Sick And Tired And Sick And Tired And Sick And Tired And Sick And Tired Of Lyall Being A Bad Bad

sick and tired and sick and tired and sick and tired and sick and tired of lyall being a bad bad

If someone betrayed Voldy, they will betray Voldy in my fic, I make the rules. Yes including Lucius and Peter. No I don't care if it's two decades earlier.

The nichest ship I write about must be a past and intense Xenophilius × Sirius. They make sense in my head just trust me.

Walburga raising Alphard and Cygnus, then Cygnus getting someone pregnant when he's 13, Walburga taking care of his girls too, then when she finally started to get her rest, she married her cousin to keep the line pure. EVERYBODY else got the freedom of not choosing to have children, Alphard was childless, Lucretia was childless, Cygnus only had girls and stopped, everybody else but not her. She was fucked up. She fucked everyone else up too.

I wrote about it in one of my fics but it wasn't as sensitive as it should be 😔😔

But I wrote it like this.

Severus knew Remus was werewolf before the incident. It was heavily implied in the canon too. He was trying to find an evidence.

Sirius was in mania, overconfident about the fact him and/or Dumbledore would protect Remus after (He was kinda right). Implusive enough to not care about Remus' morals to not lose him.

He told James so he could save him before he died, he wanted Severus to turn into a werewolf so he would shut up. James was just faster than he anticipated.

I set it in start of spring, the weather affects manic and depressive episodes.

He was getting therapy in the fic (From Lily's father LoL) but he stopped during the war because you know it takes from your *spark* Bipolar community talks a lot about it so I wanted to add it and him going after Peter was in a manic episode too, the laugh and all.

He has major depressive episodes too, James was keeping track of his anti-psychotics.

Regulus had it too, Type 2, Sirius' is Type 1, unmediacated and majorly on depressive side.

Remus and Sirius only got together in Lay Low At Lupin's and Sirius died because he was impulsive...

It's not sensitive enough because he canonically is bipolar, if you were manic at some part of your life you are Bipolar and it only was shown to tell us how grey he is. Canon metarial is shit and I couldn't fix it.

the idea of sirius being bipolar and the prank being a manic episode is SO interesting to me I need to read a fic about it IMMEDIATELY

I love you sirius black who leans back in chairs and who is confident in his intelligence. I love you sirius black who has a flying motorcycle and who wanted to take harry away from godric’s hollow and raise him as his own son and i love you sirius black who left harry with hagrid, gave him his motorcycle and left to avenge his best friend. I love you sirius black who was the first person to escape from azkaban, without anyone’s help, and swimming across the north sea, fuelled by vengeance and fury. I love you sirius black who missed doing crosswords. I love you sirius black who watched harry’s quidditch matches as a dog and was reminded of james. I love you sirius black who was ready to kill peter for betraying his friends. I love you sirius black who was friends with both crookshanks and buckbeak. I love you sirius black who lived in a cave and ate rats just to be close to harry and was delighted when they brought him chicken meat and pumpkin juice. I love you sirius black who was sarcastic and had bouts of sadness being locked up in his childhood home yet still being a paternal figure to harry. I love you sirius black who wanted to tell the children as much as he could because he wanted them to know what was happening. I love you sirius black who left grimmauld place turned into a dog just to accompany them to king’s cross. I love you sirius black who towered over severus snape. I love you sirius black who took care of the weasleys and harry after arthur’s attack and cooked for them and reassured them. I love you sirius black who was the happiest when the house he had to stay in was filled with people. I love you sirius black who sang carols. I love you sirius black who affectionately remembered how james used to ruffle his hair because he had forgotten. I love you sirius black who, in harry’s vision, told voldemort he would have to kill him before telling him anything. I love you sirius black