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what the fire gave us (teaser) | jjk

You were born with a Gift that the world wanted to turn into a weapon. All Jungkook wanted to do was show you that you could find love, even in the dark.
âł pairing: shadow elemental!jungkook x water elemental!(f)reader
âł rating/genre: BTS | 18+ | dystopian | supernatural | friends to lovers | angst | smut | fluff
âł teaser wc/date: 916 | may 2023
âł teaser warnings: hobi and jk get in a physical fight but it's playful
âł notes: i'll post the fic this weekend! it's part of the spring offering collab, so pls check out the other works~ this is very different than what i've written so far. i hope you all enjoy it! let me know if you like it, and i look forward to sharing the whole thing with you soon đ
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âł what was jai listening to? cyberpunk - ateez

As Hoseok bounds toward you and Namjoon, a dark tornado spins beside him. When he gets closer, you can see that Hoseok occasionally blows a small gust of air toward the tornado. It appears to be made of smoke, a gradient of grays and blacks.Â
âLook at this,â your friend announces with a mischievous grin. âMe and JK learned a new trick.âÂ
With a quick snap of Hoseokâs fingers, you and Namjoon watch in patient silence as the tornado begins to slow its speed. Almost gently, the smoke curls tighter and tighter, until the darkness turns into a solid mass.Â
Jungkook stumbles a few times as he attempts to get his footing. His limbs continue to propel his body into a small spin.Â
Hoseok quickly reaches out to grab the younger boy. Secure hands squeeze his shoulders, and then itâs only Jungkookâs head lolling about on his head.Â
âCool, right?â Jungkookâs voice is gruff, but his lips curl into a weak smile.Â
Namjoon lets out a long sigh. âYou look like youâre going to be sick.âÂ
Although Namjoon is right, Jungkook does look like the effort of his little party trick took a toll on his body, you canât help but match his smile. Especially when his eyes flick toward yours. You told his gaze for half a second before Jungkook is quickly looking away again. His cheeks flush pink, but youâre sure itâs from the exertion of all that spinning.Â
âI think itâs really cool,â you praise the two while elbowing Namjoon in the ribs. With a grumble, your sparring partner returns to his previous stance a few feet away from you.Â
âWe should go again. Just for a little while longer.âÂ
Every muscle in your body feels stiff when you turn away from Hoseok and Jungkook.Â
âI hurt all over, Joonie.âÂ
âLet her rest!â Hoseok adds to your whining. âAll we ever do is practice fighting.âÂ
âSparring.âÂ
Hoseok waves a dismissive hand at the younger man. âWhatever you want to call it. I find it to be fri-âÂ
You stifle a laugh by pressing the back of your hand to your mouth as Hoseok is tackled to the ground by Jungkook. The two men roll around, all arms and legs, kicking up dead grass and dirt. Thereâs a lot of howling and teasing laughter that rings through the open air.Â
It isnât until Jungkook is launched into the sky by a gust of wind you all know comes from Hoseok and lands rather roughly on his back that the playful fight ceases. How Jungkook lands knocks all the air out of his chest, but he laughs once his lungs start working again.Â
âRidiculous, all of you.â Hoseok brushes grass from his clothes. Itâs futile; theyâre dirty and ragged anyway. Try as you and Namjoon might to use your Gifts to clean the clothes, water does little when thereâs no soap.Â
âI let you win,â Jungkook teases. Still, he stands a bit further from Hoseok than he had previously. Not far enough for anyone to notice, aside from you. You notice, although you donât mean to. Itâs hard not to when Jungkook keeps stealing glances, only to look away when you try to return his gaze.Â
âYou did not.âÂ
âDid, too.â His insistence makes you giggle.Â
âAnd how did that work out for you? Hmm? How does your back feel? I know you landed on that rock.âÂ
âI-It, it doesnât hurt.â Jungkook glances your way. His cheeks are still pink. âWould take more than that to hurt me.âÂ
âJungkook is impossible to beat.âÂ
You startle at the gentle voice, spinning on your heels to see Yoongi approaching the group. Heâs got a leather satchel strapped across his chest and resting at his hip. It bulges with what you assume are plants and fruits scavenged from the woods.Â
âBoy Scouts,â is what Yoongi offered when you asked how he knew so much about surviving in nature. It was peculiar; nothing about Yoongi seemed like the type. Heâs tougher, more steel than wood or earth. A bulletproof shield, you think. Broad and strong.Â
âImpossible?âÂ
 Your question is meant to be a tease, but Yoongiâs face remains stoic. Such a serious look only reveals itself when heâs assuming his position as the leader of your misfit group. It would be extremely attractive if it didnât scare you.  Â
âHow can you fight shadows?â Yoongi deadpans. He stares into your eyes long enough to make your face feel hot, but you donât look away.Â
âIâŠâÂ
Yoongi hums at your lack of an answer. Suddenly, you feel unbelievably small.Â
âItâs not impossible,â Jungkook whispers. His head hangs low, long bangs hiding his face. The rest of his hair is tied into a bun at the nape of his neck. âIâm just as beatable as you, hyung.âÂ
Something about Yoongiâs expression softens at the honorific. Formalities died long ago, along with many other traditions that once made Korea what it was. Many things died during the war, both tangible and cultural - lives and ways of being. Now, the Republic is something you know your friends no longer recognize. Although it is not your home country, your heart aches for what it once was - something you will never have the privilege to experience because you arrived during the Restoration of the Republic - a fallacy of an era since the country was never restored to how it was.Â
Perhaps that is best. It is easier to mourn the loss of something you never knew.

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âGive me one margarita Iâma open my legsâ and Jimin. Thatâs the story BayBey and damn is it a good one đ©đ„”đ„Č ngl I SCRUMT at the âStop running. Take itâ line cus BITCH Iâm already delusional about Jimin but now?? Tuh đ©đ„Ž
One Margarita(pjm x reader)
Pairing: Park Jimin x black!female!reader
Warnings: established relationship, fluff, Smut(18+ but I donât control what you consume), mentions of brunch, mentions of drinking alcoholic beverages, drunk antics, Jimin being a sweetheart, reader being a giggly and clingy drunk, reader also being a horny drunk, implied foreplay but I donât write it out, on the side sex(reader lays on their side but Jimin doesnât, hopefully I explained the position good enough hehe), missionary, doggy style, clit play, rough sex, drunk sex, a little dirty talk, Jiminâs stroke game is A+, both implied multiple orgasms and actual orgasms, implied oral(f receiving), choking with both hands, scratching, reader is dick drunk and Jimin is pussy drunk, reader trying to run from the dick but Jimin doesnât allow itđ, bad TikTok references and Iâm not sorry
A/N: And weâre back! Welcome back! I know Iâve been away for a while but I recently closed on a townhouse and Iâve been moving these past few weeks but Iâm finally settled! Itâs been crazy but now that Iâm back, Iâll be doing regular postings again. I wrote this after seeing a Jimin edit with that One Margarita by That Chick Angel on TikTok. I just couldnât not write about it. As for reader, I did describe them as brown skinned with love handles and saggy/droopy breasts because weâre out there! Not every breast is perky and thatâs okay! Theyâre all beautiful! I also gave reader locs because Iâve been so many gorgeous black women really embracing them lately and I love that. Another thing, my requests are open for both BTS and Seventeen members. Iâve been rewatching both groupâs In the Soop seasons and Iâve been having the best time. Both Yoongi and Woozi have been wrecking me lately. And I may or may not have a Rockstar!threesome fic planned with themđđI mean, long haired boyfriends that you can dress the same? Yes please. Anyway, enjoy this and thanks for reading
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Jimin knew the moment he heard your silly giggles and the crash of the shoe rack that you were drunk off your ass.
This was a common occurrence on certain Sundays when you went out to brunch with your friends. You didnât really like to drink but margaritas were your kryptonite, those frozen and fruity concoctions just did something for you. A few of those and your inhibitions were flying south for the winter.
Closing his book with a sigh, he stood to his feet to go and greet you at the door.
You were leaned over at the waist, one hand on the wall and the other trying to unlace the strings off your heels. How all of the shoes had gotten all over the floor was a mystery to him but heâd worry about that later.
âBaby.â
You turned your head, locs falling into your face and sticking to your lip gloss. A goofy smile spread across your face at the sight of your husband standing there, your vision slightly blurry from both your hair and the alcohol in your system.
Dropping your foot, you tried to stand to your feet but gravity was a bitch so you stumbled to the ground. Jimin immediately surged forward to help you.
Giggles erupted from you as you leaned into your dependable husband, your hands landing on his buff biceps. Mmm, he was so strongâŠ.
Placing your chin on his chest to lovingly gaze up at him, you wrapped your arms around his torso. âHiiiiiiiiiiiiiii my sweet baby love muffin cake. What areâŠ.*hic*âŠ.you doing here?â
He couldnât fight down his smile, expression full of endearment for you. God, he loved you so much. Even drunk you was adorable.
âI live here?â
Another fit of giggles. âSo do I!!â
âAlright, letâs get you out of these clothes and some water.â He leaned down a little to grab your thighs and haul you up. You let out a noise as he lifted you, your arms wrapping around his neck and legs sticking straight out.
âWhoa! I am married sir.â You slurred, laying your head on his shoulder, eyelids drooping. Even while drunk and unaware, Jiminâs presence calmed you. Like your body just knew you were in safe hands and could finally relax.
He just rolled his eyes and began his walk your shared bedroom.
Gently placing you on the bed, he tried to stand but your arms locked him in your embrace. Your glossed lips left sticky kisses across his neck and jawline.
He could tell where this was going. You always got super horny after brunch. Not that he hated it, quite the contrary. Drunk sex was absolutely amazing with youâyou just got so submissive and pliable. Whiny too which he secretly loved.
While he really wanted to flip you over and fuck you until you were sober, he knew he had to get you situated first.
âBaby, let me go. I have to get you out of these clothes.â
You whispered, âPlease do.â Releasing him, he rolled his neck, relieving a bit of the tension from bending over in that position.
âIâm readyyyyyyy.â You opened your legs in a V shape, smacking your ankles together in an attempt to be sexy but Jimin just thought you were funny.
He walked over to your dresser to pick out something for you to wear. A muu-muu would be the easiest to slip on you in your jelly like state, he thought.
When he turned back around, he found you trying to get your pants off while your legs were still in the air.
âLet me help.â He gently said, starting to untie your heels from around your legs. You were being surprisingly docile while he did this. Probably because you were about ready to pass out.
After he got your shoes off, he grabbed both sides of your pants to pull them off your legs.
You giggled again. âDo you know how many margaritas it would take for me to open my legs?â
How could he know that? But heâd play along. âNo. How many?â
You motioned for him to lean closer to you which he did. âNone.â
You decided to drop your legs at this moment, revealing your panties and fat cunt to him. Your lips had all but swallowed up the fabric, juices soaking them.
He could feel his cock jump at the sight. How were you already that wet?
Focus, Jimin! Get her dressed and get her water.
Shaking his head to try and clear his thoughts of fucking you into the mattress, he reached down to undo the buttons of your blouse next, trying to ignore the bedroom eyes you were sending him as he did so. You barely helped him actually get the shirt off, your arms trying to pull him back down to kiss you again. Sliding an arm under your back, he lifted you up so that he could slip your shirt off of you. Thankfully, you werenât wearing a bra, just boob tape holding them up. Good thing heâs watched you take it off so he knew what to do.
20 minutes later and Jimin had managed to get you into the bathroom to clean off your makeup, remove the boob tape, and get you into your muu-muu before getting you back into the bed.
Now he could give you the attention you so desperately needed.
On your side, leg thrown over his shoulder and his weight pushing down on you, his cock was stretching out your begging cunt.
The alcohol in your system was only making your pleasure feel ever more powerful, waves of buzzing euphoria flowing over your body.
âHmmmm, yeah babyâŠ.just like thaaaaattttâŠâ You moaned, one of your arms wrapped around Jiminâs shoulders and hand tangled in his soft hair.
Both of his fists were on either side of you, holding himself up, hips trying to push his cock deeper and deeper into your pussy. He was weak. Weak for you. He thought he would be able to make it, maybe get you to take a nap and let you sober up a little before you had sex. But you werenât having it. All he did was turn his back to grab your bonnet and you were pulling your panties to the side, giving him an unhindered view of your leaking folds. How could he not latch his lips around your clit and make you scream? It was impossible. You were impossible but he wouldnât have it any other way.
Now both of you were 2 orgasms in and ready to burst.
His cock was touching the deepest parts of you, the head almost touching your cervix and the veins rubbing up against your most sensitive spots. Your arousal soaked walls hugging his cock and pushing him to the brink of madness. You were like an angel sent just for him, everything about you perfect in his eyes. He was obsessed with you in the best of ways.
And god, your pussy was like his own slice of heaven.
That feeling began to build in your tummy once again, another orgasm just inches from you.
You tossed your head back against the pillows, fingers gripping Jiminâs nape to pull him closer to you. His hot breath fanned over your face, plump lips dropped open to let gasps and groans pass.
âI fucking love this cockâŠ.youâre so deep.â
âYeah? You like this cock, baby?â
You nodded your head, eyes shut in ecstasy as you focused on your impending orgasm. Your whole body felt floaty. Jiminâs cock was scrambling your already buzzed brain, his heated skin against yours relaxing your bones even further.
