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"Muffled, From The Other Side Of The Door" With KdFd
"Muffled, from the other side of the door" with KdFd đ
Here we go! KdFd with a little angst.
Muffled, from the other side of the door. [KdFd]
Kidou's heart was beating rapidly, still racing from the soccer practice that had just finished and from seeing Fudou leave without even bothering to go to the locker room to get his things, visibly upset by the comment he had made shortly before. Kidou went after him, running. But by the time he managed to reach him, the green-eyed boy had already entered his room in the residence where they were staying and closed the door abruptly.
Kidou recoiled from the impact of the door that if he hadn't been paying attention would have struck him in the nose, he gave a low, gravelly grunt, rubbing his face, and reached for the handle to open it, revealing in that way that Fudou had locked the door which was firmly shut.
He cursed that moment, and hit it with his fist.
"Fudou, open the door."
From the other side of it came a cold voice.
"Go away."
Of course, he didn't have the slightest intention of leaving until he made peace with Fudou after what happened in the training. He crossed his arms ready to wait as long as it took until he achieved his goal.
"Open the door."
"Leave me alone."
"I'm not leaving until we talk."
"Have a good night in the hall."
âOh, come on, Fudou. Open, please!â
âNo.â
Kidou snorted and rubbed the bridge of his nose wearily. In truth, he could not deny that it served him well to say something so ugly about someone he loved so much in front of the others simply because he was in a bad mood and that they laughed at them for always being together had made him explode in an unfair way towards Fudou.
He didn't even have to go against Fudou who had not only done nothing wrong but was also the target of ridicule at the time. He put his hand to his chest, which hurt terribly, he felt his entire interior writhing with guilt.
"I am so sorryâŠ"
He had no reaction from the other side, there was no sound in the room, but he knew that Fudou was listening near the door. He rested his palms on the smooth surface and took a deep breath trying to stop the bitterness that spread through his veins.
"I know you are there." But at the lack of response, Kidou had a whiplash of impatience and snorted. "Fudou!"
He let out a growl and stamped his feet on the floor in annoyance. Then he calmed down again, no, he couldn't lose his composure, much less after that situation was his fault.
He shouldn't have yelled at him in front of everyone else during training, he shouldn't even have thought to open his mouth to say that he didn't need Fudou by his side and that he was mostly just a nuisance. It was true that Fudou was always bothering him, but that didn't make him a bother, on the contrary, that game of tug of war between them drove him crazy, Fudou's flirty smile and the reflection in his green eyes when he laughed when he won the battle made his chest quiver with warmth. And even on the occasions when it was Kidou who was victorious in that game, Fudou's amused reaction with his lips in a cocky grin made him want to go further.
But that day there was none of that, there was no complicity, there was no teasing, there was nothing but cruelty.
He knew as soon as he saw the way his green eyes narrowed and his lips pursed. The way he ran off without responding with a sarcastic comment that would make Kidou look bad in the end and all his friends would laugh in amusement at that dance between the two of them while Fudou would look at him bragging about his verbal superiority.
He knew his words really hurt him in the way his eyes let out a distant waterly sparkle and his lips trembled.
"Fudou, I want to apologize to you properly and through a door is not the best way."
The teenager in his late teens heaved a heavy sigh and began to move in circles in front of his friend's locked room. Would it be okay if he forced the door?
His friend's lack of response worried him deeply. How much did he hurt him that not even at the idea of ââseeing him uncomfortable apologizing did he open that door for him? Fudou wouldnât pass up such an opportunity.
He called his name again with impatience and anxiety, a feverish pulse dulling his senses.
He was grateful that all his other teammates were in the showers at that moment, plus the fact that Fudou's room was the last one in the corridor helped them not to be disturbed at that critical moment.
He rubbed his forehead, still sweating from training and the stress of not being able to solve his blunder. He imagined that Fudou would be the same, inside his room.
âFudou, I know I've been a jerk. Please open." For a change, no one answered; but this time he thought he heard a gasp on the other side of the door and he leaned his forehead against it, his pulse pounding painfully. "I didn't mean to hurt you, Fudou. Youâre very important to me."
