The Best Thing About Being A Writer Is I Can Just Give A Character All My Trauma.Then Give Them All The

The best thing about being a writer is I can just give a character all my trauma. Then give them all the therapy that I don't have. Heal, my child, as I cannot.

I was listening to my playlist high last night while reading Merthur fics and Show Yourself from frozen 2 (caleb hyles cover) came on

I literally had to put down the foc because I had to focus on the music BECAUSE I HAD A VISION now 24 hrs later, I am suddenly reminded of it but only bits and pieces

I want to write a lil oneshot about Merlin learning about being magic Incarnate but like...in a way like the show yourself scene

That's...all I can remember ಥ_ಥ

GUYS I JUST SAW THIS ON TWITTER AND I AM DYING

Can I just say, the way TV shows work now is so disheartening. I just read an article about another queer show being cancelled after one season and it's just really sad. There's no more of just shows coming out on TV, or other services , being not so popular at first but then at like season 3 they get immensely popular or maybe they don't but they're still loved by a group of people even if it isn't the biggest crowd. There are so many shows that you definitely have heard of that were not the most popular when the first season came out, for example the office didn't peak till like the fifth season, breaking bad gained popularity just before the fourth season, and game of thrones peaked at about season five. I haven't watched any of those but they are some of the most popular TV shows I can think of and so imagine if they had been cancelled after one season?? just because they hadn't quite reached a zillion views yet.

I was watching this lovely show called night sky on amazon prime, It was a refreshing and original Sci fi show choosing to follow two older protagonists rather than a young couple. And I thought that was awesome and I really was enjoying this show, till it ended on a cliff hanger and then I found out there was never going to be a second season.

No more hidden gems, no more chances for shows to build up a plot and an audience over time just one season and if it doesn't get stranger things big then it's over, doesn't matter how much story was planned out or how much is left unsaid. Sometimes they get more than one season but often they still never get to finish their story.

So many shows potential for representation and great stories are thrown down the drain when the big boss decides it isn't making them enough money. Because that's just it, it's always about money. Because if it's not making the multimillionaire streaming services richer then what's the point?

Ok rant over.

I write stories that make ME happy. If I decide to share it and you don't like it, that's fine. Go read something else then, but I like it and when I really really like something I feel this overwhelming urge to share it with people.