Jimin ran his lips up your sweaty throat, your brown skin smelling like Thank U, Next, your favorite perfume nowadays. âTouch yourself.â He whispered against your skin.
You shakily reached down to press two fingers against your neglected nub. Your toes curled, the stimulation propelling you right to the edge.
âThatâs it. Faster. Make yourself cum.â He sat up on his haunches, using his hand to push his hair back out of his face. A simple movement he did often but in this situation, it made him look ten times sexier. Sweat dripped down his bare chest, abs flexing and muscles in his arms shifting around. Fuck, you wanted to bite him.
He grabbed the leg that was over his shoulder, pressing a few kisses to your calf before pulling your hips up so that he could really start pounding into you.
The feeling of his cock bullying your walls paired with your fingers on your clit and you were about ready to ascend.
Jimin almost thought he was dreaming. You just looked so ethereal while locked in pleasure. Your glowing skin, bouncing breasts, eyes rolling and mouth dropped open to let calls of his name out. Fuck, you were breathtaking. His eyes went down to where you were connected, your cunt leaving his cock coated in a shiny sheen. You were practically dripping, your arousal dripping down between your ass cheeks and staining the sheets.
He dropped your leg to lean down over your body, hands moving to both sides of your head. You adjusted yourself to be fully on your back which allowed his cock to reach even deeper, your legs wrapping around his waist.
His strokes were long and deep, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth.
âKiss meâŠ.please baby.â You begged, puckering your lips. He happily obliged, pressing sloppy pecks to your waiting pout. âMâgunna cummmm, cumming baby. Harder.â You were breathless, lungs struggling to pull oxygen into your body. Jimin invaded your sensesâhis scent, his body heat, the feeling of his affection and intimacy. You felt so good under him, in his embrace and covered by his love.
Wrapping both of his hands around your throat, he began driving his cock in and out of your dripping pussy. Your hands gripped at his arms, running your nails down the skin and leaving red streaks in its wake. Your throat burned from the scream you let out, head lifting to get a look at where he was entering you. Just the sight of his cock moving in and out, covered in your arousal and the creamy ring around the base, was enough to propel you right off the edge.
His own resolve was starting to crumble. Your pussy just felt too good. Pulling his lip between his teeth, he hissed, âshit, you feel so goodâŠlove this pussy.â He was pushing his hips harder and harder into you, the backs of your thighs starting to burn from from the constant contact.
It felt like he was shaking your thoughts loose. You werenât drunk on mimosas anymore, now youâre drunk on your manâs dick. If you could bottle and drink this feeling, theyâd have to admit you to a rehab.
Back arching, your orgasm full body absorbed you. Your vision blurred, waves of endless pleasure cascading over you and sending you straight to the King. Your hands went to his waist, digging your nails into the skin there. He hissed at the sting but it only made his cock throb.
You hadnât even come down before Jimin was flipping your weak body over, pulling your hips up so you were in doggy style. You let out a breath now that you could breathe. His hands gripped your love handles, using them to yank you back on his cock.
With this position, you could feel every ridge and inch of him, the head of his cock pushing into your abused soft spot.
Drool leaked from the corners of your mouth, your eyes rolling back and hands practically ripping the pillow under you.
Jimin gritted his teeth as your walls constricted around him, trying to milk him for everything he was worth.
âBout to cum. Fuck, bout to fill this pussy up.â
Pleasure sparked down his back as you gushed around him, more wetness leaking from you and soaking the backs of your thighs and his cock.
With a few more thrusts, he was pulling your ass back until he was buried all the way in your cunt, shooting his cum into your pulsing pussy. His orgasm was enough to make you cum again, your hips jumping trying to run from him but his hands held you still.
He leaned down until his chest was pressed into your back. âStop running. Take it.â He grunted in your ear and you wondered if you could marry someone again while already being married to them.
After a few minutes of resting, Jimin sluggishly lifted himself from your back, lifting his hand to push his sweaty hair back. Now both of you would need a nice, long bath.
âBaby? Are you okay?â He noticed youâve yet to move, not even a groan from him resting on your back like you normally did. He tapped your shoulder, still no movement.
Then he moved your locs that had covered your face to the side, finding your relaxed and resting face. You had fallen asleep. Of course.
He sighed, tapping you again. âBaby, get up. You should get cleaned up.â Still nothing.
Later after you woke up from a long nap, you found Jimin in the kitchen making a late lunch. The first thing you noticed were the red streaks across his back and arms. Wow, you didnât even remember doing that.
You approached him, wrapping your arms around his waist, pressing a light kiss to his shoulder.
âFinally awake? How do you feel?â
You shrugged. âFine. A little sore but nothing I canât handle.â
He hummed and you two stood in silence for a moment before he broke it.
âHow many drinks did you have?â
5 margaritas. Thatâs how many it took.
We love a weird and genuinely nice guy whose also highkey mysterious!! Please this was such a wholesome and cute story, the confession?? HELLO I wanted to tear up!! đ€§ JK really was out here simping and falling for reader. Tae really fumbled and missed out on that one, smh. Also we love Mint Hair Yoongi supremacy đđ„ loved that little addition there. I gotta catch up on so tags (so sorrey!! ) but saw this reblog and had to start with this one. The Drabble was also such a good way to revisit this couple thank you for writing them đđđ
paint me naked | jjk

After the mysteriously hot guy in your university class starts taking an interest in you, should you really trust that heâs not like all the other college fuckboys? Especially when his best friend is the guy who broke your heart? Â
» pairing: artist!jungkook x f!reader (ft. taehyung) » genre: BTS, 18+, college au, fluff, smut, angst » warnings: alcohol, marijuana, brief mention of drug dealing, fingering, cunnilingus, protected sex, reader struggles with self-esteem issues (due to misogyny), tae fuckboy antics, everyone is obsessed with jkâs thighs đ » date/wc: april 2022 | 16k » notes: this one was really fun to write! iâm a slut for art student aus tbh. itâs the depressed writer in me lkhsdks đ anywayy, the poems were written by me as well. let me know what your favorite part was in a comment or reblog! special shoutout to @jjkeverlastâ for being so supportive of me when iâm stressing out about my writing
» masterlist | ao3 | send me ur thots đ
» what was jai listening to? paint me naked - ten // donât - bryson tiller

âJungkook, I donât think this is gonna work.â
âLet me try.âÂ
Your eyes strained to see the boy standing in front of you, but the room was pitch black. It was good, though. Youâd purposefully blocked out as much light as you possibly could. It had been a surprisingly difficult feat, mostly because the two of you hadnât thought this through very well. A rolled up towel was shoved against the bottom of the bedroom door to keep the light from the hallway out. Blackout curtains had already been drawn over the windows when you got there, so that made the window problem easier. Luckily, youâd remembered to unplug the digital clock sitting on the nightstand next to the bed, the last piece of light you could have some control over putting out.Â
To make things weirder, you were in Jungkookâs parentsâ room.Â
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The slander against pretty boys for whaaaa đđ but pls the skin care routine and Jack Harlow line was too good!!
The mental image of Yoongi with painted nails is so magical. I wish Hobi would convince him to do it one time for the one time like pleaseeeeeee. I too am constantly distracted by Jiminâs lips, I understand the cranky mess of our girl đ
Dispensary are very much classist let âem know!! Oh poor yn is hooked, how we go from pretty boy discount to delivery too!!
Also I just want you to know my brain buffered once Jimin grabbed our dear yn by the throat for the kiss âš I love this couple, hope Jimin continues to make silly jokes and continues to be the exception in her life. Such cute đ„č
blunt rotation | pjm

Supplying your law school classmates with weed on the regular might as well be a full-time job. It's lucrative, but lately, you've seen a dip in profits. Maybe it's because you keep giving out the Pretty Boy Discount to a certain guy in your ethics classâŠ
âł pairing:Â prettyboy!jimin x weedgirl!reader
âł rating/genre:Â BTS | 18+ | law school au | classmates to lovers | smut
âł wc/date:Â 7.5k | april 2023
âł warnings:Â marijuana | a somewhat subby!jimin | consensual sex while high | choking (in a sexy way) | fingering | cunnilingus | spit | protected vaginal sex | self-indulgent rants about capitalism and classism | jimin makes a lame dick joke
âł notes: on god, this fic is probably more about weed than anything else khskdjfs i would apologize but i already warned yâall, so you get what you get. these 420 fics are probs especially bad, and i decided i do not care. #blazeit
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âł what was jai listening to? a weed playlist made by yours trulyÂ

âWhat is the difference between ethics, morality, and law?âÂ
Professor Kim leans against the desk at the front of the lecture hall with his hands gripping the edge on either side of his hips. The action makes the muscles in his arms flex, and you eat up the tan skin exposed by how his sleeves are rolled up to his elbows. The tight white button-up accentuates plump pectoral muscles that threaten to pop and lose a few buttons. It wouldnât surprise you if it happened. Professor Kim is known for being accidentally destructive.Â
It is unethical to fuck your professor because it would create a conflict of interest; youâd imagine it would be hard for Professor Kim to ethically assess your academic performance if heâd been balls deep in you.Â
Itâs morally wrong to fuck your professor because you know heâs married, not because he has ever provided your class with information about his personal life, but because you sit at the front of the class. From your position, you can see the glint of his wedding band.Â
Legally, youâre pretty sure there isnât a law against fucking your professor. It probably goes against your universityâs code of conduct, but thatâs not a law.Â
You sink further into your seat and let your eyes wander the room. Everyone diligently takes notes as Professor Kim turns to the presentation projected on the large screen behind him. Ethics and Professional Responsibility isnât your favorite class, but no one said getting your J.D. would be fun. On the contrary, everyone you knew said it would fucking suck. And it kinda does.Â
One thing that doesn't suck, though, is having a class with your programâs resident pretty boy, Park Jimin.Â
Pretty boys arenât your type at all. You prefer boys who are rough around the edges. You're not interested if a guy doesnât look like heâs a one-way ticket to jail or hell. Maybe itâs the rebel in you. Maybe you like the idea that opposites attract. A lawyer and a criminal sounds like a cute ship, no?Â
Pretty boys are too soft for you. Theyâre the type to have skincare routines and listen to Jack Harlow. No thanks.Â
Yet your eyes always manage to find Jimin.Â
Heâs sitting to your left and a few rows behind you, but close enough to see him when you turn your head. He sits with perfect posture as he scribbles notes on his iPad, plump lips puckered in a cute little beak of concentration.Â
Fuck, no, not cute. Ridiculous. Soft and childish. Everyone in the room is at least in their mid-twenties, some even in their late fifties. A prestigious J.D. program has no room for beaks and squishy cheeks.Â
Youâre about to look away when Jimin lifts his stylus to his mouth. The end presses a small dent into his plush bottom lip. You instinctually lick your lips, though your mouth suddenly feels dry.Â
Jimin sits that way for a few more seconds with furrowed eyebrows as he focuses on his notes. At Professor Kimâs mention of the end-of-the-year oral argument, your classmate finally lifts his head to face the front of the room. His eyes are bright and wide, unlike the haggard look of your peers, and you watch them shift back and forth as he reads whatever is on the screen. You have no idea what Professor Kimâs talking about; your roommate, Hoseok, will fill you in when you get home.Â
All you know is that Jimin finally pulls his stylus away from his lips and casts a sideways glance in your direction. You lock eyes for a split second before he quickly ducks his head, suddenly interested in his notes again.Â
You snort loud enough for the woman sitting next to you to give you an odd look, but you ignore her and return your eyes to Professor Kim.Â
Your eyes donât stray from the front of the lecture hall for the rest of the class. Itâs not difficult; there isnât anything else you find interesting enough in the room to distract you. Nothing. Especially not Pretty Boy Jimin.Â
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âHey, can I come over tonight?âÂ
Two pale hands splay across your desk once the class is dismissed. Chipped, black polish adorns each nail, except for the pinkies, which are painted white.Â
âWhy are you asking me? You donât need my permission to visit your boyfriendâs apartment.âÂ
âIâm trying to work on my manners, jeez.â
You roll your eyes and slide your tablet into your backpack. âWhere were your manners when you and Hobi fucked on my couch? Hmm, Yoongi? Where were they then?âÂ
Yoongi lets out a low groan as he steps to the side to let you fall in line with him as you exit the classroom. Your roommate is waiting in the hallway, always the last student to arrive and the first to leave.Â
âThatâs different,â Yoongi huffs, though this time, the sound is due to Hoseok crushing him in a hug once they make it into the hall. âBesides, Iâm asking because Iâm bringing my friend. We arenât going to stay. He just wants someone to come with him.âÂ
Hoseok untangles his arms from Yoongiâs and adjusts his backpack. Your best friends act like surviving a three-hour class is like surviving a lifetime apart.Â
âOhh, a friend?â Hoseok leans against Yoongi with his eyebrows arched. His questioning tone is fair. The three of you donât have many friends aside from each other. Itâs hard to maintain friendships with people outside of law school. Thereâs simply no time.Â
âWhat is this, the buddy system?â You snicker as you follow the two men to their cars. âSorry, I only do business with adults.âÂ
There is quite literally no reason for you to be judgemental about whoever this mystery friend is, but class has put you in a cranky mood. Probably because of stupid fucking Park Jimin with his distracting lips. Your unpreparedness for the oral argument is slowly causing anxiety to creep into your chest.Â
Yoongi gives you a light smack to your bicep. âSome people get nervous about this shit, you know that.âÂ
âItâs weed, oh my god. You act like weâre cooking meth in our basement.âÂ
Yoongi stops walking to give you a stern look with narrowed eyes and a cocked head. âYou donât even have a basement.âÂ
âYeah, well, itâs 2023, and weed is legal.âÂ
âIt is legal to purchase weed at a licensed dispensary. However, you are not licensed to sell weed, nor is your apartment a dispensary.âÂ
âItâs got enough weed in it to be one,â Hoseok snorts, but the sound quickly morphs into a severe cough when Yoongiâs glare is directed at him.Â
Yoongi yanks his car door open and slides into the driverâs seat. Then, with one leg still on the ground and his arm holding the door open, he lets out a long sigh. âYou two are insufferable.â
âLove you too, babe!â Hoseok giggles and sends his boyfriend a flying kiss as Yoongi drives out of the parking lot.Â
âFor an anti-capitalist, Yoongi is so old-fashioned. Iâm providing a product to the everyday person at a reasonable price,â you grumble while you fasten your seatbelt in Hoseokâs car. âDispensaries are classist. Theyâre way too fucking expensive, and theyâre all in affluent neighborhoods, anyway. The gentrification of marijuana in this country is ridiculous. Where does Yoongi think those tax funds end up? Not in neighborhoods that need them. And what about expunging peopleâs records? Is the government ever going to do that?âÂ
You slump in your seat, the sudden energetic burst of social consciousness in you dying out. âI hate rich people.â
Hoseok hums in agreement, keeping his eyes on the road as he drives. âWeâre about to be rich people, though.âÂ
âNot me. Civil rights law isnât going to make me rich, and Iâm not touching corporate with a ten-foot pole.âÂ
Yoongi and so many other people in your program are too dependent on what is and donât stop to question what can be or what should be.
