His Comments Make Me Trace Hearts On My Trackpad

his comments make me trace hearts on my trackpad♡

I desperately need to have a sweet Daddy show my pussy so much love with side effects of satisfaction and confusion in the morning lol. I need help.. can’t do it all myself (no matter how good that feels) plz daddy u know I’m a good girl i promise I am

Found old camera with pictures of me from hs 9+10 years ago and I think WOW I was beautiful!! I never thought that back then when I had extreme low self esteem and thought I was ugly since I never had a bf back then😆 but now in the present which is technically my past’s future life isn’t the way I hoped but I’m 10xs way better version of myself.

I try to still keep and remember the version of my old self that was “rebellious” without missing the past too much and losing myself from situations I can’t control now. I wish I could give my teenage self a hug so bad! She lived a pretty fun, secret, and reckless life without even knowing it. What a surprise to find a piece of my history ha. I’m happily ready to move on though but will keep that rebellious side with me♡

My Song of the month🩷

I have been made aware that SOME PEOPLE have never seen this iconic moment in gay history.

Forever one of my favorite long poems

“Having a Coke with You is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully as the horse it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it”

— Frank O'Hara