By Samanthacavet

by samanthacavet

Damm bro .

in LOVE.

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I love you

I love how you always come back

I love how you smile

I love our story

I love how it feels so enchanted

I love how you find me beautiful when I can’t see it

I love the way you make me feel, at the same time I absolutely despise how you make me feel.

I hate you

I hate how unassuring you can be

I hate how you keep leaving

I hate the thought of you not being mine

I hate that you have my heart

I absolutely hate how we’re not together

                                    ANXIETY

I feel it in

My stomach.

My chest.

My fingers.

My legs.

My heart.

My entirety.

My stomach feels sick.

My chest feels heavy.

My fingers are shaky and numb.

My legs are weak and trembling.

My heart hurts, even though it is not broken.

My body feels sick. Full of guilt though I have nothing to be guilty for. My body is trembling in fear of the unknown.

                    I have no reason to panic, yet I am.