Ethics is a social construct, morality is subjective, and law is arbitrary.Â
Going to law school is less about learning how to be a lawyer and more about learning how to play a game.Â
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When Park Jimin walks into your living room, all you can do is blink at him. Your eyes are red and glassy, your mouth dry even though youâve been sipping water, and your limbs feel too gooey to bother getting up. Maybe youâre hallucinating him, which would be very upsetting because you donât want to explore why heâs sticking around in your head.Â
But then Yoongi is ushering the guy to sit next to you, and the dip in the couch as he eases down feels too real.Â
âAh, Jimin! Youâre the friend!â Hoseok gives the newcomer a blinding smile. Smoke punctuates each word, billowing toward the ceiling. Thereâs already a thin haze to the room; you and Hoseok have been smoking for a while. âWelcome to our humble abode.â
Jimin gives Hoseok a small smile. He also turns to give you one, but it falters when you meet his gaze.Â
Youâre not sure what expression youâre wearing. It could be anything, really. Or nothing at all.Â
âHi,â he says quietly. His lips are so pink. You want to ask him how soft they are.Â
âHow much do you want?â Is what you ask instead.Â
Jimin turns to Yoongi, who is now cuddled up with Hoseok on the other side of the room. The chair is made for only one person, but they have never known personal boundaries. You suppose if theyâre dating, it doesnât matter.Â
âJust give him an eighth,â Yoongi says with a dismissive wave. Heâs more focused on plucking the blunt from Hoseokâs lips and bringing it to his own.Â
âOf what?â You huff your words, twisting the joint youâve got between your middle finger and thumb. Itâs clear that Jimin knows nothing about weed. He canât even come up with a measurement or a strain.Â
Yoongi glares at you as if this is somehow your fault before saying, âAnything. Maybe not Girl Scout Cookies or Sour Diesel, though. I donât want his brain melting out of his ears.âÂ
Jimin makes a slight noise of surprise at that.Â
âKidding,â Yoongi teases. âWell, about the brain-melting part. I mean it about the strains, though.âÂ
Leaving your joint in an ashtray on the coffee table, you stand up with a groan. Moving is low on your list of things to do right now. The indica youâve been smoking makes your movements feel slow, though you canât tell if they actually are.Â
âCome on,â you mumble, gesturing for him to follow you down the hall. He goes without a word, eyes wide as if heâs about to discover something profound within the walls of your apartment. You donât want to admit how cute he is, just as timid in your apartment as in class.Â
âWe keep everything in the office. Itâs super organized, but I guess thatâs expected.â You donât know why youâre rambling (yes, you do, itâs the weed).Â
Jimin nods. âMakes sense.âÂ
Heâs so cute, you think, when he asks if he wants you to close the door once youâve reached the office. As if there is something to hide in here. Hoseok and Yoongi are the only other people in the apartment.Â
âIâm going to give you a hybrid. You know what that means?âÂ
Jimin hovers over you when you crouch next to a dresser with multiple drawers. Numerous glass jars, all labeled with pieces of white tape and messy handwriting, are stacked in the drawer you open. You sift through them, taking a few to inspect before placing them back again.Â
âI do not.â At least heâs honest.Â
âItâs the happy medium between sativa and indica. Sativa gives you a head high. People tend to feel alert and creative sometimes. Indica gives you a body high. Itâs the stereotypical kind of weed people talk about that makes you lazy and get the munchies. Itâs because sativa has more THC than CBD, whereas indica is more CBD-heavy. Think about how people use CBD products when theyâve got joint pains or anxiety, right?âÂ
âOh, I didnât know that.â The statement is redundant, but you donât mention it. Jimin looks like he hangs onto your every word as though his life depends on it. Itâs funny, and you have to stop yourself from laughing at him.
Finding what youâre looking for, you hand a jar to Jimin. âItâs already weighed, so you can take the whole thing.âÂ
Jimin holds the jar like itâs a newborn. This time, you let a few giggles slip out.Â
âDo you have something to smoke it with? A piece or a bong?âÂ
A shake of his head is no surprise, but you act shocked because youâre high and feeling good, and you love how he looks when his eyes grow wide.
âWow, youâre so cute,â you say with a grin that starkly opposes the shy blush that paints Jiminâs face. âYou probably donât know how to roll either, do you?âÂ
Another shake of his head. Of course.Â
Itâs not difficult to show Jimin how. You pull up another chair at your desk and push away all your notes and textbooks for school to clear a path to work. You show him how to grind the weed and roll a blunt and a joint â so he can figure out which one he likes better.Â
Jiminâs body is warm as he presses against yours, your shoulders bumping into each other every time you move your arm. He keeps close, eyes glued to your hands as you work slowly but diligently. Itâs a bit disarming having him so close. Aside from the occasional hello during class, youâve never really talked to Jimin. Concentrating with all his Pretty Boy energy fogging up your mind is tricky.Â
Or is it the weed? Nah, itâs the weed.Â
âIf you end up not liking either, go to a head shop to buy a bowl â itâs a pipe. Maybe donât go with a bong yet. Yoongi can help you. He likes bowls better, so heâll have good recommendations.âÂ
Once finished, you slip the blunts and joints into a ziplock bag. When you pass it to Jimin, you canât help but let your fingers brush against his. The touch sends waves of hot electricity up your arm. The shock of it makes your entire body tingle. Sure, the weed is making your body extra sensitive, but itâs not only that. Heâs so fucking hot.Â
You donât realize youâre staring at him. Itâs hard not to stare or even know where to begin. His plush, pillowy lips? His fluffy, dirty-blonde hair that falls into his eyes? So cute that you donât even care when he has to do a Bieber flip to get his bangs out of his face?Â
And, fuck, heâs not wearing the usual crisp white Oxford shirt and black chinos get-up. He must have gone home to change after class because now heâs wearing a form-fitting black t-shirt (probably designer from the looks of it) and grey jogger sweatpants that do nothing to hide how thick his thighs are and youâre sure if you get a chance to look at his ass youâll find that that part of his body is thick, too. Expensive athleisure wear looks even better on him than professional clothing. It makes him look soft.Â
âThank you,â Jimin says, speaking your name softly, and you feel like your knees grow weak at the sound of it tumbling from lips like those. âIâm sorry, I feel like I barged in here and took up your time. Not knowing anything⊠Iâm sure youâre used to people with more knowledge than I do.âÂ
Shaking your head, you guide Jimin out of the office and lock it behind you. âDonât worry about it. Everyone has to start somewhere, right?âÂ
Itâs funny that heâs concerned about something like this, as if marijuana knowledge is so embarrassing not to have.Â
When you turn around, you realize the two of you are standing way too close. Your apartment isnât a shoebox, but it certainly isnât large. The hallway is slim, and Hoseok has a million and one plants and decorative furniture scattered around for the âaesthetic,â which makes it even harder to navigate tight spaces.Â
Youâre not complaining, though. This close, you can see that Jimin is wearing contacts that make his eyes hazel, little flecks of orangish-brown highlighting his naturally dark irises.Â
Jiminâs eyes drop to your lips, and you feel your stomach drop along with them. Even though youâre not touching each other, your skin tingles with the knowledge that you could be touching. Heâs so close. All it would take is one tiny shuffle forward, and you could slot yourself against his nimble â but what you assume is a very solid â frame.Â
âYeah,â he speaks as he releases a soft exhale. You feel his warmth and shudder. âThank you, still.â
âNo problem,â you whisper.Â
Jiminâs tongue darts out to run across his bottom lip. His teeth draw it in slightly, and when he lets go, you can see how his lip bounces back into place.Â
Dragging your eyes back to meet his takes an embarrassing amount of effort. Heâs finally looking at your eyes, too, with an expression you donât understand because you donât really know him.Â
âHow much do I owe you?â
Right. Because heâs here with Yoongi for a reason. You swallow, turning your head to the side to hopefully break whatever spell Jimin and weed have put you under.Â
âDonât worry about it.âÂ
Jimin inhales sharply, but you keep your eyes down. âI must pay you something. I donât know whatâs a standard amount.âÂ
If you were anyone else, you could honestly rip him off. The guy has no clue â he is even admitting that he doesnât! But there are embers smoldering in the pit of your stomach.Â
âNope,â you say with a tone of finality. You can hardly think before your following words slip out of your mouth like snakes. âPretty Boys get weed free of charge.âÂ
âW-w-what?â Jimin looks unbearably cute when heâs confused. Itâs almost too much for you to handle.Â
So you donât.Â
Without another word, you head back to the living room. Jimin follows silently. Youâre sure his face is still painted with shock because Yoongi gives the two of you an odd look.Â
âRight where I left you,â you tease.
Untangling his limbs from Hoseokâs, Yoongi lets out an old man grunt and stands. You hadnât believed him when he said he wouldnât be staying, but itâs clear that heâs sticking to his promise when he starts patting down his legs to make sure he has his keys.Â
âGot what you need, Chim?âÂ
Chim? How close are Yoongi and Jimin? And why are you only now learning of this friendship?Â
Jimin nods, his bottom lip between his teeth once again. He insists that youâve been a great help to him, all while keeping his eyes locked with yours. Itâs so different than his shy avoidance in class.Â
âDonât worry, Yoong,â you insist as you plop back on the couch. Your joint is patiently waiting for you. âI took good care of him.âÂ
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Youâve never been very good at math, but it doesnât take a mathematician to know that Pretty Boy Jimin ends up costing you hundreds of dollars as the semester progresses.Â
All your peers will walk away from law school making six figures easily. But not you. You just had to give a shit about the world, didnât you? You just had to pick an area of law that values protecting human rights over making a profit.Â
God, being a good person is so hard!Â
And now, Park Jimin is sucking you dry before you can even earn money. Every time his fat little ass sashays away from your apartment with another jar of free weed, you can practically hear the chime of money signs ringing out with each step.Â
Thereâs a worse feeling, though. It hadnât occurred to you until now, as you stand in the entranceway of Jiminâs apartment unit, your backpack carrying precious cargo inside slung over one shoulder.Â
Allowing Jimin to walk out of your apartment with the Pretty Boy Discount of free marijuana hurts your pocket, but doing a free weed delivery is even more pathetic. You're wasting your own time and gas money to drive to Park Jiminâs motherfucking apartment to deliver him weed that you arenât even going to charge him for simply because heâs hot.Â
Maybe this is the terrible consequence of abstaining from sex to âfocus on schoolâ â as if smoking weed with Hoseok all day isnât a distraction. But, on the other hand, maybe you just need to get laid.Â
Dipping on this commitment would be easy, you think as you bounce on the balls of your feet. You could leave right now before Jimin answers the door, ask Hoseok to handle Jiminâs future requests, and put all of this behind you. But, of course, the entire situation is ridiculous anyway. You donât even know Jimin. Not really.Â
Thereâs a clicking sound from the other side of Jiminâs front door. Logically, you know itâs the sound of him unlocking the door, but your nerves tell you itâs the sound of your fate being locked into place. It may as well be because Jimin opens the door with a smile that puffs up his cheeks, his hair looks damp, and he smells like body wash.Â
Fuck.Â
âHi!â His voice squeaks, but a deep cough returns it to a normal tone. âI mean, uh, I appreciate you coming by.âÂ
Your tongue presses into your cheek as you regard him for a moment. He might consider your silence as negative because he quickly sidesteps to allow you into his apartment.Â
You give Jimin a smirk. âI think you should at least give me a tip.âÂ
âO-oh, I mean⊠oh, um,â he stutters, and you canât help but laugh.Â
A rush of air escapes your nostrils in a low-energy, nearly silent laugh. While coming to Jiminâs place might seem like a lot of effort, the truth is that youâre bored, and lately, youâve been seeking anything to get your mind off the loneliness you feel when your apartment is dark and Hoseok is with Yoongi.Â
So, even though part of you chastises yourself, youâre willing to risk looking pathetic or desperate if it means you can have someone to smoke with and get some time away from your too-quiet apartment. Not because Jimin is the most attractive person youâve ever seen in your entire life.Â
Jiminâs pretty eyes widen, and you quickly wave your hand to brush off his sudden panic.Â
âIâm kidding,â you confess as you twist your backpack around your body to pull out a small glass mason jar. Itâs cute how concerned he is.Â
No, not cute. Naive. You shake yourself out of the feeling.Â
âWell, come on then.â You walk through Jiminâs apartment into the living room. Itâs your first time making a delivery with him, so youâve never been to his apartment. Yet you walk through the building with unearned familiarity. Youâve got manners; sometimes, you choose not to use them.
