This Crumbs Are Everything Rn Cause I Literally Want To Die, There's Nothing Left

this crumbs are everything rn cause i literally want to die, there's nothing left

nothing

if that makes sense

i’m officially leaving tr — fuck you and fuck everyone else.

anyways here have haitani + kakucho crumbs

oh my god😭 oh jesus😭

a young man in pictures - kazutora x reader

for @mommysano​

cw: artist!kazutora is a simp. that’s it. that’s the tweet. 

It’s the first time you’ve seen Kazutora’s room.

It’s cliched to say it’s not what you expected, but it really isn’t. Kazutora is gentle to you always, but there’s a bit of wildness in his eyes, in the large tattoo that adorns his neck and in the locks of his hair. 

So you don’t expect it. 

There’s something calming about being in his bedroom. It’s much cleaner than you anticipated and there’s organized clutter in the corners, of brushes, paints, pens and inks. A well-loved plant (or dying, maybe you’re optimistic) sits on the windowsill and is exposed to sunlight. The beige tones of his wall and the soft brown of his curtains somehow offset the hideous leopard duvet on his bedspread. 

There’s a candle burning, one that smells like maple and fragrant wood, and you’re shocked that he’s the type of man who burns candles.

You spend a moment to take it all in and you can feel Kazutora’s hesitancy, as though he’s waiting for an assessment. He’s almost holding his breath. 

You smile.

“Did you clean up for me?”

He laughs and the tension breaks.

“Yes and no.”

There are two scrolls on the wall that are well spaced and murmur something about perseverance despite adversity and learning how to forgive oneself. When he sees you focus on them, reading the script carefully, he tries desperately to avert your attention as though he’s embarrassed.

“Did you write those yourself?” You ask.

He stammers very slightly before nodding yes instead. 

“Your handwriting is so beautiful,” you compliment him, letting your fingertips graze the soft fabric. You wonder if he chose it himself. 

There’s something about being in this space that makes you fall a little bit more in love with him. 

You still haven’t sat down and he tries to direct you to the chair at his desk - the bed would be too suggestive. You smile to yourself because you aren’t children, and yet he is as awkward as a teenage boy interacting with a girl for the very first time.

And then you see it. 

There’s a large sketchbook closed on top of his desk with two pencils atop it. Your eyes are immediately drawn to it and so are your hands. 

You glance at him for permission, of course. An artist’s sketchbook bears more of their soul than anything else - you know this very well from your own younger sister whose creative passion has only ameliorated your life. 

“Can I?”

He nods. 

You take a seat finally and leaf through the pages carefully, making note of every single line and splash of color. The drawings are of places and of people, portraits and scenes, and every person is drawn with such exquisite detail and connection to their environment that before he even tells you that they’re pictures of people he loves, you already know.

You move to his bed and he sits beside you, as you curl up, turning page after page. He tells you about everyone in his life, some you’ve already met like Chifuyu and Baji, his parents (the feelings towards which are muddled and complicated), and many others. It’s a fun experience, especially when he gives you a little story about each person.

Even though you are still getting to know him, he’s turning into an old friend.

And then you find yourself. 

There’s a small gasp that leaves your throat the first time.

The people he loves,  you think. 

There are more of you, at the park, smiling, thinking, and there’s one of you and him, where you hold hands like you are starting to do now, sitting side by side, your head on his shoulder.

Maybe he’s a prophet. Or maybe he’s willed you two as you are now into existence. 

Either way, he’s put your relationship to paper.