At that moment he clearly heard a noise on the other side, and that noise to his despair was a sob. He opened his eyes, completely shattered, fuck. If there was anything worse than making Fudou angry, it was making him cry. Making his dear friend cry was a point he certainly never wanted to get to; Not at least in that way, if he had to make him cry he wanted it to be with laughter, joy, happiness, love...
LoveâŠ
Kidou's hands slipped down the door and his entire body shuddered at the revelation. Of course.
Love.
It could not be otherwise. Why had he been so stupid? He loved Fudou, he loved all his gestures, all his expressions, all his crazy things, all his smiles, all his pranks, all his pedantries.
âDon't cry, don't cry because of me, Fudou. It's not true that I'm better without you, it's not true that I don't want you by my side, it's not true that I consider you a nuisance. The person I want to always be by my side is youâŠâ Kidou's own eyes watered and he lowered his glasses to wipe those helpless tears. "You are someone very dear to me, if you disappeared I don't know what I would do..."
The silence lengthened like the shadows in the corridor and Kidou dropped down in front of the door, on his knees with a defeated face. In the distance he could see that some of his teammates were returning to their rooms before dinner time. He rose with a gleam of determination and certainty in his red eyes. âFudou, I love you.â
Those words came muffled from the other side of the door, but they had enough impact that Kidou could hear the click of the lock being unlocked.
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đ° Contribution for the Tumblr Tag "Bunny KdFd" to celebrate the Lunar New Year organized by my friend @starline-artâ (Go and check her draw, it's adorable đ). Happy Lunar New Year everyone!
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Welcome to Teikoku.
F.A.Q.
đ§ Q: What is this blog about? This blog is about Teikoku Team from Inazuma Eleven so I can share my love for them. A mix of an Art Blog focusing on Teikoku and an Ask Blog where you can ask the boys (and Haruna) whatever you want to know! ✠Q: What Canon does it follow? This blog follows the Canon of OG and Go, but it's a semi-au since Kidou went back to Teikoku after the FFI tournament and Haruna moved with him. Time to time thereâll be special events with them as High Schoolers with some other characters. đ§ Q: So, who are the characters I can ask about? First years: Haruna, Narukami and Doumen. Second years: Fudou, Kidou, Sakuma, Genda, Sakiyama, Henmi and Ookusu. Third years: Jimon, Banjou, Gojou, Oono and Ena. [Ookusu and Ena are reserves from Teikoku, but I especially love these two so I decided to add them!] ✠Q: But in Ares Jimon, Banjou, Gojou and Oono are the same age as the others.  I know, but I canât see them as second years as they look older, even like adults. As itâs a semi-au theyâll be a year older. Also itâs funnier with more age range. đ§ Q: Is Kazemaru in this Teikoku? As this follows OG with a little difference, Kazemaru isnât in Teikoku but in Raimon. ✠Q: How many asks can I send? You can send as many as you want! The more the merrier. đ§ Q: What can I ask? Anything related to Teikoku Gakuen Team, you can ask from oneâs favorite color to something deeper like what are their goals in life. The limit is the sky! You can also ask about my opinion about something Teikoku related, although this isnât so interesting.
✠Q: Did I need to ask everyone about something? No, you can send an ask to one character only. đ§ Q: Can you drawâŠ? Is it Teikoku related? If itâs, then sure! Just ask whatever you want, but be sure that it follows the rules, you can find them below. Theyâre not a lot but read them, especially if you want something shippy, because Iâm not multishipper so I wonât draw anything about a ship I donât like. But you can ask characters being friends because friendship is magic. ✠Q: What are the ships this blog supports? First of all, the main idea of the blog isnât shipping but sharing my love of Teikoku Team with the World, especially characters that deserve a lot more. Once this is said, I support these ships: â„KidouxFudou â„GendaxSakuma â„SakiyamaxHenmi â„NarukamixOtomura â„ShinobuxHaruna [I also like KogurexHaruna] â„OokusuxEna
If you donât like them itâs fine, you can ask whatever you want not shipping related! And you can block the tag of the ship you donât like.
Rules.