âHow have you and Hoseok been?âÂ
âPrepping for finals. And that fucking oral argument Kimâs got us doing,â you groan. School talk wasnât something you had in mind when you showed up, but in the months youâve spent getting to know Jimin more, youâve learned heâs a total nerd. Heâs probably excited about the assessment.Â
âSometimes I think heâs trying to kill us,â Jimin says with a slight grin. âIs it ethical, moral, or legal to terrify your students to the point of throwing up before evaluations?âÂ
âDonât tease Yoongi like that! You know he has public speaking anxiety!âÂ
Jimin does a little half-skip to avoid your attempt to slap his chest. Although you know the both of you are drowning in student loans and law school tuition fees, the apartment is much nicer than expected. You wonder if Jimin has a roommate. Heâs never mentioned one before. Â
âDonât tell him, or heâll beat me up.âÂ
Eyerolls arenât a commitment to anything, but you know Jimin knows you wouldnât dare repeat his words.Â
Plopping onto his couch, you scoot the coffee table between your knees and set the jar down. Beside the jar, you place everything you need to roll for Jimin, including a grinder and swishers. You could have rolled it all in advance, but you donât like to feel rushed. Prepping is the best part. It relaxes you.
Jimin slowly slides into place beside you on the couch. He leaves enough room between the two of you to be respectful, although something tells you itâs less about his desire to make you feel comfortable and more about his discomfort.Â
Heâs nervous, but you donât know why. He keeps dragging his palms against his thighs, roughly rubbing his jeans. Every once in a while, he lifts his hand to touch his bottom lip. Then, when you sneak a glance at him, he quickly turns away. Thereâs nothing of note to look at in the apartment, but he seems engrossed in something for those fleeting moments before youâre sure heâs looking at you once again.Â
âI should probably learn how to do this⊠Like, properly⊠I canât remember everything you did the first time,â Jimin mumbles. When you look up, his cheeks are dusted a light pink.Â
âSorry, I probably went too fast that time.â You give him an apologetic look that makes his face redden even more. âItâs not as hard as people make it out to be. Just need a good teacher.âÂ
If Jimin expects you to be his teacher again, he doesnât say so. You could be. You canât stop yourself from giving the guy free weed; you might as well add comprehensive rolling lessons in the mix.Â
By this point, rolling a blunt is about muscle memory; you donât have to use an ounce of brainpower. Your eyes can wander, sweep over the contents of Jimin's living room, your thoughts floating off to wonder about the little details of the manâs life you arenât privy to. Who are his friends? Where is his family? You look for photographs on shelves or hanging on the walls, items that are a staple in your and Hoseokâs apartment. Would Yoongi be in any of his photos? So many people in the city come in like ghosts.
âDo you, um, would you like to stay?âÂ
Jimin's voice pulls you back to the living room, where your hands have already finished two blunts without you realizing it.Â
"Isnât that what you meant when you said I could smoke with you?" You question around the blunt youâve brought between your lips, pausing to light it.
Jimin shakes his head, not as an answer to your question, but to himself. âYes, of course.âÂ
âYou wanna share this or smoke your own?" You can keep working on rolling the rest in the meantime.
Rather than answer your question verbally, Jimin does something that makes your heart fall into the pit of your fucking stomach. The supposedly shy, naive man parts his lips and juts his chin toward you.Â
The meaning behind his action hits you in the chest immediately. You let your eyes drift over his mouth, and you try not to react when his tongue swipes across his bottom lip while he patiently waits for you to give him what he wants. And youâre gonna do it, too. No questions asked.Â
Pinching the blunt between your middle finger and thumb, you twist on the couch to face Jimin with your legs tucked beneath you. Of course, if your fingertips brush against his lips when you place the blunt between them, thatâs no oneâs business, and you fucking plead the fifth, thanks.Â
Jiminâs eyes never leave yours when he wraps his lips around the blunt and inhales. He takes the hit like a champ, not coughing once despite the smokeâs thickness when he exhales. Itâs been a few months since he started coming to you for weed. You shouldnât be proud of his improvement, but you are anyway. Even if itâs weird to be.Â
âThanks.â Jimin looks like a droopy-eyed dragon, eyes heavy and narrow when he expresses his appreciation. His voice is low and thick, and it makes your stomach swoop.Â
You nod your head and take the blunt from him. âNo problem.âÂ
Time is hardly discernible in normal circumstances for you, especially when youâre high. So you canât imagine how long you sit with Jimin on his couch, watching smoke billow in the air and talking about how unfortunate it is that Frank Ocean and Rihanna ghosted the music industry.Â
For a while, the two of you fall silent. You lean your head against the couch and close your eyes, content with listening to the music Jimin put on until another thought enters your mind. One you canât bring yourself to ignore. Â
âYou ever fucked while youâre high?âÂ
You ask the question once you and Jimin have finished the first blunt and move on to the second. The lighter youâre using is hot pink with blue and purple flowers printed on it. Something feels fitting about that.Â
The question takes you by surprise even though youâre the one asking it, unsure why youâre asking it aside from knowing the weed will make you more likely to speak your mind. Jimin, though. The poor guy is even more startled. As he should be, you think.Â
His hand trembles slightly when he passes you the blunt when itâs your turn to take a hit. âUhh, um, have Iâ what?âÂ
You roll your eyes and blow a smoke ring in Jiminâs direction. You wait for his coughing to subside before you repeat yourself.Â
âHave you ever had sex while under the influence of marijuana, Jimin-ssi?â
âNoâŠâÂ
âHmm, you should. Itâs really fun. Feels good.âÂ
âOh.âÂ
âDo you wanna try it now?âÂ
Itâs comical how Jimin gulps, literally gulps, like a fucking cartoon character. âNow?âÂ
Marijuana is an aphrodisiac. It wonât make Jimin want you, but itâs clear from his suggestive behavior that he already does. The weed will simply, hopefully, make him less nervous about it.Â
You pretend you donât notice how he shifts to press his thighs together on the couch.Â
âCome on,â you encourage him. âStop thinking so much.âÂ
You know youâre too forward and sudden, but it feels justified because youâve been thinking about Jimin for months. The buildup over the past few months has been stifling.Â
Giving consent is what finally unlocks something in Jimin. One moment heâs staring at you with wide, timid eyes; the next, heâs got his hand around your throat.Â
With a light squeeze, Jimin pulls you into him to slot his lips with yours. Holding back a moan is nearly impossible when his tongue pries your lips open. Itâs wet and hot, and your skin tingles when you taste the smoke on him when his tongue curls around your own. Smoking always makes you feel warm, but you feel like youâre on fire when Jimin whimpers into your mouth. His pace is unrelenting. You feel like youâre tripping over yourself as you attempt to keep up with the quick work of his lips. The effort has you practically straddling his lap.Â
Tightening his grip on your throat, Jimin uses it to tilt you how he wants you. A pleased hum vibrates against your mouth when he hears you moan from the pressure of his fingers digging into the soft skin of your neck. Itâs only when you start to get lightheaded, and your lips slow that Jimin finally pulls away.Â
His eyes' heavy, sensual look remains, but youâre surprised to find his slick lips forced into a frown.Â
âIâm sorry.âÂ
You could ask why, but you assume Jiminâs forwardness isnât typical behavior. The good thing is that it is for you.
Rather than address the unnecessary tension, you let your lips do all the work and pull Jimin in for another ruthless kiss.Â
âI donât wanna hear any apologies from you,â you murmur against his mouth. âThe only thing I want your lips doing is eating me out.âÂ
Jimin lets out a high-pitched whine that sets something dangerous off, buzzing through your body. âPlease.âÂ
Maybe youâre pathetic with how quickly you strip yourself of your clothes, but Jimin doesnât seem to care. His eyes never leave your body as you toss the clothing onto the floor. âYouâre so beautifulâŠâÂ
âYeah?â You lean with your back against the arm of the couch, scooting down slightly so you can let your legs fall open.Â
He nods sharply and is silent momentarily as he rubs his palms down the length of your legs, settling between them.Â
"I've always wanted to talk to you," Jimin speaks with a hushed tone. He presses an open-mouthed kiss to the inside of your thigh. "I just get nervous. I'm sure that seems pretty lame."Â
You shake your head, not trusting yourself to speak. Every touch sends goosebumps pebbling across your skin. Itâs exhilarating. You feel like your entire body is a hot wire, sparking and buzzing at a dangerous frequency.Â
"Yoongi said this would be a good way for us to get to know each other. The weed, not this this!" It's shocking to you how adorable he can be at the same time he sucks the skin of your inner thigh into his mouth, swirling his tongue around after biting down hard enough to make you gasp.Â
Your head falls back as you feel the tip of Jiminâs tongue drags along your clit. He swirls it around, drawing small circles in a steady rhythm. Every time his tongue pulls back, you can hear a soft smacking sound of his lips. Heâs likely swallowing the drool collecting in his mouth. Youâre sure heâs probably getting a bad case of cotton mouth from the excessive sound.Â
It makes you smile knowing heâs that sensitive. It takes much more weed in your system to start feeling dry in the mouth, but youâve been smoking more years than Jimin and at a higher frequency.Â
âOh fuck,â you moan out a misshapen puff of smoke when Jiminâs tongue returns to your clit.Â
This time he wraps his plush lips around it and suckles lightly, using his tongue to flick from side to side. His little grunts and moans make your pussy vibrate, sending a tingling sensation through the inside of your thighs and down to your toes.Â
Your hand shakes as you bring the blunt back to your lips. A whine tries to break through, but you force it back down your throat as you inhale more smoke. Itâs hard when your body feels like itâs burning up.Â
Every gentle touch of Jiminâs lips and tongue on your skin feels like a punch to your stomach in a way that is so deliriously delicious you can hardly take it. Wetness drips down your pussy and smears against your thighs, either from your arousal or Jiminâs drool or both, but you donât care how messy it is when Jimin pulls back enough to spit more onto your clit.Â
You let out a surprised sound, lifting your head slightly to see a string of saliva connect Jiminâs pouty bottom lip with your skin.Â
Fuck, you didnât think Pretty Boy had it in him.Â
Using two fingers, Jimin spreads his spit around your clit, pushing it down until he slides into your pussy with ease. You didnât need the extra lubrication, but you groan at the wet sound that echoes through Jiminâs apartment as he thrusts his fingers deep inside you. He brings his lips back to your clit, sucking harder and massaging your skin with his tongue even faster to match the pace his fingers take.Â
When he finally locates the spot that makes your legs shake, hitting it repeatedly, you dig your fingers into his fluffy hair and yank his head back.Â
âH-h-here,â you stutter, pressing the blunt against his lips. Theyâre shiny, and the idea of sticking a wet blunt between your lips makes you want to cringe, but you donât care because his lips are shiny with you.Â
Jimin doesnât stop thrusting into you, but his pace slows as he concentrates on taking another hit.Â
âIâm so fucking hard,â he groans. With the blunt between his lips, Jiminâs hands fly to unbutton his jeans. Another groan sounds around the blunt once heâs freed himself of the retraining pants.Â
You let out a quiet sigh as you try to collect yourself while Jimin smokes. âI told you it feels good. Itâs different, isnât it?âÂ
âMhmmâŠâ
Thereâs a large wet patch staining the front of Jiminâs briefs. It makes the fabric stick to his cock, clearly outlining his length and girth â big enough to make you drool but small enough that you wonât go home sore and regretful.Â
âLemme ride you.â You use your free hand to push Jimin into the back of the couch. He plants his feet on the floor and spreads his thighs as you get comfortable in his lap. âWanna smoke the rest while we fuck.âÂ
Your head is in the clouds, your body melting like butter as Jimin skirts his hands along your sides. He eventually pauses to squeeze your hips, and you swear you can feel him all over you.Â
Itâs quick work, tugging down the final article of clothing separating the two of you. Itâs hard not to stare, especially when Jimin twitches and shivers with every light touch of your fingertips along the ridges and veins of his cock.Â
Your clit drags against the head of his cock when you adjust in his lap, and you let out a ragged moan.Â
âSoaked,â Jimin murmurs, âYouâve got me all wet.âÂ
Itâs true. Jiminâs thighs glisten from where youâve leaked all over him. Your clit throbs so much itâs beginning to hurt from the sensitivity.Â
âCondom,â you practically wheeze out. âIf you go in raw, youâre probably gonna bust a nut immediately, and Iâm not interested in that for many reasons.âÂ
Jiminâs face turns even pinker.Â
âO-okay, give me a second, please.â So fucking polite, and for what?Â
He holds you at the base of your spine with one hand as he leans forward to snatch his jeans with his other hand. Thereâs a condom in his wallet, so you assume your classmate isnât all innocent.Â
