ITS ALL ABOUT THE YEARNING

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

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it was a wonder nesta made it through any morning without touching cassian when the sight she woke up to was always so delicious. after spending a few moments in the doorway, her simmering gaze raking across his muscled back and bare ass, she'd finally given in to temptation; allowing her lips to speak the idea that crossed her mind. there was no doubt that he'd follow. cassian isn’t subtle, she knows exactly what he’s doing when he presses a kiss to her shoulder. and she knows exactly what she’s doing when she curves into the touch, giving him a better view of her breasts.

“ — do you really think i’d invite you to a regular bath? ” nesta cranes her neck to look at him, eyebrows poised. she wouldn’t, purely because it would be too distracting. neither of them are particularly skilled at keeping their hands to themselves for long. as if to prove her point, her palm finds 'little cass' and she caresses and coaxes him. “ don’t you dare tell him to calm down, i have big plans for him. ” right on cue ( the house always has such perfect timing ) the running water comes to a stop and nesta gestures for cassian to get in. " warriors first, i'll need somewhere to sit. "

❛  i’m  gonna  go  shower …   you  wanna  join ?  ❜ /bathe | @moondevoured

HIS LARGE BODY WAS SPLAYED ON THE BED, cassian on his stomach and wings resting against him. his legs and arms slid against the sheets, a groan of the morning accompanying his movements as his arms appeared from beneath the pillows. as soon as he heard nesta's words, his body came alive and hummed with promise. cassian turned and casually rolled off the bed, onto the balls of his feet with a single, swift movement. it was something of what a silent cat might have done and not a massive illyrian warrior.

cassian found nesta in the bathing chamber, standing near the running water of the gigantic tub. he slid his arms around her waist and rested his chin on her shoulder, his large form enveloping hers. he snuck a peek at her giving breasts, disguising it as a casual kiss to her shoulder. " is this a regular bath? should i tell little cass to calm down? "

which core aesthetic are you?

mooncore

why do people hype the sun so much? the moon is RIGHT THERE, and she's the prettiest thing in your life. you find comfort in the night, the quietness of it all perfectly mirrors your personality. despite your shyness, you're actually a very romantic person, and i'm willing to bet you're a yearning wlw. you dream of your future wife, with whom you'll be able to share all the quiet moments you cherish so much without awkwardness, but until you find her, you know the moon will keep you company.

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2 out of 4 babies anticipated that i was on my way home.

Nesta archeron is a queen, okay ? Your portrayal is just flawless. We can see the love and the dedications in every post that blooms on your blog and the fact that we are actually in the process of plotting with kol being in the court and them, causing trouble, as they should. I am so glad i have followed such amazing muse and a mun who is wonderful and perfect.

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ugh thank you lovely!! on one hand i do try not to write her in a way that she's never done anything wrong, but at the same time that's my sweet baby and she's never done anything wrong, so it's hard! i'm so excited for them to have a little madness and mayhem together~