Along The Eclipse Line, The Moon Is Smaller Than The Sun But Also Has The Ability To Block It Out (eclipse).

Along the eclipse line, the moon is smaller than the sun but also has the ability to block it out (eclipse). Obviously seems relevant to the relationship.

Ohhh i hadn't even thought of this but of course!!

Love of MY life

It just occurred to me that “I love you it’s ruining my life” could be interpreted two different ways:

1) I love you (partner) and it’s ruining my life (the life that I’ve built for myself with other people and the public)

2) I love you (fans) and it’s ruining my life (private life and relationship)

I’ve been thinking about it as the first one this whole time and I still think that’s probably how she means it, but I’m also now enjoying thinking about the possibility that she’d use both interpretations in the song (we know she loves a switch up of lyric meanings throughout the song)

Like she misses interacting with her fans and the public and the outside world and it’s causing issues in her private relationship bubble

But then she realizes that that’s her life — that’s the life she always wanted and that she worked so hard to create for herself

So it becomes ‘but I still love you (YB) and it’s getting in the way of me living my life how I want to live it’

“I vowed not to cry anymore” to “am I allowed to cry?” pipeline