Itâs quick work rolling the condom on. Uninterested in teasing yourself further because you feel like youâll die if you donât orgasm soon, you push Jimin hard against the back of the couch. You slip down his cock with ease, with no stretch or sting, from how turned on you are.Â
âI feel like Iâm already gonna come.â Jimin throws his head back against the couch.Â
His lips fall open, and you quickly snatch the blunt from them so it doesnât fall and burn one of you. He looks beautiful, angelic even. His lips are puffy and pink, his cute little mismatched front teeth peeking out. His tongue flicks around his mouth as his breathing grows heavier.Â
You squeeze one of his shoulders with your free hand while your other keeps the blunt pinched to your lips. As you take a drag, you lift your hips and quickly bring them back down, your ass slapping Jiminâs thighs as you engulf his cock again. Your skin sounds wet and sticky, but Jiminâs whine drowns out the sound.Â
âShit,â he hisses. Blunt nails dig into your skin, but it doesnât hurt; it only feels good. Everything feels so good.Â
You hardly notice how hard you shake as you slam yourself down on Jiminsâ cock again. Your head is too spacey to go fast, but you do your best to set a steady pace of bouncing on Jiminâs cock. It doesnât matter if heâs already going to come. You feel your orgasm building up with every squeeze of his fingers and the pathetic moans from his mouth.Â
You lean forward to latch your lips to the base of Jiminâs neck when he again drops his head. Pulling the skin into your mouth, you suck hard. You know the shock the discomfort will send across his body, pain that quickly morphs into pleasure and makes his cock twitch inside you.Â
âJesus Christ.â Jimin reaches up to brush his bangs away from his eyes. Sweat makes the hair remain in place, pushed up, making him look as wrecked as he sounds. His cheeks are bright red now, and the color bleeds down his neck, where youâre sure his chest is bright red, too.Â
Fuck, why didnât you take off his shirt? It feels like a quick and dirty fuck, although youâre not sure you want it to be. Youâre unsure what you want this to be or mean. Or how you want it to feel.Â
All you know is that you feel like youâll come at the sight of Jiminâs toned stomach and chest when you pull the hem of his shirt up to bunch it right above his nipples.Â
Holding onto the fabric gives you more leverage to pick up your pace. Itâs needed because Jimin is a puddle beneath you. His arms are tossed to his slides like theyâre made out of rubber, flopped onto the couch cushions. He can barely lift his hips. He only makes a few weak attempts to thrust into you before heâs whining again, head lolled to the side with furrowed eyebrows. He looks so fucked out.Â
âPlease, ahh, fuck, please,â Jimin begs, though youâre not sure for what.Â
âWanna come, pretty boy?â You squeeze his t-shirt harder and yank it slightly, just enough to pull Jiminâs back a few inches from the couch. âYouâre gonna have to work harder. I already gave you so much.âÂ
Jiminâs eyes roll in pleasure when you clench around him, little âohâsâ and âahâsâ punched out of him. âOkay, yes, yes, fuck, yes, Iâll be sooooââ
You bring his hands back to your waist as he babbles. The contact must give him a bit of clarity because he pulls his bottom lip between his teeth and begins to thrust into you hard.Â
âIâll. Be. So. Fucking. Good.â Every word is punctuated by a mind-shattering thrust as Jimin pulls you down onto his cock.Â
If you were on the edge before, youâre falling by the time he picks up the pace and thrusts into you even harder. The buildup was long and hot, yet your orgasm hits you so hard it might as well have been a surprise.Â
You curl into yourself and press your face into the crook of Jiminâs neck while he continues his unforgiving rhythm until he comes with a choked-out moan of your name.Â
The silence should be uncomfortable. How awkward and irrational was it to simply⊠tell Jimin that you wanted to fuck? And for Jimin to go along with it? Casual hookups arenât really your thing. Pretty Boy Jimin seems to be the exception for everything, though.Â
Heavy breathing fills the silence as the two of you try to calm down, your chests rising and falling in tandem. Itâs comforting to lean all your weight on Jimin, despite how his bunched-up t-shirt presses uncomfortably into your chest. Even the feeling of his cock softening inside of you doesnât bother you any.Â
At some point, Jimin had placed the blunt in the ashtray on the coffee table. It's shocking that he had the mind to do so; you would have accidentally burned a hole into his comfy, expensive-looking couch. It's a good thing you had the mind to use a condom. Imagine burn marks and cum stains. Sheesh.Â
The kiss Jimin presses to your temple when he turns his head feels way more domestic than you deserve. You smile, teeth pressed against his skin, despite yourself. You can blame the giddiness you feel on the weed, and not whatever Pretty Boy Jimin has done to trigger warmth inside your chest.Â
âI think I gave you more than the tipâŠâÂ
With narrowed eyes, you lift your head from Jiminâs neck to look him square in the face so quickly that youâre worried you might pull a muscle in your neck. âYouâre not fucking funny.âÂ
Jimin lets his head fall back to laugh hard enough that his eyes squeeze shut. Itâs so endearing that you overlook such a bad joke. Pretty Boy Jimin seems to get away with a lot. You donât mind it as much as you act like you do.Â

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Reaction during and after reading: AHHHHHHH OMG?? Please the way my head broke for Yoongi!! But I get it, we understand, and we gots to respect boundaries but omg I want to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Heâs such so soft and gentle and we appreciate his vulnerability đđ!! Also Yerin?? Ideas?? đ what ideas babe spill the TEA! Also also omg what was Namjoon gonna say, who likes? Ahh so much excitement and little tidbits going in this story it had me kicking my legs and waving my hands . The play by play was HOT okay?? ALSO JIMIN đźâđšđđ„” such a mischievous little shit, please that was so freaking hot. Another amazing chapter and excited for more and the potential bonus chapter!!
Accuracy Purposes | Unorthodox 26

Rating/genre:Â M (18+); smut đ, fluff, light angst; Idol!AU Pairings:Â Jimin x Reader(f), Yoongi x Reader(f), referenced Tahyung x Jimin (in the series: OT7 x Reader(f), Taehyung x Jimin, and more) Summary: Your mind's a bit all over the place but Yoongi grants you a tiny nugget of clarity. Jimin helps you to process it, in his own way. Warnings:Â Explicit smut, protected vaginal penetration, fingering, grinding, teasing, use of 'baby', 'good girl', dom!Jimin, a little bit of comfort, slight patronization, praise, implied squirting, reader gets called 'woman' playfully, Yerin's back!, manhandling/ restraining Word Count:Â 9.3k Posted:Â May 15, 2023
A/N: I have decided to continue the story in present tense bc Iâm finding it easier to write this way! I do apologize if the change bothers anyone â it bothers me to be honest â but I think this will help me not get blocked while writing :) thank you for your kind understanding haha
Series Masterlist - chapters with smut are marked with a đ

You wake up slowly with Namjoon, totally enveloped by him. Itâs an amusing struggle to twist in his embrace so that you can lay on your back, rub the sleep from your eyes, remember where you are â you slept that fucking good. Dead to the world.Â
But with remembering where you are comes remembering everything else. And unfortunately, you care about Yoongiâs feelings. You care about them a lot. Not that he has feelings. But you're sick of him being unhappy with you, if thatâs what you can call it. You need to talk. You canât keep kissing and not talking.Â
Namjoon breathes in deeply, squirming a little until his lips are pressed against your shoulder. One kiss. Two kisses.
âMm. Is this ok?â he asks against your skin, tired voice coated in a surprising amount of uncertainty.
It makes you huff a little laugh. âOf course.â
âOk, sorry,â he says, now all cuteness, wrapping you up so youâre even more intertwined in his warm comforting weight. âI promise Iâll stop asking.â
âYou donât ever have to stop asking,â you answer simply. âI donât mind.â
He pauses then chuckles a little at himself. âIâve never had someone, like, directing me and reassuring me like this before. Itâs⊠kind of nice.â
A smile stretches across your mouth. âNice to not be in charge all the time?â
âHey, I didnât say you were in charge,â he changes his tune, pausing the way heâs still pressing his lips against you to look up at your face. âI told you last nightâŠâ
âYou told me last nightâŠâ you echo, amused, tilting your head to look down at him; he looks so adorable cuddled up against you.Â
âYou donât believe me?â
âNah,â you say through a laugh. âYouâre just so nice to meââ
âGah, stooop. Iâm not too nice toâ...âÂ
Him stopping himself, looking off with a shake of his head, only intrigues you more. Whatever he was going to say, you are 100% certain you want him to do it to you. Literally no doubt in your mind.Â
When he looks at you again, you're smirking knowingly. âToâŠ?â you ask and itâs obviously to tease, the way your eyebrows push up a little.Â
He breaks into another chuckle, painfully cute because heâs getting shy.Â
âYouâre less talkative than you were last night, â you note softly, shifting onto your side to face in, keeping the blanket pulled up over your shoulders.Â
âYeah, I get a little⊠carried away sometimes,â he admits, scrunching his features up in a bit of a wince.Â
âMm,â you hum in approval before you can stop yourself.Â
He smiles wide before leaning forward the couple inches to press his plush lips against yours. Then he mumbles, âDo you like that?â and you almost shiver. Because, yes, you certainly do like that.Â
You hum once more, nodding your head slightly, but youâre grasping onto him again, sucking a little on the lip that you find between yours.Â
When your phone buzzes, you ignore it until itâs going off a second and third time and you realize that itâs actually a call coming in.Â
âDo you want to get that?â he whispers just as you pull away.
âYeah, I suppose I should.â You sigh for effect, rolling towards the nightstand on your side, finding that itâs Yerinâs name lighting up your screen. âHellooo?â
âHi babe.â
âHi,â you say warmly, unable to help your smile.Â
âDid you just wake up?â she asks.
âMaybe...â you say coyly, rolling back over to eye Namjoon whoâs still lying there, gorgeous chest now exposed.Â
She chuckles. âCryptic. I love it.â
Her teasing has you smiling wider.Â
âAre you free today⊠by any chance?â
âFor you? Of course.â
âOo, cheesy. Even better.â
Namjoon sends you a questioning look as you laugh.Â
âYou love it. ⊠What are we doinâ?â
âA little birdie told me you dance.â
âOh no,â you say reflexively, immediately skeptical. âI meanâŠâ
âWeâre taking a classââ
âYerinâŠâ you whine, already stressed at the idea of dancing with other people, especially when the instruction would be in a language you donât know.Â
âItâll be so fun! Then we can get food after. Donât say no. Please donât say no,â she continues.Â
You roll your eyes with your sigh. Obviously, you arenât going to say no. Itâll be refreshing being out and about with her.Â
Upon hanging up, you notice you have unread messages as well â from a certain Christopher Bang. But it isnât until you and Joon have both pulled yourselves from the bed and separated to get ready for the day that you actually read them.
Youâve messaged a few times back and forth over the last couple days, mostly just to get him caught up on the fact that you are in the country for an undetermined amount of time and that, no, you havenât really explored the city much yet.Â
BC: I could help? đ BC: Could take you to a favourite restaurant if you wanted YN: Can you do that though? YN: I mean Iâm down, just donât want you getting yourself into trouble!
He replies by the time youâre dressed and ready, heading into the kitchen for something to munch on before Yerin arrives.Â
BC: Donât you worry about me haha BC: It's a really small place anyway BC: Thereâs like two tables lol BC: Youâll see what I mean
You like the idea of dinner with Chris â beyond being super nice, heâs really attractive. And obviously, the concern about someone being a couple years younger than you no longer plagues you in the slightest.Â
But there is a little twinge inside you at the thought of Jungkook. Heâs clearly trying so hard. Will actually spending time with someone else help or hinder him in navigating his feelings about it all?
Heâs in the kitchen already, gifting you the perfect opportunity to talk to him before you reply â as much as the idea of bringing it up to him again makes you a tiny bit nervous.Â
When JK looks up at you and smiles brightly, you feel eased immediately, coming up behind him to lean your weight on his shoulders, your hands sliding down to enjoy the feel of him through his shirt.
âGood morning.â One hand comes up, sliding along the side of your neck gently to welcome you against him, guiding you even, to nuzzle your face to the side of his.
âMmm, morning,â you hum back, slipping down into the chair next to him but hovering close, pressing a kiss to his shoulder. You let your hand rest on his thigh. âCan I ask you something?â
He just turns his head to you, smiling around the bite he was chewing.Â
âIf I⊠hangout with Bang Chan⊠is that going to be uncomfortable for you at this point?â
Finishing his bite, he processes for a short moment before lightly shaking his head. âI donât think so.â His eyes are on the table â perhaps heâs still trying to decide how he feels, or how honest to be â so you give him another moment. âWhat are you gonna do?â
âJust going to get some food together, I think,â you explain simply. âNot today though. Iâm hanging out with Yerin today.â
âOh, nice,â he says, taking a bite, head bobbing in another nod.
