DESERVING MORE IS BENEATH YOUR POTENTIAL

🌪DESERVING MORE IS BENEATH YOUR POTENTIAL🌪

You do not realize what YOU HAVE, already!!!!! Right this INSTANT.

So- what makes you think that you deserve MORE right now? What makes you think that once you have more you will be able to do more and wake up to how much you actually have?

Your gratitude is half-hearted, and in a way, it is warranted, because you truly and simply have not woken up to the fact that you ALREADY HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH SOOOO MUCH TO WORK WITH TO CREATE YOUR DREAM LIFE. Not yesterday, but now.

And yet you keep feeling lack. You keep feeling like there isn’t what you need. Desperate energy is unenlightenment, and I don’t say this for you to shame yourself. NO!!! 🤍

I say this so that you can move through maya, because once you see yourself with NEW EYES and enough layers of bullshit gunk are wiped away so that you actually near enlightenment, you will see so C L E A R L Y that you are goddamn DIVINE.

And that you lack NOTHING (in this very instant) to experience what your heart sings for.

LEGENDS DO NOT FEEL LACK FOR THINGS THEY ALREADY HAVE, BECAUSE THEY REALIZE THEY “HAVE” EVERYTHING.

🧨🔥☄️💥⚡️🌈✨🌟🌪🔥⛅️🌥🌈☄️🌤☄️✨

Extra and basic nuances:

If you feel you aren’t able:

You get to take as long as you desire to learn this lesson, it is 100% OK, yet you will feel pain and suffering in the meantime. And that is OK too if you want it to be.

Oh:

Lacking nothing does not mean that you have zero learning left to do (there are always more layers of understanding).

20.09.18 || I just finished up the first two weeks of online classes and oh my, are they stressful. I only taking three courses this term and I feel like I’m taking six! Does anyone else feel like online classes are more difficult than in-person classes?

This year I am a T.A. for the first time ever! This weekend will be used to brush up on my Greek grammar so that I can be the best for my students.

*All photos are mine*

Elvis and Priscilla Presley

YOU SAY YOU DESIRE A CONSCIOUS HIGH-VALUE MAN...

Desiring a high-value man, requires that you can handle feeling insecure and overcome the insecurities, a hundred times a day, this is (partly) why you chose this man in the first place— because you desired to be with someone whom could not only meet you where you are but help you to rise higher, and descend deeper, all for the purpose of evolution.

It requires that YOU as the woman can stomach all the reactions of your body and mind as they get triggered to contract, fight (tell the man they are not who they think they are, that they are wrong, etc.), flee (run away and find someone who does not disrupt the comfort that you currently experience at your level of development), and other combinations of fight, flight, or freeze that end up prolonging your evolution (and everyone else's too).

It requires that you see yourself and him, and the both of you as a unit through compassionate eyes while being willing to reflect on yourself, not as the small ’S’ self, but as the capital ’S’ Self. Breathing through the ego’s intuitive desires to constrict and instead create a new story in the very moments that you are triggered by expanding your heart to hold all that is arising for you to experience and to see about yourself...all that may have been hidden in your shadow (subconscious)...

It requires that you see past your persona and all the limiting beliefs and stories you have held onto for comfort, safety, and so on...

So much of safety is pure illusion...

And...

This is what you desired, wasn’t it?

Someone who would push you to the edge to lands unknown…

To what you yourself have not discovered about yourself on your own…

You asked for a partner whom you could learn from…

Someone who could ignite your passion far beyond any of the people of the past…

Who would hold you when your ego wanted you to avoid, detach, dismiss your higher self, and his love...

Someone whom you could evolve rapidly with…and be each other’s catalysts for growth in unimaginable ways…

And so here you are…having received exactly what you asked for, and so much more.

Breathe through it…and firmly choose to submit to the Highest version of yourself…that sees past the triggers, past the insecurities…that is who is beckoning you…your Highest Self is who he sees…and that is who he is drawing forth with every comment, every gesture, every move that used to once trigger you…

To submit to him, in full integrity within yourself, is to submit to your Self...it is to submit to a higher calling...

You have risen You are met You are wet You are holy Your heart is open Your womb is warm Your crown is scintillating

And the fire burns and burns and burns hotter than ever before…

Inspired by Om Rupani's post "Find a man who makes you feel insecure"...and my own deeply enriching experience with my fiancé, being challenged by him every day, in the most deliciously expansive ways.

I will be going Live about my own experience with practicing all of the above in my group, join us there to go deeper. I know how challenging this is, and yet, I know you have it in you if you decide that you do. 🖤