror Today

i saw my reflection in the mirror today

so i’ve been on a binge this past week and i hate myself for it, i feel so fucking disgusting and i hate it and i just want to rip my whole body off. i can’t take it i feel so wrong. but then, a little bit ago, i was walking down the hall and i noticed my reflection in the mirror. i look huge. it kind of hit me then and i went straight to the bathroom where i looked at myself for a minute before kinda taking a step back and telling myself to stop. i literally looked at my reflection, made this face of disgust and told myself to stop. over and over again. i know im probably not explaining it properly but i just felt and looked so fucking sick and tired of my bullshit. now i have this different, deep-rooted sort of motivation. if i don’t start now, i will never start and i’ll never get where i want to get, i’ll stay here forever and i’ll hate myself forever. i’ve been doing amazing, i lost weight, and i have to keep it up if i want to be happy. 

sorry for rambling i just needed to get this out somewhere because, while it may not seem important, it was a pretty powerful moment for me

Now say it with me:

HAVING 👏 ACCESS 👏 TO 👏 FOOD 👏 DOES 👏 NOT 👏 MEAN 👏 I HAVE 👏 TO 👏 EAT 👏 IT

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Reblog if you can grab the fat on your stomach.

It’s disgusting.

~just don’t have that bite

~reject that sandwich

~say “no” to those extra 100 calories

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