You smile over at him, squeezing his thigh, the smile growing a bit more when he meets your eyes again, looking genuinely happy. âYouâre cute. Come here,â you whisper, reaching for his chin to pull his mouth to yours.Â
He surprises you a little, leaning into the kiss more than youâd expected, kissing you a little harder than you had planned, but you arenât complaining, even if he does take like his cereal. âI almost hauled you out of that hot tub,â he admits, smirking down at his bowl as he gathers his final bite on his spoon
âYou almost killed me,â you tease back, only slight accusation in your voice.Â
His smileâs even cheekier now. âI think you can handle it.â
âYou bet your ass I can.â You stand, giving his shoulder one more squeeze before you head to the fridge to do what you actually came in there to do.Â
-
Yerin takes you to the dance class by subway, showing you how to do everything along the way. You havenât thought much about going out and about all on your own but now that you have done it once, it honestly feels like a breeze.Â
The dance class on the other hand⊠not a breeze. Youâre winded after ten minutes, mind on overload from the teacher speaking in Korean half the time, making it difficult to follow. And as much as Yerin helps you, the class is obviously for dancers more advanced than you. You do ok, but thatâs really it â just ok.Â
The two main things you come out of it knowing: you seriously need to take more classes, and Yerin looks fucking hot when she dances. Not a surprising fact but a surprisingly distracting one for sure.
Thereâs ten minutes before the next class starts so you stretch a little longer while she chats with Soyeon, a friend she has at the studio. Youâre going to be so sore, itâs not even funny, already able to feel the tightness in your shoulders.Â
The room clears out and she plops back down next to you, mirroring your stretch. At least youâre quite flexible. Itâs one thing you can almost match her in.
âSo, maybe we pick up some food and you can come back to mine? Iâm assuming you probably want to shower,â she offers, pressing her forehead to her knee.Â
âYeah,â you say through a breathy chuckle, feeling the way your top sticks to your back right as she says the words. âSounds like a plan.â
âItâs a good thing Iâm here. Or else youâd never leave that man cave.â Turning to you, she smirks, catching the way you shake your head in exaggerated shame.
You switch legs, feeling the satisfying stretch through your hamstring. âTheyâre not totally disgusting at least. Iâm actually pretty impressed.â
âIâm sure you are.â
You toss an arm out to smack at her shoulder. âStop saying everything like that.â
âLike what?â
You stare her down; she knows. âLike itâs an innuendo.â
âOh, come on, this is the most interesting thing going on in my lifeâŠâ she starts, making you laugh. âI thought secretly dating an idol was plenty exciting⊠how wrong was I?â
âI might be going on a date with someone else,â you say quieter, not even looking at her because you already know how sheâs going to react.
âWhat?â flies from her mouth. "What are you talking about?â The words are so fast it almost doesnât sound like English. It makes you laugh. Then sheâs nudging you with her foot. âY/N.â
Your laugh gets deeper in your belly when you turn and see her distraught face. âI donât actually know if itâs a date yet,â you clarify, sitting up and reaching for your sweater to pull on over top.Â
âWho are you talking about?â she asks, determined to get the tea. Not that you plan to keep it from her but itâs just so funny to hear the way her voice lilts into a startled pitch.Â
âYou know Stray Kids?â
âOf course I know Stray Kids,â she answers quickly before the words dawn on her further. âStop. Stop, right now. Which one? Arenât they young?â
âCome on, we should go,â you tell her, standing up as you eye the new students that have started to file in.Â
She follows, gathering her things quickly and ushering you out. âWhy do you do this to meâŠ? Y/NâŠ.â
You just giggle, leaning into her as you walk side by side out of the studio. âWeâre in public so I do have to be a little careful, donât I?â
She pauses, catching your arm to stop you too before the both of you head in the direction of the subway station. âWhisper it in my ear.â
You do as asked and then sheâs nearly shrieking again, looking at you with her eyebrows a mile high. Through more laughter, you assure her: âIâll tell you more once we get there.â
-
Yerin pops the lid off her take-out container but sheâs already looking, earning an eyebrow raise from you.Â
âCan I help you?â
âWeâre no longer in public.â
You roll your eyes, cracking apart your chopsticks. âI donât even know if itâs a date to be honest,â you share with a slight shake of your head. And you donât. You can assume all you want but nothing Chris has said to you has made you sure heâs interested in you in that way.Â
âBut he asked you to go out with him?â
âDinner, yeah.â
âYouâre texting?â
You nod.Â
âHow did he get your number?â
â... He asked for it. On New Years.â
Yerin smirks, a little smug â she already knew that â as she picks up her first bite.Â
âOk, yes. It suggests⊠interest. But I just donât want to go into it thinking itâs a date if itâs not. That will be a lot more⊠awkward. Internally.â
She laughs, nodding in agreement. âWhat if it is?â
You shrug in response but your little smile gives you away.
âYouâre crazy, woman.â
It takes you a second to figure out what to say, shaking your head, because you know itâs silly. In comparison to how most people do things, you do sound kind of crazy. âI know, I know. I sound a little nuts.â You reach for your drink but stop before it gets to your mouth. âBut heâs⊠heâs cute,â you say simply. âAnd Iâm not taken. Could be fun.â
âMhmâŠâ she starts, finishing chewing before she looks over to you and continues. âAre you going to explain to him? The⊠whole thing?â she asks, waving her chopsticks around in a little circle.Â
âIf it goes that direction then, yeah, of course. The only thing making this work with all the guys is us talking about it. So, if Chris hears the situation, wants to bow out then thatâs cool. I would understand. Obviously.â
âRight,â she says with a nod, thinking about it more seriously now. âTheyâre really not jealous?â
âNot really. In factâŠâ you pause, playing over the events of the night before lightning fast in your mind.Â
You must be smiling because Yerin is staring at you.
âIn fact, theyâŠâ How do you say this? âI think it may end up being more fun than any of us realized.â
She frowns dramatically, blinking at you, but it also looks like sheâs about to laugh once more. âWhat in the world does that mean?â
âOk⊠Iâm gonna tell you but itâs only because youâre the only person I get to tell all this to.â
âHow are there still things I donât know yet?â she practically shouts, grabbing at your forearm.Â
A laugh vibrates out of you, especially knowing what youâre about to say. âIt might end up being a thing where⊠multiple are comfortableâŠâ you start to explain, trailing off suggestively, still unsure the right way to phrase what seemed to be happening last night.Â
Did you now know for sure that you would enjoy having sex with multiple of them at once? Yes. But was that something you had discussed? Not yet. So, the future was still pretty blurry.
âShut up,â she says, shaking your arm slightly. âShut up.â
You just keep laughing, sure that sheâs caught on enough.
âWhat happened?â
âNothing, really. Yet. But the three younger onesâŠ" You click your teeth. "Theyâre gonna get me in trouble.â
âYouâre gonna sleep with them together?â she asks, too amused for her own good. Sheâs stopped eating entirely, just staring at you with a big goofy grin.Â
âIâI donât know,â you say, getting bashful finally, smiling down at your food.Â
âThat sounds⊠hot. Donât tell Jin I said that,â she adds quickly before breaking into laughter, seeming surprised at her own words.Â
Your turn a smirk on her to joke: âJinâs not really into sharing?â
âOh,â she muses, bobbing her head a little. âWeâve literally never talked about it. But I would assume not. Then again, if I asked him to bring in another girl to join us, would he really say no?â she jokes, chuckling to herself as she turns back forward, reaching for her drink.Â
âMm, true. ⊠You guys are too cute though. The way he looks at youâŠâ
She smiles to herself, obviously picturing it. âYeah, heâs kind of the best.â
You smile too. It genuinely makes you happy that Jin has someone so wonderful. And Yerin too.Â
âDamn, now youâre giving me ideas,â she mumbles, hiding her face a little with her hand.
âAm I?â That was not really what youâd expected her to say. âIs it⊠good? Between you and him?Â
âOh, yeah,â she responds right away, a sure nod coming with it. âItâs so good. Heâs, like⊠Whatâs too much information?â
âBabe, I just told you I might have a foursome.â
She squawks out a laugh. âTrue! Ok, fair. Well, then, heâŠâ Sheâs waving her chopsticks around again, searching for the words she wants. âHeâs, like, huge.â
You try to stifle your laughter. Somehow that was still not what you had been expecting her to say. âIs he? Not that Iâm doubting butâŠâ
âNah, itâsâŠpffhhh,â she blows air out through her lips in a dramatic sigh. As if words could not do him justice.Â
âOk...â you say, trying not to smirk too widely. It is her boyfriend youâre talking about. âGood to know.â
Sheâs laughing again, a bit flustered. âThere, you can add that to your spreadsheet.â
âMy spreadsheetâŠâ you repeat, equally amused at the thought. âNah, the spreadsheet is reserved for the dicks I actually see. For accuracy purposes,â you joke.Â
âRight, right, of course.â
-
The friend time is incredibly rejuvenating, even more so than you realized it would be. After all, you have spent almost all waking moments with at least one of the guys since you arrived five days ago. Itâs good to have a break. Itâs good to clear your head a little.
You take the subway back on your own, a little awkward, a little nervous, not totally sure the whole time that youâre going the right way. But you manage, with the help of your phone, lost in your thoughts the whole way.Â
Thoughts of the future primarily â which you are still preoccupied with way more than youâd like to be. Part of you is so at peace with going with the flow, really doing whatever you want, and part of you is completely obsessed with figuring out the next move. You can tell it's the part of you that is used to living for other people.
When you think about home and your family, you canât stop wondering what they think of all this. Are they judging you? Are they disappointed in you for â what? Running away from your problems, so to speak?
But when you think harder about what you would be ârunning awayâ from, what is there really? The job you donât care to go back to? The apartment youâre subletting while youâre gone? The couple best friends you have that live hours away anyways?
Being here is not only more fun, more exhilarating, but you also have bonded with the guys so much. Is it totally crazy for you to consider staying, at least for now?Â
You exit the station, wandering back the way you walked with Yerin many hours before. When you get to the property, you have to go through the security, not realizing what a huge thing it would be since you havenât entered without them before.Â
Once youâre finally in, you input the code for the entrance to the dorms and slip inside quietly. Youâre weirdly excited to see whoeverâs there, after spending much of the day away from all of them.
Itâs around dinner time and you can already smell food as you walk towards the kitchen, a bunch of takeout laying strewn across the island. Once you're through the arch, you look to your right, finding Jin, Yoongi, Jimin and Hobi all in the living area, sprawled across the furniture, nearly empty dishes on the coffee table in the middle.
âThere she is,â Jin greets, without moving a muscle. âHow was your day? Was my girlfriend nice to you?â
âSheâs pretty much the love of my life,â you say out of the corner of your mouth before wincing at him. âHate to break it to youâŠâ
âAre those her clothes?â Jin asks, scandalized, and the other three snicker.Â
You tug at the borrowed t-shirt, looking down at it as you wander around the couch, then shrug cutely. âOops.â
âìŒâŠâ he scoffs, making you giggle as you plop down on the floor in between his and Yoongiâs feet.Â
âWhy are you down there?â the latter asks. âYou can sit up here, you know.â
âI know.â You fight the urge to look up at him, tempted to read his face. âI just kind of want to stretch a bit more soâŠâ Saying that, you lean forward, butterflying your legs until you feel the stretch in your lower back, a little telling sound coming out of you.
âSore already?â Hobi asks.Â
âHey, I havenât danced since that day with you on the island.â
âOh, yeah, that was fun,â he chirps back. âCan I teach you again?â
âOf course, silly. I think I need the help anyways,â you say through a groan before lifting back up, about to switch to a different stretch.
But before you can, two hands are on your shoulders, thumb pressing into the tightness of your traps. You sigh audibly before you can even question who it is but it doesn't take long for you to piece together that it is undoubtedly Yoongi, working your upper back, kneading over knots outwards from your spine.Â
The thought makes you want to shiver, mostly because itâs unexpected. Frankly, youâd thought he was going to avoid you, even be cold with you all over again, after passing you in the hallway last night. Itâs relieving â and refreshing â for him to not be acting as such.Â
You try to stop the goosebumps, the little chill that runs over you each time he hits a good spot, making you want to groan. It kind of makes everything else fade away and without realizing it, youâre pushing back into his hands for more pressure.
âHere,â he says quietly, then heâs adjusting to be right behind you, directing you so he can reach more easily.
âMmh, thank you,â is all you can think to say, the words coming out soft and dreamy, more of a mumble than anything.Â
Now that heâs closer, his legs pressed on either side of you, he digs in a bit more, not being shy with the way he rolls over the knots along your shoulder blades, pulling audible breaths from you.
Your neck is loose, eyes closed, just letting the motions move through you because it feels so fucking good. Actual moans threaten, getting caught by your lips. But the fact that youâre more hesitant to make noise in front of other members for something non-sexual than for something sexual is⊠interesting.Â
It almost feels like heâs trying to pull a sound from you, noticing when you twitch a little at a certain spot and then focusing there some more. And then you finally do, letting out a quiet little âmmmâ when another chill shakes your shoulders.Â
âThat ok?â he asks softly, and itâs only then that you realize the other guys are talking while heâs focused entirely on you. Similarly, youâre paying attention only to Yoongiâs touch, your mind immediately going all the other places you would want his hands to be.Â
âMhm, so good,â you breathe in response, trying not to make it sound sexual. But itâs insane the effect he has on you. Heâs only touching your back so why does it feel like heâs everywhere?
