Idealizations Concerning Real Life Relations | Jjk (m)

idealizations concerning real life relations | jjk (m)

>>pairing:jungkook x reader / fuckboy!jk x hopeless romantic!oc

>>genre:s2l, fwb, smut, angst

>>word count: 40.9k besties i am so sorry

>>warnings: jk is so sweet, but also so evil lmao, oc lives in her little noggin, angsty fwb, drug and alcohol use, tattoos, multiple smut scenes that include: oral (m/f), fingering (f), light face slapping (with hand and cock??), praise, degradation, marking, dirty talk, so many creampies yum, multiple orgasms, kissing :(, cumming in pants :), probably more but i cant think of it, ok other stuff now, manipulation, infidelity, oc thinks jk is made of stars :(, jk thinks she is so pretty :(, misunderstandings, some fluff if you squint, brunette jk, blonde jk, n blue jk,  1 mentions of: howls moving castle, too many mentions of: stars, the color pink

>>notes: bruv i do not have anything to say for myself EXCPET that i worked v hard on her and i really hope u like it <3 beta: @birbdae​ tysm for dealing with this, she is long lmao >>> soundtrack

this is split up by seasons, so if 40k is a lot for one sitting, you can read one season at a time if that is easier :)

>>summary: jungkook loves to be loved, but he doesn’t love in return.

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you telling jude that u feel like u make the weirdest faces and look ugly during sex so he fucks you in front of a mirror and makes you look so you can see why he’s so obsessed with seeing ur face when u guys are in going at it

he’s always wanting to fuck u in missionary bc he thinks u look so pretty especially when u cum and he loves watching u cry when it’s extra good. but ur kinda insecure abt it and u always try and turn ur face away or hide in his neck and he’s having none of that bc he wants to see u. and one day ur telling him that u feel like u look ridiculous and that ur orgasm face is probably ugly and he’s so???? bc he genuinely thinks ur so hot. so he’s deciding to fuck u in front of the mirror and he’s holding ur jaw in place so u can watch and he’s in ur ear telling u to “look how pretty u are, baby. ur fkn gorgeous” tells u he thinks abt how pretty u look all the time and that when u cum u look so hot

you know what i don’t see often here? SHOWER SEX WITH JUDE 🫠😩 but let’s add a twist with best friend! jude 🫣

this is making me feel 😵‍💫😵‍💫 maybe after a match and he’s back in his hotel room and secretly brought up knowing the risks and consequences of it. maybe it gives even a small thrill and slightly turns him on even though you said “we’re watching movies and then i have to leave jude… you, well we, can get in trouble for this…”

maybe your intentions were innocent and just that, to lay together and watch movies. or maybe you felt the same heat rush he got as soon as you stepped foot into his room. the room becoming smaller by the second and tension raising every time you shifted in your spot and cleared your throat.

jude suddenly watched as you removed your coat and stood there with his jersey, putting your hair up into a messy bun. maybe it was the flush in your cheeks, or the way fluttered your lashes as you stood now watching him, the way you gulped deeply at the sight of him half naked.

you shouldn’t be staring… you shouldn’t feel the thrill and sudden tingles that we’re sent between your legs, now throbbing and aching at just a simple chiseled sight… jude noticed your sudden change in body language, as you shifted your weight one leg to another, your eyes roaming up and down as he stepped near the corner you were in.

you didn’t dare to look him in the eye, coughing as you had been caught staring and just shyly nodding when he spoke, voice husky and a hint of desire, “i’m going to go shower, pick a movie, okay darling?” you let out a shaky breath you didn’t know you were holding in, your hand coming to your chest in attempt to calm the nerves and the way your heart beat faster.

and as much as you wanted to ignore the sexual feeling, you couldn’t, just like you couldn’t help falling for the brown eyed boy who had gotten into the shower. before you could realize what you were doing, your steps and body moved to the white door that was left slightly open, inviting you in. the mirror and glass steamed due to the hot water, your eyes fully on his back muscles that flexed as he washed his hair.

you knew you shouldn’t but as soon as you undressed, goosebumps quickly washed over your skin, tip toeing into the shower, and opening the door carefully, “couldn’t resist could you?” you heard him say, but all you could do is stare at his body and run your hands from his chest to his abs.

