This Is Less About My Dysphoria And More About Intrusive Thoughts Which Often End Up Triggering My Dysphoria.

This is less about my dysphoria and more about intrusive thoughts which often end up triggering my dysphoria. They often tell me that I don't deserve junk that I need to have in order to be happy and healthy, and constantly remind me that my current dick is fake. This often triggers my already shitty bottom dysphoria. My dysphoria often makes me feel that even after surgery, my dick will still be fake compared to that of cis guys.

Frankenstein’s Monster 

I’d be bad rep because I call myself transsexual instead of transgender, wish more than anything to be a cis guy, need bottom surgery, am a gender conforming guy, I pass and I feel really uncomfortable when I’m not stealth so I plan to be stealth for the rest of my life. Oh, and I don’t even consider myself to be a member of the lgbt community and I don’t have any pride in being trans.

rb this and tell me why tumblr would deem you bad lgbt rep

RB if you hate being called Queer

I’m just curious <_<

Been feeling like shit lately. I mean, more than usual. Thought I should draw a vent so at least something productive comes out of this. 

Gender is not a social construct. It’s a real, biological thing. Please stop telling me that I’m not biologically male in any way and that my dysphoria is just some social construct. I’ve experienced strong dysphoria about body parts even before I knew they were gendered. I’m not saying you need body dysphoria to be trans btw, or that people who have a different experience than me are less trans than me. I don’t care who anyone else is and I can’t know whether or not they’re trans unless I’m them. I just hate being told that my medical condition isn’t actually real.

Genders not a social construct.

If it was, it would be easy to change from learning.

If it was, conversion therapy would work.

If it was, trans people wouldn’t have dysphoria.

If it was, everyone would be able to pick and choose what gender they wanted to be. (THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS)

If it was, that would mean being trans is a choice.

Gender is not a social construct, gender roles are. Get it the fuck right.