He breathes out just a little, a tiny huff of amusement, and it makes you want to curse him out. If he can read your mind, youâre screwed. But then again, you wouldâve been screwed from day one. âMove your hair,â he says, tracing his hands up your neck to lift it, sending another chill through you.Â
Itâs not fair but you listen to him, quickly tying up your hair so he can continue unobstructed.Â
Heâs got the back of your neck in his dominant hand now, thumb on one side, fingertips pressing on the other in little circles, slowly working down onto the tightness of the junction of your shoulders.Â
Then youâre groaning, a lazy âfuuuckâ that makes the other guys laugh. You canât even be bothered enough to say anything in defense, the slight embarrassment nothing compared to the pleasure heâs giving you.Â
âShould we leave you two alone orâŠ?â Jin jokes through a laugh, Hobi and Jimin giggling with him.Â
âI donât think she minds,â Jimin mutters, obviously through a smirk, and you promise yourself that one of these days, you are going to smack him. Just not now. You donât want to move right now.Â
âShut your mouth,â you say meekly instead, feeling your neck and face grow hot.Â
Yoongi can probably feel it too. But he doesnât stop, shifting forward a bit more on the couch so that youâre more between his legs and he can guide you forward, slide his hands down your back and massage lower.Â
Heâs not meaning anything by it; you know itâs just a massage. But you canât help the thoughts. You want to kiss him again, on the lips, and then a few more places. Why is he the one person you feel like you canât just talk to?
Even though them leaving was a joke, the other three trickle out, taking their dishes with them. It makes it easier to let out another sound, a low hum of satisfaction.
âShould I keep going?â he asks casually.Â
âYou donât have to.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
You let out a breath, not quite a laugh, because heâs working out another knot and it hurts just the right amount. âYour hands are going to get tired.â
Now heâs laughing a little. And itâs hot, even just his scoff of a laugh.Â
âThank you for thisâŠâ you whisper, letting your head rest over onto his thigh.Â
He just continues, seemingly unbothered but you canât see his face so who is to know?
âWe⊠should talk,â you say after another minute â a minute of telling yourself over and over that itâs a good idea.Â
âTalk about what?â he replies, his motions unwavering.Â
Your eyes flutter open, his head lifting back up. This is why you feel like you canât just talk to him. Everything feels encoded somehow. How could he think there was anything to talk about other than the kiss last night followed by him cursing in regret and retreating?
He slips his hands back up, landing them gently on the tops of your shoulders with a light final squeeze. When you turn, heâs looking down at you. Heâs going to make you say it. Either that, or heâs an idiot â and you already know that oneâs not true.
âLast night?â you suggest, turning around to face him fully.Â
He blinks away, looking down at where his hands now rest on his knees. He sucks a bit of air through his teeth, head tilting awkwardly, before answering:Â âThat probably shouldnât happen again.â
Itâs not what you expected to hear. And the way he says it so simply kind of just makes it worse. Your heart begins to hammer a little when you softly ask: âWhy?â
âAh, Iâm... not cut out for this.â Heâs still not looking at you.Â
ââCause of the others,â you say, just to make sure.
He nods, pressing his lips together, seemingly force of nervous habit.
The thing is you canât even be mad. At the mixed signals, sure. But not at the fact that heâs obviously not comfortable with getting involved in the arrangement thatâs going on.Â
You hum a little note of understanding, trying not to let disappointment seep into it. But itâs probably clear anyway. Youâve never been good at hiding stuff like that. Still, you try to force a little smile, looking right at his eyes to see if heâll meet you.
He actually does, and then his hand is lifting, going to your jaw, caressing it gently as his gaze flicks over your face. Heâs still so serious, maybe a little unsure, even as he leans forward a little, and your chin tips up unconsciously.
Heâs kissing you before you can comprehend whatâs happening, a still press of his lips against yours until you both take in a delayed breath and start to kiss for real, as if someone finally pressed âplayâ on the paused TV.Â
Your hand comes up, cupping his neck, thumb brushing over his throat then to the underline of his jaw. At the same time, you push up onto your knees as smoothly as you can, wanting to be closer, more level, because heâs still kissing you â fuck â opening his mouth a little more to let you in, to suck your lip before his tongue slides over yours.Â
He pulls, fingers tangled in your hair, holding the back of your head to keep you, while your free hand slides up his thigh to his hip. Youâre not sure what youâre trying to accomplish, where you want him to go, but you grip anyway, attempting to tug him to you.Â
You moan a little just as you pull away. Itâs primarily to breathe but also to think because youâve realized itâs an impossible task when youâre kissing him. When you look at him from just a couple inches away, his eyes are still closed, perfect lips still dropped open a smidge. You want to kiss them again, bite them, suck them. You want to take a picture of how he looks just like this.
But now you know. And now you have a conscience, so you pull back further, letting your hands slip down his body until thereâs no body left.Â
Youâre quiet as you sit back down onto your feet, watching your own hands flatten onto the tops of your thighs.Â
He lets out a long breath, keeping his gaze down as he too pulls back, a little pain twisting in your stomach when thereâs no longer a part of him touching you.Â
âYou see why I end up confused?â you whisper gently.
âIâm sorry,â he says right away, coming up to press thumb and forehead to his temples.Â
The look of regret from last night was unpleasant but the look of disappointment in himself now is so much worse.Â
âHey, itâs fine,â you say as comfortingly as you can manage considering how your body is still coursing with adrenaline. âI heard you. ⊠I know where youâre at⊠andâŠâ You shrug a little. âWeâre good. âŠWeâre good, ok?â
He nods, mouth in a flat line, following when you go to get up and transforming seamlessly back into himself. It would be comforting if it didnât just make it glaringly obvious how good he is at hiding whatâs going on in his mind.Â
Itâs once your back inside your room, alone, sinking in to your bed, that it hits you that that was it. Thereâs your answer. He doesnât want to get caught up in all of this, sharing you with the others.Â
SoâŠ
Nothing can happen with Yoongi.Â
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Youâre still lying in the dark, distraction by way of your phone in your hand hovering over your face, when you hear a knock on your door.Â
For a moment, you assume itâs Yoongi and that stupid excitement returns as much as you really wish it wouldnât. But when you tell them to come in, itâs Jimin who enters, immediately chuckling at your strange position.Â
âWhy are you in the dark?â he asks cutely, shutting the door behind him and crawling up beside you. âCan I?â he asks and you give him the go ahead before he turns on the lamp atop your nightstand.Â
You lock your phone, tossing it semi-dramatically to the other side of the bed.
He frowns a little, heading tilting as he looks down at you. âWhatâs wrong?â
You shake your head and you mean it because it feels silly to be sad at all. Because youâre sad about what? Not getting to be intimate with one person? Totally ridiculous.Â
âWhat?â he says, smiling that pretty smile. He drops down to an elbow to lay alongside you, watching closely, concern growing, as you try to decide what to say.
âNah, Iâm ok,â you say softly.
âNoonaâŠâ he says as if teasing you for brushing it off. It makes you smile more genuinely.
âI⊠Do you actually want to know?â
âOf course,â he says, scooting closer to you and slipping an arm under your neck to wrap you up in pre-emptive comfort. But itâs still so cute, the way he does it, that it has you giggling.Â
You cuddle into him, rolling onto your side to bring your leg over his. âUm⊠you know how Yoongi and I kissed on New Years? We kissed again too. But he⊠he doesnât want to get involved in all this,â you explain, trying to sound nonchalant about it.Â
âAh,â he breathes out then pauses, just holding you against him.Â
âItâs fine, like I totally get it. But⊠yeah, I just feel bad. I donât want to make him uncomfortable. Ever.â
âMm, ok,â he says, voice low and soothing. âDid he say heâs uncomfortable?â
âNot, like, in those words. But, I donât know. He literally said we shouldnât and then kissed me like 10 seconds later, soâŠâ You sigh, trying not to think too much about how good it felt.Â
He lets out a little breath of amusement. âThatâs confusing.â
âYeah, thatâs what I said,â you agree through a similar little chuckle. âAnywayâŠâÂ
He brings his other arm around you, rubbing your side with his thumb. âItâll be fine.â
âI know.â You nod against him. âI just gotta⊠not think about him that way.â
âMhm.â He waits a moment before adding: âYou can think about me that way.â
You laugh into his neck, rolling farther onto him. âYou know I do.â
âMm, good.â
âEven if youâre a pain in my ass sometimes.â
âPftâŠâ He pokes at your side, making you jump as you laugh.Â
âItâs true. I donât know why you like to torture and embarrass me so muchââ
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âThe hot tub last night.â
âOh, yeah, that mustâve been horrible for you,â he says flatly, dropping his hands to the mattress only for you to grab at them again to wrap them back around you.Â
âSometimes you talk and I just want to smack you, you know that?â
âYou can smack me,â he says, surprising you a little â enough for you to lift your head and grin down at him. âWhat? You like that idea?â
âI⊠I donât know,â you say a little shyly before leaning in to kiss him. It really is hard to look at his face for longer than ten seconds without kissing those gorgeous lips. Itâs soft, sensual, as usual with Jimin and, honestly â it wipes your mind clean.Â
He smiles into it, pulling back a tiny bit. âSo cute.â
You shake your head a little, pressing in again. The idea of smacking Jimin suddenly sounds even better, if only for the fact that he sounds like he would enjoy it. The thought makes you giddy in a new way.Â
âCan I tell you something?â he asks quietly as you rest your head back on his shoulder.
âOf course.â
âI went to Taehyungieâs room when we got out of the hot tub.â
You lift up once more to watch as a smile spreads across his lips; he must be satisfied with your reaction, your eyebrows pushed up in surprise at the revelation. âOh,â you say, immediately breaking into a cheeky smile. Is it finally your turn to tease him?
He looks giddy himself, the way his cheeks are bunched up a bit, eyes full of mischief.Â
âAnd?â you say when he doesnât elaborate.
âAnd it was fun.â
âThatâs all I get?â you ask, nearly offended, lifting further off him to lean on your palm instead, one hand resting on his chest, so you can see him better.Â
âWhat? You want a play-by-play?â he teases, licking over his bottom lip, smug smile not disappearing for a second.
âI mean, Iâm not opposed. But you gotta give me something. What happened?â
âI guess I could show you,â he replies, voice dropping a little.Â
Youâre not totally sure what that means. But you absolutely want to find out. âShow me,â you say with a sure nod, almost goading.Â
He springs up, taking you with him off the bed and walking you backwards until your backâs against the door. Biting his lip through a smirk, he sizes you up, trailing one hand up to your neck while the other stays by your hip.
âAre you you? Or am I you?â you ask in an embarrassingly breathy tone, punctuating it with a gulp as you try to contain yourself.Â
âIâm me,â he whispers as he leans closer, pushing his body against yours so that a leg is propped between yours, pelvises meeting.
âMm, so you initiated.â
It makes him laugh, that youâre still so focused on the events of the prior night when his lips are skimming over your jaw. âI mean⊠He told me to come to his room, shut the door behind us. I just⊠got closer, so⊠you tell me.â
You picture it as he says it, an excited little curl of your stomach coming with the mental image. âIâm guessing he didnât push you away?â you play, letting your hands slide up his torso to brace on his chest.
He shakes his head, pulling away from your ear to smirk at you once more. âAre you going to?â he teases, playing up his surprise as his head tilts down momentarily to gesture to your hand placement.Â
Your fingers grip his shirt in response.Â
âGood,â is all he says before heâs leaning in, kissing you so that your head presses back against the door, lips parting gently to welcome him in.Â
You moan into his mouth â this is too hot, your hips already pressing forward against his thigh. Not only because the thought of them together is sitting on the surface of your mind but also, Jimin is still new to you in so many ways. Even just the way he kisses you, so sensually, making you drunk on him, is different than any of the others. He just has this innate thing about him.Â
He pulls back and hums, the sound already telling you that heâs about to tease you once again. âNeed something?â he asks, obviously referring to the wiggle of your hips.
You lick your lips and reply, âYouâre supposed to be giving me a play-by-play,â but it has less sass than you intended because heâs started to move too, long rolls of his covered bulge against you.Â
âThatâs exactly what Iâm doing.â His head ducks into your neck once more to press a kiss to you. âBut for accuracy, we should probably get this off you.â With that heâs lifting the hem of your shirt, pulling it over your head. He quickly does the same with his own then itâs warm tummy to warm tummy as you pull him back to you.
âWhat else should we do?â you ask, before cheekily adding: âFor accuracy.â
âIn a few secondsâŠâ he begins, leaning his head in to ghost his lips over your neck. âYouâre going to move me to the bed and get on top of me.â
You take in a breath, shaky a little on the exhale, at the thought of Tae doing that to him, but also the way he presses a hot kiss to the side of your neck, sucking lightly until the sensation has you humming out a moan.Â
He pulls back, admires his work, runs his thumb over it. âYeah, I think it was about there,â he says through an unholy smile.Â
You look at him in wonder but quickly youâre biting your lip, getting impatient to find out what happens next, like youâre reading a really good book.Â
Pressing lightly against his chest, you walk him until heâs against the bed, and then with a final push, he falls back, getting comfortable on his elbows. You almost laugh as you climb on top of him â itâs strange, him knowing what youâre going to when you donât even know yourself.