“no i couldn’t, guess it makes two of us, don’t you think?” you cocked your head to the side, your brow raising, but before you knew it, he stepped closer and kissed you hard, undoing your bun to quickly run his hands through your hair and tug on it to bring your face closer to his.

it wasn’t a sweet and soft kiss, it was messy and heated. you could feel his touch lingering everywhere, leaving traces as he scooted you and caged you against the cold white tiled wall. you let out a gasp at the sudden cold rush, and felt jude’s tongue enter your mouth in advantage.

he picked you up, your legs wrapping around his middle, the water continuing to run as you grabbed his face and kiss down his neck, “i need you so bad jude…” you pleaded, sucking softly on his neck behind his ear that released a small groan from his lips. “are you sure? this changes everything you know?” he said along your lips.

you nodded, he kissed you again, and then left a wet trail down to your neck, a small purple mark marking you as his, but you didn’t know that. you were tired of the teasing, eyes closing in delight as he kept edging you, “please jude. i want you-”

you gasped and swallowed hard as you felt his hot tip run along your folds and trace your clit, bitting your lip in anticipation, watching as the water continued to run along his face, curls draping his forehead with his lips open. “jesus,” jude shivered as he buried into you slowly, feeling your walls slowly stretch as he continued to thrust in.

your back arching, whimpering at his cock fully entering you. as he began to move you moaned his name, nails raking against his back as his hips found a movement that had you seeing stars immediately. you no longer could hear the water running, just skin clapping and his breathy moans and groans.

you felt the bubble of pleasure build into your stomach, or maybe it was his cock just that deep inside you. “you’re so tight, feel so good for me,” jude said, kissing you as your moans got a bit louder than they needed to. he couldn’t afford the two of you getting caught, but he also wanted to let everyone know how good he was making you feel.

“so big, it’s so big jude…” you hugged and clung tightly on his shoulders, feeling his muscle tense and move as he thrusted into you deeper and faster. “i know, but look how good you’re taking me, look how quick you adjusted to me, im gonna cum soon if you keep doing that,” he threw his head back and then attached his lips to your neck.

you clenched around him, beginning to shake as the pleasure became to much, the goosebumps returning as he kissed you again, “cum for me jude. c-c-cum inside me,” you struggled and begged to say as you fought your orgasm. “oh god, yes, i’ll cum for you y/n,” jude hissed, as ropes of his cum released inside you. your chin trembled in pleasure as you let go for him, hearing his shaky breaths and feeling his lashes flutter against your shoulder.

it was forbidden. you don’t have sex with your best friend. you can’t fall for them. you can’t kiss them. you can’t pretend you’re just friends. you were meant to have a close bond to spend time and share secrets. but for jude… you were willing to risk it all. you would break every single rule in the book as long as you got to call him yours.

get that man off the pitch immediately

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he was looking for denise 🥺🥺

imagine him being all excited to spot u & his mum in the audience after the match, waving at the two of u with the biggest smile bcs he feels so giddy knowing the two most important people to him just saw him score a goal & play well 🥹

you know i adore you

dreaming ‘bout you

home is where the heart is

daft pretty boys

coffee, pancakes for two

hell is when i fight with you

simple sweetness

you sunshine, you temptress 18+

everything in between

the alter is my hips 18+

under the covers

o captain, my captain 18+

it’s time to bereal 18+

the taste of your lips

my valentine

save a horse, ride a cowboy 18+

i’d kill you if i loved you less hard

i wanna get stuck in your head

don’t call me baby 18+

i love you

simple touches

home

hope it never ends

watermelon sugar 18+

nsfw alphabet 18+

sfw alphabet

taste on my tongue 18+

baby, i loved you first

please don’t kill me, mr ghostface

only angel

this is what it feels like

trick or treat

twenty seconds or twenty years

you’re so golden