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Sanji x Reader with an ED

a/n: a lot of my fics are really self indulgent, I’ve been struggling with this as of recent, and I’m just writing down how shifting to one piece and hanging out with sanji has really helped me eat in a less self destructive way. Like I said I make self indulgent fics but I can always take requests. If you are struggling with an ED please talk to someone before it gets bad, I’ve been hospitalized and it is not fun, so please take care of yourself pebbles, you are loved <3

c/tw: mentioned of bulimia nervosa, vomiting, and eating disorders, afab reader (bc I’m a little girly and I write for the girlies until asked not to), reader cries at some point, I’m watching the anime but I honestly prefer the live action, so this is live action sanji. read safely pebbles.

Sanji wasn’t an idiot, don’t think he didn’t notice.

the way you’d excuse yourself from the dinner table, lock yourself in the bathroom for a few minutes, then come back looking like a mess.

he noticed.

and he was freaking the fuck out.

his love language was cooking for you, if he couldn’t cook for you then he felt useless.

So as you sat down in the kitchen (before everyone else mind you) sanji sets a plate in front of you but the meal isn’t extravagant. It’s simple. Enough to be filling but not so much that it’d make you sick.

“What’s this?” You ask, slightly shocked.

“Oh nothing special,” sanji said with a shrug. “Bulimia is a very serious condition, I’d hate to see you getting sick again.” Sanji says, turning back to the rest of the food. “If it isn’t to your liking I can just serve you a small portion of what everyone else is having.”

you fall silent.

he made something special for you so you didn’t force yourself to get sick.

you start crying.

sanji quickly rushed to turn off the stove, hurrying to your side. “Woah woah woah, did I do something wrong? Are you okay?” You nod, wiping your eyes.

“No one used to care,” you explain tearfully.

“Well I care.” Sanji says, taking your hands in his. “We’ll start here and work our way up to bigger portions, you tell me whenever you’re ready for that, okay? I think you’re perfect, no need to lose any weight. Besides, vomiting does nothing for weight loss, you’re just making yourself sick for nothing.” Sanji wipes your eyes, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

And that’s how your boyfriend single-handedly helped break you out of an eating disorder.

I actually have a children’s book in my bedroom. I never figured out if the author was queer or not, I’ve never bothered to look him up. But it’s about a bunny rabbit and it’s his wedding day, and he marries another boy bunny rabbit, and when I was five and confused it was peak bro.

wuh woh, here comes the angst traaaain

Its you! Despite everything it’s still you!

Omg I have a tf2 oc!!!!

so I was slacking off a little on her. The initial concept of the Trapper came from @mutiniir on tumblr, so please give them more credit then you do me. I just took the name and a lil bit of the concept. If the og creator doesn’t like that I did this in more than happy to make a new character. I’m just lazy. If that laziness was disrespect to the og creator I’ll give her a new title and everything :)

She’s an absolute see you next Tuesday, simply because she can be. She’s not even angry or like hateful, she’s just like that.

her and Scout are little besties, as well as her and Sniper. Her and Scout more so bc they match each others freak.

actually she’s a bit Moo Deng Core.

her and sniper kinda work together, she sits in his tower and sets off bombs.

she dresses like a slut bc she’s never in action, she just sits around.

filipino, thickest accent you ever did hear it’s hilarious.

she a baddie she know she a ten.

listens to rap and pop, but not bad rap and pop, only female artists. Will draw blood for Sabrina Carpenter and Meghan Thee Stallion.

shes only like twenty something, she don’t know what’s going on.