âHere?â you ask, settling yourself over his groin then bringing your hands to his pretty chest.Â
âPerfect,â he says as he pulls you down to meet his lips.
As you kiss, every second getting hotter, heavier, you canât stop yourself from grinding down on him, feeling the hardness rubbing against your core through too many layers. It feels so good already but all you can think about is feeling him for real.Â
When you go to reach down, he stops you, taking hold of your wrist, but continues to kiss you, tickling over your tongue, teasing you in whatever way he can.Â
You pull your lips away to look down at him questioningly â for a moment, youâre almost nervous youâve done something wrong for him to be holding your hand away from him so firmly.Â
But then he rolls the both of you over, pinning one arm above your head and quickly bringing the other up to join, making your body tighten as the use of his strength.Â
âThis is creative liberty,â he notes, switching both of your wrists to one hand so the other can trace your jaw, then down, letting it linger around your neck suggestively for a moment before continuing.Â
âOo, just for me? Does Tae not enjoy being manhandled as much?â you ask playfully, watching the way his confidence and shyness meld together on his features.Â
âI suppose⊠thatâs one area that you know more about him than I do.â He draws near, pressing his lips softly to your collarbone, moving inward, then to your other side.Â
You sigh, attempting to lift your hips a little for some much needed pressure. âYou played it safe.â
He sounds his affirmation against your skin.
âBut not with me.â
âItâs a bit less stressful,â he admits just as his hand reaches your waistband, fingers finding the drawstring and pulling to unravel it.Â
âAw, I donât make you nervous?â you tease, but the way his touches are affecting you, the way your voice comes out all thin, makes you sound like youâre the nervous one.
He chuckles and lifts up to give you a cute little smile. âI didnât say that.â With one hand, he shuffles down your bottoms, moving so you can finish kicking them off, then heâs back kneeling between your bent legs, leaning forward to kiss you.
You whimper when you realize heâs still not touching you, arms tugging a little at his hold to see if heâll let you free. Jiminâs so pretty and youâve wanted to touch him for so long and now heâs not even letting you. âNeed you to touch me,â you whisper against his lips, the words a muffled mess but youâre sure he gets the idea.
Heâs giggling, so cute but still so sexy as he pulls away and presses his forehead to your shoulder, lips finding the dip of your collarbone instead. âYouâre more impatient than him.â
You scoff but heâs finally moving down your body, hand teasing over your hip, down your thigh before coming back up to brush over your core, making you jerk a little at the contact. You moan as his fingers dip between your folds, spreading your wetness over your clit, but then heâs moaning too.
âMm, youâre so wet, baby.â He meets your eyes. âYou like the thought of it, hm? Me touching him?â
Your fists close, a shock of pleasure running through you. âYou⊠you touched him?â
His mouth twitches up. âWhat am I doing right now?â
Your mind is apparently no longer working well enough for you to realize this was still the play-by-play, and now youâre picturing his hand wrapped around Taeâs cock, slowly sliding over it like how heâs languidly caressing you right now. Your tummy tightens, cunt clenching, hips pushing up into his hand.Â
Fuck, you wish you couldâve seen Tae's face, watching the pleasure take him over. And Jimin's while doing so for the first time.
âYou like it so much, oh my god," he groans, eyes trailing from your face, down your body, to where his hand is working effortlessly over you.
âIt sounds so hot,â you breathe with a nod, your eyes falling shut at the way heâs rubbing back and forth over your swollen clit, quicker but still too gently.
âWhat if I told you I made him come like that?â
You whimper out your approval, hips jerking up, begging for more. âFuck, that sounds so goodââ Another frustrated huff comes out of you.
âMhm. He looked so pretty,â he tells you before leaning down and clasping his mouth around your nipple, wet suction making you pull harder at his hold on your wrists.
A second later, he sinks two fingers into you, releasing his mouth to groan with you. âìšë°âŠ you feel fucking perfect. I forgot how tight you are.â
When he doesnât move them right away, you try to take matters into your own hands, waving your hips up to fuck yourself on his fingers, but he just lets his hand follow, casually moving back to sucking and nibbling at your breasts. âJimiiinâŠâ you complain, practically a sob, because youâre so wet and so turned on and heâs absolutely holding back. You already know what his fingers can do and youâre desperate for it again.Â
He bites lightly, a touch of addicting pain jolting through you.Â
âAhhâ pleaseââ
Then his thumb presses to your clit, drawing circles that have you tightening around his fingers. He has the audacity to chuckle as he lets go of your wrists, instead switching to covering your mouth as he starts to fuck his fingers into you, bending them just so with each drag against your walls.Â
Youâre a mess of suppressed moans as your head pushes back into the mattress. He goes faster, jerking you towards release so quickly that itâs almost alarming, eyes rolling back into your head. All you can do is grip onto the sheets and hold still as he takes over your body â making it seem far too easy.Â
âGonna come?â he asks sweetly, almost patronizing. Such a cocky little shit. But it works anyway, your cunt squeezing him as he drives into you harder. When he envelopes your nipple and sucks once more, youâre done for, gasping against his palm before coming hard, the sounds of your gushing wetness ringing out into the room.Â
His hand placement over your mouth is probably a good thing because you canât stop moaning as the waves of your climax rush over you. You donât usually come like that â not so easily anyway â so itâs extra overwhelming, each press of his fingers against your g-spot sending extra vibrations through your body.Â
He slows, still caressing inside of you, and presses kisses all over your chest, lifting his hand off your mouth to hear you let out a low drawn out curse. Then his lips trail up, exploring more of your neck until heâs kissing you deeply once more.Â
Your legs close around his hand, your muscles twitching each time he crooks his fingers inside of you. âBaby,â youâre still gasping, trying to kiss him but also trying to get air. âFuck.â
He cups your sex with his soaked palm, fingers finally sliding out and even that makes you moan, feeling the slight press against your clit.
You relax against the mattress. Even though youâre wrecked from your orgasm, heâs just so addicting that all you want is more. âAre you finally going to fuck me now?â you breathe as he pulls back an inch, your hands sliding up him and into his soft hair. âOr is that not part of the script?â
âItâs not,â he tells you simply, pecking your lips. You start to let out a whine, your face scrunching up in disapproval but then heâs adding: âBut...â
You probably look pathetically needy, teeth sinking into your bottom lip as you peer up at him with hopeful eyes.
âFuck. Yeah, Iâm fucking you,â he gives in quickly with a wide smile, lifting onto his knees before backing off of the bed. âDoes Kook haveâŠ?â
âYeah, here,â you say, leaning towards the nightstand that you moved the condoms to. âThereâs some in here.â
He retrieves one quickly, shucking off his bottoms then kneeling on the bed once again as he slides it on.Â
âHow do you want me?â
With a smirk, he shuffles closer, one hand finding your bent knee. âYouâre so obedient today.â
Part of you wants to roll your eyes. How good is his self-control? If youâre a brat, will he just change his mind and be difficult?Â
The look he sends you is challenging, a little tilt of his head, as he watches the wheels turn in your mind.Â
âYouâre the boss, right?â you say, a little challenging yourself â like youâre being a bit sarcastic. But not too much.Â
He just shuffles closer, still smiling, as he pushes both your knees back until your thighs are pressed against your torso. He leans forward, his body compressing yours onto yourself just as his cock slides against you, the underside slipping deliciously through your folds, pulling another needy plea from you.
Mouth to your ear, he says: âDonât be a brat. Just take me like a good girl.â
âIâ ahhâŠâ Your words catch as he pushes inside, hands gripping to his shoulders at the stretch in comparison to a measly two fingers.
âSo fucking tight, oh my god,â he chokes out, a stark contrast to his firm words just seconds before. But he pushes in hard once heâs sheathed inside you, making sure you take every bit of him.Â
âOh, shit,â you whisper under your breath, the air knocked from you once more.Â
âGood fucking girl.â He gives you a few more hard, shallow thrusts, reaching so deep that it's almost too much.Â
âFuckââ you start to whine but youâre cut off by his lips, a hard kiss paired with a full thrust of his hips. The angle is so good, giving attention to that perfect spot inside of you once again.Â
He lifts up and you watch the pleasure colour his face, his hair falling in his eyes as he starts to fucking you a little faster. âFuck, I really... shouldâve fucked you sooner,â he says, smirking again and you canât believe heâs still joking like that, your mind too preoccupied by the slide of his thick cock inside of you.Â
But heâs not wrong. âYou couldâve,â you taunt, wrapping your arms around your own legs to hold them in place for him to use you.Â
âSave the best for last,â he says through a breathless chuckle, lifting up further so he can get a good grip on the bend of your hips, using the hold for leverage to pump into you harder.Â
âOh, fuck!â
âRight? Who feels the best, Y/N?â
Your eyes are clenched tight, little hums being knocked from you with each thrust as you slip a hand down to play with your clit. You mustâve heard him wrong because thereâs no way he just asked you that.Â
âHuh, baby?â
âWhat?â you whisper, blinking your eyes open to find him admiring your fucked out expression; his mouth is dropped open but the edges are still curled up in a smirk that matches the look in his eyes. It makes your tummy tighten.Â
Is that really what heâs asking?
He chuckles in response, rolling into you harder until youâre crying out, covering your mouth with your own hand a second too late. Heâs relentless now, pounding into you, that perfect feeling inside of you winding tighter and tighter.Â
âOh my god, you feel so good,â you sob from behind your hand, not confident enough to actually remove it because you swear you're about to come again.Â
He groans too, pretty sounds between the laboured breaths of his exertion. Heâs so gorgeous â dewy and glowing, muscles popping, in the warm light of your bedside lamp. âBaby, fuckââ
âIâm gonna come,â you warn him, rubbing your clit a little faster.
âAh, godâ Come⊠Wanna feel you come,â he rasps, hips slapping hard against your skin.
âFuck, fuck, fuckââÂ
Everything contracts and you come together, unfiltered sounds from both of you mingling in the air. He keeps fucking you, even when itâs clear that heâs not holding out on you, breathy whines interjected between curses.Â
Meanwhile, youâre stuck in place, taking it just like he asked, feeling the way your sensitive cunt just keeps trying to suck him in with each pulse of your high. âMm, fuckâŠâ is all you can get out between shallow breaths, even once your body is able to relax a bit as he slows and eventually stops with a final low groan.
Heâs still deep inside you, palms pressing into the mattress by your shoulders, head hanging forward, and you let your legs go, parting them so you can pull him closer, get him onto his elbows above you.Â
For the first time, you feel like you have free rein of his body, pressing a kiss to his neck as you let your nails drag lightly up his sides. You can feel him tense under your touch before he relaxes down, giving into the feeling with another soft moan in your ear.Â
You both take a deep breath, letting it out together, and you find yourself smiling.Â
âOh, fuckâŠâ he sighs, turning towards you and finding a spot to press his lips.Â
âTook us long enough,â you breathe, letting your head fall to the side.Â
He takes a minute before heâs slowly lifting up, sitting back on his feet. âYou didnât answer my question, you knowâŠâ
Youâve only just gotten your heart to slow, but at that, it picks up once more. âYou canât be serious,â you brush him off, turning your gaze away dismissively, but youâre still smiling.Â
He laughs, a mischievous one because he knows heâs being the worst. But heâs shifting back, pulling out of you gently to stand and dispose of the condom. âThereâs no way you donât have a ranking in your head.â
âJiminâŠâ you admonish, a little scandalized. You should be past scandalization at this point but the idea of ranking them is just utterly insane on top of being hilarious.Â
He laughs again, reaching down to pick up his boxers and pull them on.Â
âIs it a jealousy thing?â you ask as you sit up on the edge of the bed, intrigued, though youâre quite certain itâs not that. It doesnât feel like that anyway.Â
âNoâŠâ he replies, coming to stand between your legs. âI was trying to see if I could get you into trouble.â
Ugh. You roll your eyes, shoving him away playfully, making him cackle once more. âSo mean to me,â you say, letting a hint of a pout come through.
He comes back over, hands up ready to catch yours, stopping you from pushing him again. âWhere we sleepinâ?â he asks, voice lower, softer now.Â
You smile, letting his fingers intertwine with yours, though you still press against them playfully as if holding him up. âYou can stay here with me but Iâll have to let Jungkookie know. Iâm not sure if heâs staying here tonight.â
âOr you can come to my bed.â He steps back, tugging for you to stand with him.Â
âHobi wonât mind?â you ask casually, letting go so you can start to find your own clothes.Â
âI doubt it. But we can ask him.â

A/N: a reminder that Hobi and Jimin share a room in the dorms in the story so thatâs why they are talking about him at the end lol. anywayyyyyyyyy đđ so thatâs that chapter haha. i hope you enjoyed, please tell me your thoughts⊠there might be a bonus chapter soon that will be optional to read (bc itâll focus on Bang Chan) so just make sure you read the author's notes on everything because i'll explain everything as we go :) thank you thank you thank you â€ïž
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