And art imitates life.

i have nothing to add

im empty

tr 224

i cant stop sobbing. its real. its confirmed. he's rwally gone just like thst. the look in mikeys eyes... i cant. i cant even be excited for the war because im heartbroken

WHY is this so perfectly written?????@&$&@

my mind is blowing

SLEEPING HCS

— contains. most of toman me thinks

— content/tags. fluff, just literally .. nothing but fluff yeah

— a/n. sorry for not posting again! this is super rushed so there’s so many typos!!

baji runs warm no matter what. personal heater. literally just radiating heat. sleep fighter, heavy snorer, like you know the dad snore that shakes the house? those. he likes to cuddle but you end up all sweaty and gross because he’s just so hot. kicks the covers a lot bc he gets hot and pulls you close to his chest when you start shivering. the type to let you warm your cold feet on his leg. mumbles your name and cute little phrases in his sleep, although a lot of the time he kicks and you get pushed off pls.

kazutora runs cold. ice cold toes, always presses them up on your leg and it’s so annoying bc he giggles and it’s cute but STOP SIR! sleeps curled up in your side like a kitten, fingers clutching at your shirt - please hold him, he just wants to be touching you in any way possible. if you move away, he starts whining and tugging you back, it’s so cute please. DROOLER. he drools in his sleep but it’s endearing because it’s him. has to sleep with like 5 extra blankets, it’s so cute, snuggles under them and yeah. love him <3

chifuyu does not care how you wanna sleep. he’s up to be big or little spoon, cool with holding you to his chest or him on yours. he’s easy to sleep with. cuddle bug and a sleep talker. his sleep talk is always about work, he’s arguing with kazutora or asking baji about what he should do next - so cute. only snores if he’s really, really tired, but they’re cute little light snores, like barely there. he sleeps with his mouth parted in a little ‘o’ and he constantly scrunches his nose too. overall, best sleeping partner.

i think draken is perfect in every aspect, he’s huge and lanky he’s not the best big spoon if you’re smaller than him - but he thinks you clinging to his back with you little body is so cute. warm but doesn’t make you sweaty, he’s just that perfect temperature, also great at giving hugs, not too tight, it’s just right. he’s pretty quiet, but sometimes he snores really fucking loud and it’ll literally jolt you out of your slumber 💀.

izana my love, he’s sometimes a sleepwalker and it’s fucking terrifying. he’ll bolt up and start talking about some random ass shit and it’s so scary 😭 you’re like ‘babe?? ARE U OK??’ he’ll stop within a few minutes and just slump back down against the pillows. mumbles a lot, sometimes says ‘i love you’, can be warm or cold, usually pretty cool. likes to be held and snuggled into your chest. cutest ever.

i just know mikey is annoying to sleep with. blanket stealer, drools, kicks sometimes. also such a heavy sleeper that you could punch him and this mfer would not WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!! someone could be breaking in and making the most noise possible and you turn to him and he’s knocked out still. cutest yawns ever, like a little cat, also cute snores, tiny and barely there <33 little spoon and also sleeps on your chest.

mitsuya is silent to the point where it’s scary. you think he’s dead half the time, if he falls asleep in a position he’ll wake up in that position. holds you tight and keeps you warm, makes sure there’s an even amount of duvet for both of you. if you say his name or make a noise that indicates distress or something, he’s up and awake, calming you down and asking you what’s wrong.

takemichi little spoon agenda. malewife fr. he literally sucks his thumb sometimes if he’s tired enough. ADORABLE. he’s a drooler, but apart from that he’s pretty chill. curls up into a ball and asks you to hold him from behind and just passes out so easy. an occasional mumbler, normally talking about his friends or you. if you have a pet you bet it’s snuggled up in his arms and the three of you make lil spooning train <33

omg naoto loves when you sleep on his chest. the weight makes him feel so sleepy and happy, it calms him down. the feeling of your breath against his neck always lulls him to sleep and he loves listening to you talk about your day as he winds down. a light sleeper, wakes up at the simplest movement or sound and he’s super attentive to you throughout the entire night.

inui little spoon preference but he’s happy with whatever you want. he just wants to feel all warm and loved and happy in your arms :(( loves when you press little kisses to his neck and jaw from behind. quiet, sleeps with a little pout on his face and furrowed brows. has that occasional like… idk how to explain it huffy breath, it’s so cute and he startles during his sleep sometimes.

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