*cups Ao3 Author's Face In My Hands Gently* Please. You Are The Only One Who Understands The Blorbos

*cups ao3 author's face in my hands gently* please. you are the only one who understands the blorbos correctly. you must write more.

love rereading some of my writing like damn this person really knows how to write that appeals to all the things I personally love

You don't need anyone's approval for the stories you write and the art you create. But it's also absolutely valid to want some approval from your audience. Kudos and likes don't determine your creation's worth. But it just feels amazing to receive them.

Change always having the best shots😮‍💨

Pit Babe Characters x Cartomancy ➣ Part 2: Alan & Jeff

King of Hearts: A caregiver and a protector. Others look for them for guidance and reassurance. Eight of Diamonds: Focusing on the bigger picture. Keeping an eye out for any problems or errors.

for @pitbabeanniversary week 2 prompts: alan & jeff

(more thoughts under the cut!)

disclaimer: i am not an expert in either cartomancy or tarot reading. i did a lot of research on these two sites to come up with these cards for the characters. some of the meanings associated with the cards are still only my own interpretation, so they might not be completely accurate.

continuing to analyze the characters of pit babe through playing cards by saying a few words of my fave couple in the series ^^

alan: king of hearts was a very obvious choice for alan. the descriptions say that this card represents a "family man" and i instantly knew it was going to be alan's card. he is the dad of the group after all, the caregiver, the guardian to his own bunch of lost boys. he would give everything to those he loves and the others know this. they look up to him and think of him as the rock, as someone to lean on and someone to keep them safe. he is their financial and emotional support and often makes the final decisions.

but his position is also hard to keep, and the duty he's taken upon carrying sets alan up to failure throughout the story. he asks a lot from himself, and so he fails over and over again: he fails to protect his boys, fails to offer them proper guidance and support, fails with money and their plans and with understanding them all. i think he convinces himself of his complete failure as a guardian when dean first betrays them and then when way eventually dies. he thinks those events were somehow his fault. if he had been better and had noticed something off sooner, would way still be alive? and if he had been able to give more, would dean be happier now? he carries all of this alone, and so i thought "family" was both his gift and a burden.

jeff: just like with charlie, it was a bit harder to interpret jeff through these cards. i initially placed him somewhere amongst spades – problems and bad omens seem to be his specialty. but then i saw the description for this one and got caught on the mention of "eyes". that seemed to click bc what else is jeff but the eyes of the group, the seer of everything? he's that both willingly and unwillingly, always around when things are looking down, always witnessing all these events yet unable to do anything but watch.

that's why the edit itself turns into a collection of moments when jeff is reduced to an observer, someone who is unable to do anything but watch. as someone who sees the future but cannot affect it, he must be sick of this position. he needs to watch others suffer, knowing the pain was coming but incapable of stopping it. his apology to alan echoes in my ears – him blaming himself for way's death. it's hard to let go and not fight the future when you know it will hurt those you care about. i get why jeff has tried to remain alone and i admire his bravery for opening his heart and stepping out of his cave. he's an essential part of the group and does his very best to offer comfort when he cannot do anything else to help.

as a pair, alan and jeff are a bit special as they're the only fully red pair amongst these card duos. they're a mix of hearts and diamonds, a perfect balance of emotion and intelligence, heart and mind. no wonder alan so easily opens up to jeff and allows himself to rely on the youngster's guidance, while jeff cannot help but go soft in front of alan's genuine love and care for others. they're a match made in heaven, even in this :'D

finally some good food (tony appreciation

and i still think he should have some old man yaoi going on, both equally evil and crazy. i wrote a fic but its not enough i need it in form of video

Hello and welcome to the 15 day BL challenge!

OG here 💙

Day 7 - Fave villain

Now I love a good villain. My favourite genre of villain is, “love to hate them”. And the number one guy I love to hate is…

BL: Pit Babe

First of all, what is his haircare routine? You just know this man spends like an hour every morning on his hair. I can just see him carefully pulling out those front strands to frame his face before blowing a kiss to his reflection.

Let’s just list out the things this man has done:

- Kidnap/buy children and lock them up in a Professor X x-men style mansion from hell

- Train said children in their “alpha” powers and sometimes in the process of training them… accidentally kill them???!?!? Like it’s no big deal????

- Once the children are old enough he SELLS THEM??????

- Oh, he’s also involved in ORGAN HARVESTING?

- He wants to kidnap Babe and IMPREGNATE HIM and then SELL THE SUPER ALPHA BABY????!?!?!!

- He’s also just a shitty, abusive dad

- BUT he loves his bonsai trees. So… there’s that.

What a despicable human being. And what an amazing villain. God I love Pit Babe. Where else can you get beautiful portrayals of male friendship and gentle masculinity and heartbreaking grief while there’s also the cuntiest villain running around just casually human trafficking and organ harvesting? Oh, and it’s set in the OMEGAVERSE????? Never change Pit Babe. Never change.