âąNo hate. Neither to me or any of these boys (or Haruna). âąIâm not a multishipper so donât force other ships in this blog. If you donât like my ships itâs fine, everyone has different tastes and this is part of the beautiful of the fandom, but donât come here to harass me for what I like or try me to convince that thereâre âbetter optionsâ. âąIf you want to follow me but donât want to see art of a ship, you can block the tag. âąI donât mind being remembered about an ask/request if itâs taking a lot, but be polite. And thatâs all.
Art Requests Rules.
âąYou can request anything Teikoku related. âąI wonât do anything gore or too out of character. âąIf the request makes me uncomfortable somehow Iâll tell you so you can change it or Iâll decline it. But I donât think itâs easy to happen. âąBe patient.
Thatâs all too.
Tag List:
General: đ§So speak Teikoku, for Asks to Teikoku. đ§OP Talk, for me talking about something Teikoku Related or asks about my opinion about something. đ§Art Request, for well, you can say, art requests. đ§Teikoku Art, for art not related to asks.
Ships: â„KdFd, for KidouxFudou â„GenSaku, for GendaxSakuma â„SakiHen, for SakiyamaxHenmi â„NaruMura, for NarukamixOtomura â„ShinoHaru, for ShinobuxHaruna â„KoguHaru, for KogurexHaruna â„EnaSu, for EnaxOokusu
[Iâll be updating depending on the necessity.]
Valentine's Day Ficlet Requests
Hello, everyone. I've been a bit inactive here because busy with real life, but I'm back with this activity and I'll continue with your asks and other requests! As it's Valentine's Day it's going to be a shippy activity so if you are not interested in the ships or just in this activity I suggest you to block the tags for the ships I'm using in this blog or the tag "Valentine's Day at Teikoku". I'm going to do this Prompt List, if you want to reblog to do it yourself use the original, please. You can reblog this post so more people can see it and send request though.
Rules, ships and prompts under the cut.
Rules:
â„ You can send the request anonymously. â„ One prompt per ask (so it's tidier later). â„ You can send up to 3 prompts per ship. â„ You can send for all the ships you want in my list. No limit. â„ Be patient if I delay. I'm entering a busy time with work and moving. â„ I'll write a ficlet for each prompt requested (up to 1k words). â„ There're no going to be angsty, any of them, just fluff. â„ If you want a special bg for the ficlet tell me. Ships you can ask:
â„KidouxFudou (tag KdFd) â„GendaxSakuma (tag GenSaku) â„SakiyamaxHenmi (tag SakiHen) â„NarukamixOtomura (tag NaruMura) â„ShinobuxHaruna (tag ShinoHaru) â„KogurexHaruna (tag KoguHaru) â„EnaxOokusu (EnaSu) For the rest of characters from Teikoku, I don't have any established ships so you can try with a ship and if it inspires me I can do it too. Just, not using any of the characters listed above.
Promts you can ask:
As a hello
With a hoarse voice, under the blankets
A scream
Over a cup of tea
Over a beer bottle
On a sunny Tuesday afternoon, the late sunlight glowing in your hair
As a thank you
As an apology
When baking chocolate chip cookies
Not said to me
With a shuddering gasp
When we lay together on the fresh spring grassIn a letter
A whisper in the earLoud, so everyone can hear
Over and over again, till itâs nothing but a senseless babble
When the broken grass litters the floor
From very far away
With no space left between us
As we huddle together, the storm raging outside
Over your shoulder
Muffled, from the other side of the door
Through a song
In a blissful sigh as you fall asleep
Broken, as you clutch the sleeve of my jacket and beg me not to leave
A taunt, with one eyebrow raised and a grin bubbling at your lips
When I am dead asleep/unconcious
Slowly, the words dripping from your tongue like honey
Too quick, mumbled into your scarf
In awe, the first time you realised it
In a way I canât return
On a post-it note
Before we jump
As a goodbye
Uno EnGou AU para mi parte del AT con @fuzzyknucles đŠđ (Vayan a mirar su KyouHakuđ) Fue divertido dibujar a Gouenji y Tsurugi Chiquito para variar un poco~