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ah shit, here we go again…

happy two year anniversary guys

it's been 2 years

I know even in 30 years, when Tumblr is dead and gone, when I'll be wise and changed by decades of experiances and mistakes, on November 5th I will still walk outside with my cup of tea and whisper into the wind: DestielPutinElection you were a real one.

and what started as a seemingly innocent nov 5th sent a shockwave of madness around the world that would be felt for years to come

Your "package" "came" in the "male" You say?

it is a punishment from god upon me that i cannot listen to five music at once

epic that anxiety is not confined to the brain and just poisons every inch of the body. stomach. chest. neck. shoulders. everywhere else. really really cool

say it with me folks. real people. cannot. queerbait.

it’s so fucking exhausting to go through this same argument over and over and over again because there are people who somehow cannot comprehend that queerbaiting is a marketing tactic. it’s essentially a lie used by companies/corporations to attract an audience/make money while not losing members of their fanbase that may be homophobic.

as someone who comes from the klance and destiel era of the internet, it’s wild to me that we’ve forgotten the meaning of the word this fast. celebrities cannot queerbait. they are people, not fictional characters. they have lives and emotions and experiences that we as viewers have no idea about.

harry styles is not queerbaiting you. billie eilish is not queerbaiting you. kit connor was not queerbaiting you. dream and george are not queerbaiting you. these are people with their own lives and friends. two friends who just happen to be famous flirting jokingly is not queerbaiting, it is them being friends. a celebrity being unlabeled means that they do not feel comfortable putting a label on themselves, and that’s how it should *stay.*

i’m so tired of all you people who think you’re entitled to personal details of others’ lives. it doesn’t matter if they’re famous or just a regular citizen. everyone deserves privacy.

congrats to everyone who forced kit to out himself, i hope you know you’re shit people.

“haha one day after halloween and people are already getting ready for christmas lmao-” not on this fucking website. what about Knowing you has changed me November. Not for nothing but the last time someone looked at me like that i got laid November. cursed or Not November. Oh You Know November.

ghostlight gravekeep ghoulboss

(ID in alt)

i’m like the joker in the sense that i tell jokes sometimes

ppl who werent changed forever by youre gonna go far kid by the offspring when they were like 11 and insanely impressionable you just cant understand me

Reminder that fanfic as a whole humanizes queer relationships more than almost any other form of storytelling out there, and it is not dirty or inherently fetishizing to enjoy it✌🏼

not to post even more Villains Discourse on main but it really bugs me how people read giving villains tragic backstories as inherently excusing their actions and/or demonizing trauma survivors.

the actual message of Tragic Villains is (almost) always “people who are never taught or given any healthy, constructive outlets for their emotions will often find unhealthy, destructive outlets.” it’s that people who are traumatized and never learn how to cope with that trauma can become a danger to themselves and others. the message isn’t “trauma makes you evil!!!!” or “genocide is okay if you’ve been sad before!!!!” it’s “people need compassion and help to recover from trauma instead of becoming increasingly angry and harming themselves and others in the process.”

this site takes an alarmingly behaviorist and punitive approach to everything and it’s literally the most annoying thing. y’all have this concept that “if we just punish people hard enough, if we just scare them enough, if we just make them feel guilty enough.” that people just Do Bad Things Because They Do Bad Things, I Guess, and Because We Didn’t Threaten Them And Shame Them Enough. but humans are an innately social species. at our very core, we need compassion and kindness. we need healthy relationships with other humans.

you can keep looking at traumatized villains and being like “haha this dumb pathetic sadboi thinks murder is okay because his parents died” but as a survivor myself, unaddressed/untreated trauma absolutely can make you ragey and destructive. i was lucky enough to have support and eventually get the treatment i needed. but it’s not hard at all for me to imagine how, if that hadn’t been the case, that could’ve been me. obviously not on a movie-villain scale like murder or war crimes, but it’s so irritating as someone whose trauma has always manifested as anger to watch people on this site be like “this is just bad writing!!! real survivors/good survivors don’t end up like that the writers just hate survivors and want the audience to condone murder!”

as the colder months approach: i wish you all a healthy, calm end of the year. i wish you tasty cups of tea, comfortable clothes, warm beds, nutritious meals in safe homes, good music, new friends and unwavering health. you deserve good things now.

hate how most of my problems are abstract or systematic i wanna fight more of them with a sword

hi. will it ever end

please be patient with me i am experiencing horrors unknown to you at all times

bitches have complicated feelings about me due to my inconsistent swag

*adds “you’ll be back” from hamilton to my yandere playlist*